Jason just wanted to walk you home, but it turns out you've both been beating around the bush for too long.
Contains: First time, Implied F! Listener (use of the word "breasts" twice, no other gendered language), Light Nipple Play, Half Dressed Sex, Safe Sex, Teasing, Kissing, Dirty Talk, Body Worship, Fingering, Handjob, Cowgirl/Riding Position, Mention of Dom/Sub Dynamic, Aftercare, Light Sub Drop
Another lovely Jason Todd Commission! This one was a fun one! I did really like the sort of...I don't know, 'Slice of Life' vibe I got from it? Like it felt more real and down to earth and I liked it! I hope you all do too! I will say that I didn't explicitly tag the title as having a Feminine Listener, only because the only 'gendered' language used in this is Jason saying the words "breast" and "breasts", him mentioning how he likes how squishy they look, and him mentioning that he's massaging and touching them. There are some Masculine presenting people who still have/like their chests, so I didn't want to exclude them! However, do be be mindful of that if you do in fact have some dysphoria about your chest! Otherwise, I hope you all enjoy!
~Audio Transcript Below~
Jason: I know that you're perfectly capable of walking yourself home.....I just......Gotham is dangerous......even with its gaggle of masked vigilantes at its beck and call.....especially at night.....
-pause-
Besides....even if this wasn't Gotham.....isn't it nicer to walk home with a---friend.....rather than alone?
-pause-
-chuckles softly-
You really should start taking a heavier jacket when you go out.....otherwise you wouldn't be shivering as much.......
Here......stop for a second.....
-pause-
You can use my scarf.......
-pause-
There......
-slightly awkward silence-
So....have any fun plans.....tonight?
-pause-
Just....home alone......
At least that'll be......relaxing?
-more slightly awkward silence-
Well.....this is it......your....door....
-pause-
You know.....I....well.....I could walk you home more often......if you'd like.....
Even if it isn't....at night.....
-pause-
It's no problem.....like I said.....it's nicer to walk with a......friend.....
-long pause-
How about this.....you can....keep the scarf until the next time I see you......
Besides.....
-lowly-
It looks good on you.....
-long pause-
You've got snow in your hair.......you should.....go inside....before it gets too heavy......
-pause-
-lowly-
Come inside?
-hushed with a soft chuckle-
What will the neighbors think?
-pause-
If you really want me to come inside.....I can......
-pause-
-hurried shuffling-
-chuckles softly-
-pause-
-lowly-
Here.....let me unlock the door......sometimes it's hard when your fingers are cold......
-whispered-
I know.....
-door opens-
Go on.....before we let all the heat out......
-shuffling-
-door closes-
-hums-
You have a nice place---soft gasp-
-thump against the door-
-chuckles tightly-
I'm---sorry....I never thought that you would ever try to push me against a door......caught me.....on guard......
Are you alright? I didn't push you too hard, did I?
-pause-
Good......
Sorry.....I rumpled your jacket......and the....scarf....
-shuffling-
Might as well....take it off.....now that we're....inside?
-pause-
-shaky sigh-
-hushed-
I don't know if I can play this game anymore......
-lowly-
We shouldn't......we shouldn't and I should go......
But......
-hushed-
God do I want you.....
-kiss-
-pulls away panting-
Please.....tell me to stop......I don't know if I can hold it all back if you don't.......
It'll be easier to walk away with just the taste of you in my mouth.....
-gasps softly into another kiss-
-moans and deepens kiss-
-frantic kissing-
G-god----this whole fucking time.....we are---chuckles into a kiss---so stupid--
-laughs into more kisses-
-pulls away panting-
Now--this---you want this too, right? I'm not just.....reading into things?
-pause-
Oh thank God----kisses again-
-shuffling of clothes-
-through kisses-
B-bedroom?
N-no? No time? -groans into kiss-
-pulls away panting-
Wait....wait....just.....just a second.....just......
-panting-
You're ok with this? Half dressed and on your couch?
-pause-
I do.....God do I.....
Now that I know what your lips taste like? And how much you actually like me? How we've been tip-toeing around this? Of course I want you.....I just want to make sure that this is how you want it.....
-soft kiss-
Ok......if that changes.....you have to tell me.....please.....
I get no pleasure from force.....unless it's explicitly asked for and negotiated beforehand.....
-pause-
-chuckles-
Oh Honey.....you don't even really know what you've gotten yourself into.....
-soft kiss-
-lowly-
Come on.....couch awaits.....
-shuffling-
There we go....…
-breathes out- Look at you…..just…..you are so incredibly stunning I can’t……I can’t take my eyes off you…..
-lowly-
Feels like I haven’t been able to keep my eyes off you since they first landed on you…..
-chuckles softly-
Never said I wasn’t a sap……
-soft kiss-
Can I touch you….here?
-pause-
To be perfectly honest….I’ve been wanting to touch your breasts for a while…..just…..-chuckles to himself- they seem to soft to the touch…..squishy in a way that I---chuckles on a cough, embarrassed- I really like…..
-pause-
You really are just…..so sweet you know that?
