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Emotional edging 1 warm up

13:16
I am deep in an edging run and it was hitting me emotionally today. This is me talking about it. I'll also upload two begging files where I let myself go into the emotional mess. (A note: I am ok, this is a kink that I'm playing with on purpose. I am taking care of myself and while the emotions aren't faked, they're also not me breaking down or anything. Just a bit if catharsis through masturbation).
13:16
Edging and talking through a fantasy of being shared with all your friends.
20:40
This one is short and has almost no talking in it. Just scared moans and sounds. (Fantasy content, recorded by me while I was having dirty thoughts).
05:00
Sitting on the toy, grinding against it just because you told me to.
02:16
This one starts off with happy moaning sounds until I realize that I don’t know who you are then the begging and crying starts. (This is fantasy content, I was safe alone in my bed having dirty thoughts when I recorded it, no one was hurt or traumatized by it)
20:38
I am working my hips against a dildo and talking back to a hypnosis file.
20:09
I gave my orgasm to a poll on reddit ther are 17 hours remaining in it. I think denial is currently leading. I want to come so badly.
05:10
Dylan on Reddit left me a random message that I found early this morning asking me to gag on a dildo so he could come to it. This is the result of that.
15:59
Begging for an orgasm makes me feel fucked up and desperate but the humiliation angle is a turn on. Still, I avoid it because of that desperate feeling. So I'm going to practice a little bit today
16:31