By ASMR_Danshi 39
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This audio was done at a very particular time in my life where the future seemed really uncertain and I had tasted a vulnerability and worry that I hadn’t had before. A time where I didn’t know if I had… if I was enough to surpass the situation that had beplaced me, and where the only comfort I could take refuge in where distant ideas of a fantasy of happiness. Where I had to constantly tell myself “one step. Just one more step forward” and “One day… one day it will all be worth it”.
Yet it’s amusing to then realize that maybe due to the fact it was a period of such personal tribulations, many of the events and emotional realizations from that time now rest in a place close to my heart. Those days are something I can never forget.
Were it possible to send a message to one’s past, I would kneel to tell the me from back then that those hopes which seemed a wish destined to remain in a world outside of our hands… we eventually arrived to many of them. That now I know I am capable of far more than I ever thought possible. That almost all kinds of pains eventually turn into just a memory, and only the deeds remain. That virtue and glory and love are things worth striving for. And that making every day count towards our goals end up adding up. And they can really add up.
That this shining spark, the things that you are truly passionate about, that you truly feel with all your heart is what you are meant to pursue… to please always set a little time for that every day. Never lose sight of that light.
Let us make a bouquet of our dreams friend, may every flower signify a great deed, an achievement, or simply a happy moment in our paths. So that one day, far off in the horizon called “future” we can gaze at the flower garden of our story with content and with gratitude.