-soft touches-
-chuckles-
But you’ve got a little wild side in you, don’t you? The part of you that tried to push me against the door……that’s the same part that likes the feeling of my hands massaging your breasts……feels kind of naughty…..but good, doesn’t it?
-groans softly-
I’ve only just touched you and I can barely get enough…….
-lowly-
And what if I pinched here…..would you like that?
-pause-
-hums-
Only one way to find out, isn’t there?
-exhales shakily-
Oh…..you do like that….don’t you?
-pause-
Tell me? Please? I….I wanna hear everything….I wanna know how nice this makes you feel…..and how it’s me the one doing it……
-pause-
Oh…..Sweetheart…..
-soft panting and shifting of clothes-
-chuckles- sorry….I’ll stop teasing you…..
-pause-
Just…..kind of got lost in you….you know?
-chuckles into a soft kiss, a little embarrassed-
Go on Sweetheart.....take your bottoms off......
-pause-
-chuckles-
You yourself said you were in a hurry.....
Here....Why don't I help you?
-pause-
-hums-
Thank you.
-soft kiss-
-kissing and clothes shuffling-
-belt buckle clinks-
-pulls away, panting softly-
Hey....don't.....don't hide from me Sweetheart.....Not any part of your body you reveal.....or any noise coming out of your mouth.....I want you to show me it all.........
-pause-
Is that ok? Can I see you, Sweetheart?
-moans softly-
Thank you.....thank you.....
-soft kisses-
What a sight.......-breathes- what a sight......
-gasps softly-
And what a sight that is too.....you straddling me......
-shuffling-
And where did you pull those out from?
-pause-
-groans, then chuckles-
You are.....incredible......
-pause-
Will you get me ready while I get you ready?
-hums-
Oh....yeah....
-soft wet noises-
-moans and pants interspersed by kisses-
I'm.....f-fuck Sweetheart....would it be too soon to ask if you're ready? Just--s-shit~--don't know how long I'll be able to hold it once I do get inside you......
And I'd like to be inside when I come......even if it's into a condom.....
-pause-
Oh thank God……
-shuffling-
You wanna ride me, Sweetheart?
-moans-
Do it…..would love to see you and watch you bounce on my lap as you throw your head back in pleasure…..
-moans-
-soft panting-
That’s it Honey……nice and slow……go on…..
-groans-
F-fuck…..yes……oh…..you feel like a fucking furnace.....fuck.....
-panting and soft moans-
Yeah…..test it out….see how it feels and what feels best……want you to feel so good….
-groans- Ohhhhh yeah…..just like that…..
-panting and moaning-
That's it....f-fuck that's it......I've got you....you don't have to worry about a thing.....all you have to worry about, is feeling how good my cock feels inside you.....
-moans- Oh fuck.....
Yeah....ride my cock, Sweetheart.....take what you want.....
-lowly, with a bit of a smile-
That's an order.....
-laughs through a moan- Oh.......someday.....someday I'm going to push you on that little Service Sub streak you so obviously have in there.....but for now.....I just----I just want.....f-fuck
-panting and moaning-
You look so good......so good......
Something--something about us being half dressed....fucking on your couch of all things--f-fuck--after all this time.....
All this waiting and tension........
-moans into a kiss-
-through moans and kisses-
I've got you Sweetheart.....I've got you......you can just let go.....let go......I'll catch you......I swear that I won't let you fall where I can't catch you......
-sharper moans-
F-fuck.....yes....that's it.....take it~
Come on my cock Sweetheart~
-harsh pants crescendo-
Fuck--fuck--fuck~!
C-coming--F-fuck~!
-harsh moan-
-moans into kiss-
Ah--S-sweetheart~
-panting-
-panting slows-
Hey….hey come here……it’s ok….you’re ok……
You want to lay on my chest?
-pause-
Of course…
-shuffling-
Can I touch your hair?
-soft kiss-
I’ve got you…..take some deep breaths with me…….
-slow intentional breaths-
-long pause-
-hums softly-
You feeling a little bit better now?
-pause-
Hey, shhhh…. there’s no need to apologize…..that was a lot…..it’s understandable that you’d have a big crash of emotions after the fact…..
-pause-
And I’m not gonna be weirded out or leave you just because of that……I’m not an asshole….
-pause-
-sharp barking laugh-
Ok, I’m not that much of an asshole…….
-pause-
We can lay like this as long as you like……I’m not going anywhere……
-hums softly into a kiss--pause-
-laughs-
I told you I wouldn't last long!
-heave a sigh-
Fuck~
I can't tell you how long I've been thinking about that....fantasizing.....
-pause-
It was amazing......
-hums-
-soft kiss-
I'm glad you felt so too.....
-pause-
Oh---chuckles- Honey.....I'll have sex with you as many times as you want......we've got all night to catch up with.......
A nice long time to explore all the things that make you embarrassed....the things that make you squeal.....but also make you come so hard your vision goes white.....
-hums into a kiss-
And I'm determined to hear them all......if you're of a mind.....of course.....
-hums into a kiss-
Good~
Kinkradio Erotic Audio Sex Stories 160
A lot of us are tired, and sometimes you just need to do something to get through it.
Contains: Comfort, Advice, Talks Of Mental Health and Burnout
One of the hardest things for me (especially within the past year or so) is the fear that what I make isn't going to be good enough, because my mental health hasn't been great, which my brain tries to convince me means that what I make now will never be as good as what I made before the burnout and that nothing will ever be that good again, so I get paralyzed, but I just wanted to make something, so I decided to make an audio to talk through my feelings, and also to potentially help at least one person out there who may feel similarly to how I do.
~Audio Transcript Below~
I'm tired......you're probably tired too.....
We're all tired.....through a combination of things--most of which we do not have control over--we have all just become....tired...
Sure, it's deeper than that.....it's more terrifying and soul rending than that.....but it just easier to tell people that you're tired rather than you're falling apart.....that you don't feel like the person that you once were.....that you fear that nothing is going to allow you to go back to where you were.....where you want to be......
A fall from grace it what it feels like.......but then again I've always had a flair for dramatics......
-pause-
If you just work harder, try harder, plan better, then things will work out.....just a little bit more......it always feels like you have to give just a little bit more......
But you can't pour from an empty cup......I've learned that the hard way.......but you can't help but look back at what you used to be able to do, how you used to be......
And now.....when days are blending to weeks to months to years and you feel no more progression than when you first started to try 'fixing' yourself.....you can't help but feel like you've lost.....as if there was a game to win in the first place......
It's ....phenomenal really....that the brain and the body can be so smart and so infuriatingly stupid at the same time......
And that's not self deprecation that's......well.....it's trauma....and burn out and.......well....like I said.....an entire well of other things that would be more tiring to explain. So it's just easier to say, "tired".
A part of your mind constantly screams at you that if you don't do something.....if you don't create something......that you're going to be forgotten.....and you're going to be left behind......and well....you won't be able to pick yourself back up again......
It's frustrating......especially because the body is smarter than the brain usually in these situations......even though the brain is part of the body, wouldn't you know it?
It always amazes me that if you don't stop, if you don't rest......intentionally rest......that the body has this wonderful ability to make the stupid stop.......
It happened to me.......I thought it had happened before but this......this is far different than anything I've felt before.......
I've been working on myself......therapy....medication......but it almost feel like you're getting worse instead of better......and that's the thing.......it feels that way because you're starting from square one.
What I was doing before.....The amount I was working on and creating and doing? It was too much, even if I was having a good time doing it.......enjoyment doesn't negate that what I was doing was unhealthy......and now......I'm relearning how to do it all over again.....except this time I'm trying to make myself and my mental health the priority.....and it might seem obvious....but it wasn't to me for a long time.....that if I don't make myself the priority.....then who will? And if I work myself to the literal bone.....there won't be any of me left to keep going....
-pause-
I've been afraid.....that this isn't going to work out.....that I can't create anymore and that the things I do create aren't any good....aren't up to mine or.....anyone else's standards.....it almost feels like I've lost that spark....
And I hate that for me.....and well.....I didn't mean for this to be about me but.....-s igh-
I don't want anyone else to feel what I feel right now......and I am in the.....incredibly privileged position to do what I do.....but I'm not letting anybody down taking care of myself as much as I can......people still want to see me succeed.......
And.....I want that for you too.....whoever you are out there listening to this.....I want you to succeed......but you won't if you don't let yourself rest.....if you don't try to heal.......and I know---trust me I know--that it's easier said than done.....but it's worth trying.....however small those steps are or however long it takes.....
It's said that burnout can take a very long time to recover from......and the more severe.....the longer it could take......and really the only way that you can navigate it....is to be kind to yourself....to take your time.....especially when it comes to creation.....
No....not everything is going to be perfect......but that's only because perfect doesn't exist......done is better than perfect.....
Artists and entertainers and the like are always our own harshest critics......we see or hear things that no one else would know if we didn't point it out......
We're paralyzed by the fear of being or doing wrong, or it not turning out the way we'd hoped......when in reality......perfection just prevents us from doing anything......
I guess that's why I made this.....because I don't want to lose the things that I love doing simply because I'm afraid.....
There's something that I saw recently that really resonated with me.....
I'm a worrier at heart.......trauma and anxiety abounds in this brain of mine....so I worry about pretty much everything......
But I saw....that those who worry about a bad outcome always suffer.......even if it ends up well.....
It goes like this: If you worry about something bad happening or it not turning out your way and it actually does end up going well....you suffered for nothing.....and if you worry and it does turn out poorly......you've suffered twice......
That's not to say that not worrying at all is the way to go....just.....dwelling on it is.....I have a hard time dwelling on things.....cyclical thinking......but sometimes you just gotta put a stick in the spokes of your overthinking wheel and stop it dead in it's tracks.
I don't want to suffer unnecessarily anymore.....and sure....I might not ever get back to where I was....but it's an unrealistic ideal anyways....because I got there in an unhealthy way.....I wanna do it better......even if it means that I'm not as 'successful'.....
Yeah, I'm scared......but....the time is gonna pass anyways.....so I might as well do it scared.....
This, what you're listening to is by no means perfect......but it's real....and it's done.....and it's out in the world.....and I'm happy to have put it there.....especially if it means that at least one person benefits from it.....however that may be.....
Music: Ethereal Landscapes by Universefield
Via the Free Music Archive (CC BY-SA 4.0)
You're sure as hell cranky, Darlin'. Let's do somethin' about that, shall we?
Contains: Voyeurism, Masturbation Instructions, Dirty Talk, Swearing, Light Dom/Sub, Light Edging, Orgasm Control/Denial, Petnames (Darlin', Baby, Pumpkin, Sugar Bean, Doll)
Everybody wants to masturbate to McCree, right? And he likes watching lol. I was struggling for a bit with how I was going to implement self care with NSFW, but having the listener masturbating to McCree counts as self care, right? He's helping you care for yourself, through dirty talk and voyeurism lol. Hope you all enjoy!
~Audio Transcript Below~
McCree: Look, I know you’ve been stressed and everythin’, Hell, I mean we all are. But that don’t mean that you can take your anger out on us….
*pause*
Alright, frustration, whatever word you wanna use....
*pause*
So…..is there anything in particular that you wanted to talk about that’s stressing you out or…..?
*pause*
I know this might be a little crass, Darlin’, but when was the last time that you got off?
*pause*
*chuckles* It’s a genuine question! You always get a little crankier’n normal when you haven’t had a good orgasm in a while…..
I know I ain’t been here, but I don’t think that that’s got anythin’ to do with the fact that you ain’t gotten off apparently.
*pause*
‘Scuse me? *slightly amused* You wanna run that by me again?
*pause*
“Because I didn’t say that you could?”
Now Sugar Bean…...lemme get this straight here….You haven’t had an orgasm…..because I didn’t explicitly say that you could…..
So you took it upon yourself to put yourself into some….self imposed chastity…...is that it?
*chuckles* No need to be embarrassed, Doll…..the fact that you had enough self control to keep from touchin’ yourself because you were waitin’ for me is……*chuckles* flatterin’ to say the least….
*pause*
I’m sorry?
Oh…...so you did touch yourself, huh? *lowly* Did you bring yourself all the way to the edge and then stop yourself because you didn’t have permission?
*pause*
What was that?
Were your fingers not enough?......Was a dildo not enough? Nothing could satisfy your need?
*lowly* Did you really need me and my cock that badly, Darlin’?
*chuckles* Then why didn’t you just say so?
Go on now, strip down and relax, we’re gonna have ourselves a little session, alright? And I promise, you’ll have a nice good orgasm at the end…..It’ll be worth it, Pumpkin, I promise.
*pause*
Well, you’re so wound up cause you’ve been unintentionally edging yourself with how unsatisfying you find anythin’ but my dick…..
So what we’re gonna do, is you’re gonna lay back, you’re gonna look me right in the eyes, and you’re gonna touch yourself….how’s that sound?
You need to be able to please yourself when I’m not around, Sugar Bean…..so what I’m gonna do, is I’m gonna give you a nice little memory to hold onto on those lonely nights, so that you can come your brains out even when I ain’t here.
*pause*
With how worked up you are…..I don’t think it’ll be that hard….
Now…...why don’t you get touchin’?
No, no no…...I want you to keep your eyes on me…...I want you to know that I’m here…..and see me watch you. I want you to be able to feel my eyes on you…..feel my desire, even when I’m not here.
So go on…..but keep lookin at me.
*pause*
*through a smile* There ya are…...that’s beautiful…...look at you…...so wound up that just one touch is already has you shudderin’......Naw, this ain’t gonna take long at all…..
I want you to go slow…...build it up…..It’ll be better if you don’t rush it…..and remember Pumpkin…..keep your eyes on me……
Tell me…….tell me how it feels to have me watchin’ you…..I wanna hear…...tell me all the dirty things you have runnin’ through your mind right now. How much yer achin’, how much yer wantin’. I wanna know it all….
*long pause*
Ok…..ok sweetheart…..that’s enough for now…..*chuckles* I didn’t expect to hear all that but……*chuckles* Gave me some lovely ideas for later…..and well…..I should’ve expected it…..I asked for it, didn’t I?
Hey…...how ‘bout we go a little faster now…...and how bout I tell you what I see and what I think when I look at you pleasurin’ yourself, when I see you stroking that place that feels *groans* Oh so good…..
I see a gorgeous little desperate thing…..someone who’s so close to being unhinged by such a simple thing as bein’ watched while you touch yourself. Something so easy and feels so nice so taboo just from a pair of eyes on ya. I see someone so keyed up…..so needy…..you want to go faster and get straight to the edge but not right now. Not yet…...but you can go a little faster….I’ll let ya…..*lowly* I won’t tell no one…..
*sighs* God darlin’.....lookin’ at you…..like this…..*groans* softly…makes me a little hot and bothered under the collar myself……
*pause*
You wanna see?
*pause*
C’mon now…..lemme hear you say it…..
*chuckles* Good……
*zipper noise and rustled clothing*
This…..is this what you want?
Tell me…..tell me how much you want this baby……
*groans* Go faster now darlin’.....as fast as you need…...and tell me how much you need this to come……and if you get close……..I want you to tell me…...tell me when you’re about to lose it.
*long pause*
That’s it….that’s it Darlin’. I can see it in your eyes…..I can hear it in your breath and with how much your chest is heavin’......how fast your hands are movin…...how hard it is for you to not squeeze your eyes shut into the pleasure…..how hard it is not to roll your eyes and head back and just go to fucking town on yourself…...but it’s not enough…..it’s not enough is it? You told me yourself that you couldn’t come…..not with your fingers…..not with a dildo…...how about now? Are you gettin close now? How do you feel, Pumpkin…..tell me…...tell me everything…….
*panting and moaning*
Ah! Hands off!
Breathe…..just breathe with me baby…..I know…..I know you were close…..we’ll build up again…….but feel this….this feeling…..instead of bein’ frustrated….this feelin’ right here….the tingling of almost release…..the heady feeling of being almost there but not quite…..the fact that one more touch would send you into the stratosphere….feel this for a moment……
*long pause*
Alright…..now move your eyes…….not on mine anymore…...but here…..right on my dick…..and touch yourself…...slowly, lightly first…..but the longer you touch, the faster and harder you can. Fantasize about me…..fantasize about my cock and how much you want it…...dirty talk if you want….tell me what you’d do with me, do with it if you had it right now. How badly you wanna come…..and I’ll let it happen…..I promise Baby I will…..I won’t even touch it…….it’s just for you…..for your pleasure…...for your fantasy…..not for me….
*panting and moaning*
More…...more baby…..faster…..you can do it…...keep it …...keep your eyes there…..*moans* I know you can do it…..I want you to come…..I want you to come by your own hand but remember this…...come back to right here and right now any time you need to come and you find that you can’t…….I give you permission. I give you permission to think back to this moment and use it to touch yourself till your heart’s content…...I want you to…..I want to know that when we’re apart you’re fantasizing about my cock and want nothing more than to bounce on it, or want nothing more than for me to hold you down and fuck you into the mattress. I want you thinkin’ about my voice and all the dirty, naughty things that I tell you when we’re havin’ sex. I want you to use me…..even when I ain’t here…..
So come…..come now darlin…...I want you to come…….give one last hard push towards pleasure…..feel yourself on the precipice and fucking fall…..fall off that edge into the pleasure…..when it happens, let your eyes roll back and let me hear you…..please…..I wanna hear how good it is for you….
Yes…..Yes….that’s it…...that’s it baby…...yes…..good…..goood……….*groans softly* Fuck you’re beautiful……
*panting*
Well…...that help? *chuckles* You feelin’ a little less crabby Darlin?
*chuckles* I do have to say that I was impressed with your accidental chastity…maybe we could play around with that a little more, if you’d like…...let me ramp you up then slow you down however I see fit?
Would you like that Pumpkin?
*chuckles* Good…..then we can talk about it later…….You need a few more minutes….water or somethin?
Naw….I’m alright for right now…..was about you…..not me….
‘Sides…...waitin’ makes it a whole lot better…..doesn’t it?
I know, Darling, I know. Everything is too much, but I'm here for you.
Contains: References to physical and emotional pain, Comfort, Encouragement, Petnames (Sweetheart, Darling)
This was sort of a stream of conscious thoughts about what I was feeling and what I wanted to hear while I was recovering from my wisdom tooth surgery. There were parts that were definitely bad, and I was feeling pretty low mentally and physically, but I'm on the upswing now, I can eat a squishy bread roll now! But I figured this can be used for anyone who might be hurting, physically, mentally, emotionally or any combination, and I tried to write it in a way that was comforting, but also vague enough that it can be applied to more people, I hope that you all enjoy!
~Audio Transcript Below~
I know that you're hurting Sweetheart....and whether it's physical or emotional or anything else of the sort.....know that I'm here for you.....and it will not last forever....
I know you're frustrated and uncomfortable and feel like you need to claw a way out of your own skin, and that's understandable.....
You're frustrated beyond belief at the limitations that have been put upon you by your own body, your own mind. You don't have to keep everything locked inside, you're allowed to express your feelings. You don't have to carry the burden in silence under the pretense of being, 'strong', even if what happened to you was done voluntarily. You had no idea what was going to happen on the other side, where you are now. Even if you had a basic idea, you didn't know everything....it's not your fault that you're feeling this way.....
You're fighting with yourself....I can see that....the anxiety in your brain that tells you that you need to get over it.....that no one wants to hear about the pain that you're in......and how it's affecting every facet of your life.....but you understand that you need time, to parse things out.....and to genuinely heal.
It makes you feel almost useless, doesn't it? Unable to perform what others perceive to be the most simple of tasks. How they expect you to get over it....to heal in such a short amount of time and get right back to it, as if nothing had happened in the first place.
People ask how you're doing, and even though nothing has changed or if something has gotten worse you're expected to smile and say, "I'm doing alright" or, "getting better!"
You don't have to be that way with me, Darling.....I may not know precisely how you're feeling, right now, in this moment.....but I know it isn't good......You don't have to pretend.....
It's as if there is a scream building up inside you.....and at any moment.....if one more thing goes wrong, it will be unleashed and you'll lose every single ounce of your sanity, and you fear you'll never be able to get it back.......
Everything just feels like it's so damn hard doesn't it?
You're not a failure.......I want to say it again.....along with the fact that you're fully justified in feeling this way.....what happened to you was major.....and even though you went into it willingly......this.....this how you're feeling right now, is not what you signed up for......
It's alright to misjudge things......it's alright that you feel like you made a mistake.....but you are going to get through this....
However, things might not go completely back to normal......and that's something that I think you're afraid of as well.....that you're going to be permanently changed, and for the worse, and you were the catalyst that caused it in the first place......but honestly I just think that's your anxiety talking.....plus the pain........whether it the physical, emotional.....or anything outside or in between or both.....
You just want to curl up into a ball and make the world go away.....it feels like if you hear one more person say, 'Oh don't worry, it won't last forever, you'll feel better in no time' and other platitudes like that you're going to tear your own hair out of your head.....because while they mean well---and this includes me as well---they don't actually know how you feel in this moment, how you've felt for this past while.....and it's eternally frustrating......
I'm sorry......I'm sorry that you're feeling this way......and, I'm sure that me pestering you and asking you how you are isn't helping that much either.....but I want to make sure that you don't fall down the rabbit hole of yourself.....because it's a dangerous and fairly easy slope to slip down......and I mean 'you' as in 'humans'.......in times of great distress and discomfort and depression and anxiety....it's easy to spiral......it's easy to dismiss progress.....so that's what I'm trying to do.....have you focus on yourself.....really focus......and take note of how you're doing. Do you need meds, do you need food, do you need water? Do you need to sleep, or take a break? Take things slowly......I know it's frustrating and hard, all of those things.....but they'll only get worse if you don' try.....
So please, Sweetheart, I'm going to ask you again.......How are you feeling? Really take a moment, close your eyes if you have to.....and take stock of how you're feeling.....physically.....and mentally.....make note of the changes....of the good and the bad.....you don't even have to think about what you can do to change them.....just please....take a moment.....breathe......
*long pause*
And I know this is cliché.....and probably the last thing you want to hear but.......you will get through this.....this pain......it will end......and I'll be here to help however I can......
I love you, Darling.....
It's too cold to go anywhere.....even outside of the bed.....
Contains: Kissing, Dirty Talk, Light Bondage, Cuddly Sex, Slow Sex, Hands Free Orgasm, Petnames (Babe, Baby, Sweetheart, Darlin', Hun)
I just kind of wanted to have a more mellow audio, as far as NSFW audios go lol. We've had a lot of kinks lately, and I thought it would be nice to get back to some basics with Guzma. This one was fun to write cause I like kinda sleepy cuddly Guzma a lot lol. Hope you're all having a good new year even though we're only in day 2, and I hope you enjoy! And as always, let me know if there are any mistakes or if anything sounds weird lol
~Audio Transcript Below~
Guzma: *hums contentedly*
No way, babe.....it is too fuckin' cold outside to do anything.......shit--It's almost too cold inside to do anything......
I can almost guarantee you that nothin' is gonna be goin' on.....so it would definitely be best if we stay inside all day......
I would even go as far to suggest....we stay in bed all day.....
*chuckles lowly*
Oh you know....we could sleep more....we could have sex......we could cuddle....the possibilities are endless!
*chuckles into kiss*
I was half jokin'.....but the fact that you're askin'....makes me think that you're not that opposed.....?
Yeah.....we've both been real busy lately......I've been fantasizing about you too.....
No....not really....I don't wanna leave this nice warm cocoon......
*hums*
Don't you worry Sweetheart, I think I got an idea....
*shuffling*
How about this? The comforter and sheets are big enough to fit both of us under, right? So......
I think, if we stay under here.....like this....we'll stay nice and warm....
*chuckles into a kiss*
Yeah....it might be a little silly....but it's gonna keep us warm.....which is the whole point, ain't it?
*pause*
Alright, yeah.....you gotta point there....it's also about sex but.....hey....they go hand in hand here at least.....
*chuckles into kisses*
Hmmm....I think I'd like to do it like this.....I'd like to look at your face while we do it......I like to look in your eyes while I'm inside you....somethin' about it....the naked display of want in your features.....really gets me goin'.....
*kisses*
*humming*
Despite how you feel.....you skin does feel pretty damn warm already.....
Ah! *chuckling* Alright, alright....except for your toes.....I got the message loud and clear, Hun.....
*kissing*
*lowly* I've memorized the shape of your body....the feel of your skin....and yet I don't think I'm ever gonna get tired of touching you.....of feeling your body.....feeling your breath.....feeling just how alive you are.......
*whispers* Fuck I love you
*kisses*
*wet noises*
And you always feel so good right here.....
*kiss*
Don't worry, Babe.....you're not the only one who's like this.....
I am and have always been and will always be, insanely attracted to you.....
*soft panting*
Hey...hey.....I gotcha....I gotcha......you don't gotta rush so much......
*pause*
*chuckles* I know you want it......we're gonna get there, Babe....I promise.....
*soft kiss*
Maybe I just wanna spend time worshipping your body yeah? Makin' sure you're warm all over.....feelin' how hot you are for me.....
Think we can get warm enough that we'll be able to see our breaths?
*chuckles* Oh, you see now? Now I'm gonna try my damndest to make it happen.....
*shudders* Oh~ Oh yeah.....just like that.....yeah....yeah.....together.....touch together.....
*panting and moaning*
Yeah.....Yes....I---I think we're both ready....
*kisses*
Love you.....
Hike your legs up around my hips....yeah.....just like that......
*moans softly*
Just like that.....
Ready?
Yeah....here we go....
*shuddering breath*
Oh Babe~ I will--*swallows*--I will never get used to how fucking good you feel......haaaa~
*soft moans*
Naw, Babe....not yet.....just feel.....just feel for a moment how I'm inside you......really take it in....
*soft panting*
Ha~ I can.....I can feel you twitching around me.....squeezin' every now and again....you want it? How much you want me to move right now?
*pause*
*kiss* I gotcha Babe....I gotcha....
*slow thrusting*
*panting and moaning*
*pause*
Naw baby.......I think I'm gonna fuck you slow.....just like this.....just so you can really feel the slide of our skin together....the rub and thrust of my cock inside you.......s-shit......you're so fuckin' warm, babe.....
*panting and moaning*
Ah....I cant get over how wet you are for me......and f-fuck....the sounds our bodies make......grinding and thrusting together....
*chuckles lowly* You see now.....you keep tryin' to hurry things up.....first it was with your hips.....now it's with your hands......am I gonna need to restrain your hands.....or are you gonna be good?
*hums lowly*
Oh....I can make you be good, Sweetheart......
*shifting* I know I'm not holding your wrists.......
I think I can restrain you just....like this.....with your hands.....in mine......bracketing your head.....and this way.....I get better leverage.....so I can really look into your eyes as I take you apart.....
Plus......*chuckles* Maybe I just really wanted to hold your hands......it's not always about you, you know?
*chuckles into kiss* I'm jokin', babe.......but....this way.....it is a win/win situation for both of us.......
Dont'ya think?
*lowly* You can squeeze my hands all you like, Babe.....I gotcha.....
Plus.....I wanna be the one to work that orgasm outta you.....nothin' else.....
*kissing*
*pants and moans*
Oh yeah.....just a little harder.....not any faster.....but this......oh yeah....this is what I'm talkin' about......
*panting*
F-fuuckk~ I--I can't almost take the way you look at me.....a little clouded and full of pleasure.....but so reverent.....so loving it's.....s-shit....it's so incredible, Babe....
Us.....like this....under these covers....away from the cold....absorbed in one another.....it's almost like there's no one else in the world.....nothing else matters....it's just you and I.....and---shit---I--I wouldn't have it any other way......
As long as I'm with you? Nothing else matters.....
*panting and moaning*
Oh~ Oh fuck....Babe....gonna----gonna come....I---Ah~ Don't tighten you.....you--*chuckles* You cheeky~!
*panting*
C'mon....just a little more.....more....you can do it.....you don't need anything else but my cock to bring you to orgasm....I know you can......here....Babe....look at me.....look at me while I fuck you....
*panting*
Yes......yes.....hi there.....hi Darlin'.....look at you.....so breathtaking.....I--shit---so good......
I love you....I love you.....if there's nothing else in this world I know for certain....that's alright with me.....because I know....I know without a shadow of a doubt that I love you.....and I--oh~! I always will--
*hisses through teeth*
Oh--that's it~! That's it Babe.....oh......watch me.....look me in the eyes while you come....I---I wanna s-see you....drowning in pleasure I give you....c'mon....together......together....
*moaning and panting crescendo*
*panting groans*
*panting through gritted teeth*
*panting*
*panting subsides*
*shuffling*
Wew!
*chuckling* I'm pretty sure it did steam when I threw them off!
*pause*
Yeah....yeah.....I'm sweaty too....but at least we don't gotta worry about cold toes anymore, yeah?
*chuckles breathlessly* Yeah, yeah...I won't get too comfortable....don't want to get the chills cause I got too hot too fast in the cold.....
*hums* I got another idea~
*through soft kisses*.....if you want....we could continue our crusade in getting warm....have a nice steaming hot shower......dry off and get into our most warm cuddly clothes.....then we could snuggle together on the couch with some tea or somethin' like that.....and watch a movie? Just.....keep this whole warm cuddle train a'goin?
*snort laughs*
I can't believe you just made a "choo choo!" joke.....you are so fucking cute sometimes I can't even stand it.....
*soft kiss*
Now now, babe......no sinkin' back into the covers....what was it you were saying like a minute ago about getting too comfortable? We got more snuggly cuddly plans ahead of us....
*lowly* C'mon.....I wanna lay my head on your shoulder while we watch a silly movie.......
*kiss*
Thank you, Babe.....
Ok! Last one to the shower doesn't get as much hot water!
*laughing as it fades out*
I know it's hard to get up Sweetheart, but Daddy will encourage you.
Contains: Daddy Character, Implied Age-Play, Non Sexualized Age-Play, Non Sexual Praise, Established Relationship, Encouragement, Advice, Comfort, Petnames (Angel, Little One, Sweetheart)
An old commission for my Daddy character to help and encourage you to get up and face the day. Whether you’re actually heading off to school or not, I think that the words of encouragement work for anyone, so I hope you all enjoy!
~Audio Transcript Below~
Daddy:-multiple kisses-
-sings- It’s time to get up, it’s time to get goin', gonna see a friend of mine~
-chuckles-
Hello my sweet little Angel. Good Morning. There's that lovely little face, and that lovely little smile.
-pause-
And how are you feeling this morning?
-pause-
I know, I know, the last thing my Little One wants to do it to get up from your snuggly little nest and go out into the world and be a big grown up, but Daddy’s here to help you.
You are so incredibly smart Angel, that I know that you’re going to do great with your lessons today. I’ve seen it with my own eyes, and I know, that you’re brilliant.
Come on then, stand on up, stretch high to the sky, get the blood pumping through you, and wake up. The world is calling you, and you should head that call.
You can do it today, I know that you can. You’ve got so many smarts and so much potential in you, that I know that you can take the day, and make it your own.
And, if even after all my encouragements, and you trying your best, that you find that your day isn’t going the way that you want it to or the way that you planned it, just remember…-kiss- I’ll be here, waiting for you when you come home. I’ll have arms wide open, ready to give you as many hugs and kisses and anything else that you might need, my precious little thing.
I know that you think that it’s not worth it to even get out of bed, but it really is. Even if you do end up having not such a great day, or forbid, even a terrible day, it will be one more day with me, and one more day on Planet Earth. We’re alive, you and I, and we’re here, together, and you’re going to go out there and live your life and do amazing in your lessons, and grow closer and closer to your goal. Today is a learning experience, whether or not that learning really comes from your classes. It might sound cliche, but humans really do learn something new every day, and maybe it might not be of some mega cosmic importance, these things that we learn, but they’re still important, because they help us evolve, help us become…..more well rounded and….better people. That’s what you’re going out there to do.
-kiss-
You’re so brave, and I believe in you.
-pause-
It’s alright to be scared. Did you know, that bravery and courage does not mean a lack of fear. It’s doing things in spite of that fear, that truly marks someone as brave or courageous. Like I said, even if the day doesn’t turn out how you’d like, you’ll never know unless you try, and the fact that you have the strength and the will and the means to go and be and exist in this great world of ours is incredible. I believe in you, I will say that as many times as it takes for you to believe it yourself. You are an incredible person, and I just know, that you’re going to do great things today. If you take it one step at a time, you will be amazed at how many steps you’ve traveled by the end. So go out there, and do great things. I have every faith in you that you will. And when the time comes for you to come back here and be with me, I will hold you and cuddle you, or whatever you want, and you can tell me all about it, good or bad.
I look forward to it Sweetheart.
So go. And remember, Daddy loves you, and he believes in you.
Contains: Jealousy, Dom! Nines, Trans Masc Listener, Possessive Degradation (use of slut, whore, bitch, stupid, dumb, toy and pet), Feminine words used for Genitals (pussy, clit/clitty, cunt, lips,), Praise Kink, Daddy Kink, Rough/Hard Sex, Pussy Spanking, Edging, Orgasm Control, Petnames (Good Boy, Baby Boy, Little Boy, Sweet Pea), Safeword (Mentioned not used), Light Aftercare
Another commission! It was fun this time to use my Connor voice but a little deeper and meaner, and to play around with this idea! Yes, this was made with a transmasc listener in mind, but I hope you all enjoy regardless! Also, please be sure to read the content warnings and the script below, since there are some heavier kinks here!
~Audio Transcript Below~
Connor: Yes, I think that will work if you try it. Anyways, I need to get back to Lieutenant Anderson, good luck Detective!
-pause-
Nines: -lowly- Would you care to elaborate on what that was about?
-pause-
Mmmhm......
-pause-
A casual conversation.....so you say.......
-pause-
Detective, would it be disruptive if I were to ask for you to accompany me to the evidence room? I have a case that I wish to discuss with you, and I believe you will understand more if you see the evidence with your own eyes.
-pause-
After you.......
-quiet walking-
-door shuts-
Detective......
-door audibly locks-
There is no case......then again....I suppose I shouldn't have expected more from you......another reminder perhaps.....
-pause-
From my perspective, it seems as though you need a reminder as to who you belong to, Detective......or should I say......my stupid little slut?
-long pause-
Yes I'm doing this here.......I believe it is important that you don't go another minute without that reminder.
-pause-
You may be annoyed with my Detective......but you seem to have forgotten, as you always do....that I can hear your heartbeat......hear how much it's elevated already......and I can see the heat traveling to your cheeks........you may think you can hide behind your words.....but your body shows me everything.....
I bet you're even starting to get wet.
-pause-
'How do I figure?'
Well....-soft scoff- You're a dumb whore for me that way, Detective......
-pause-
So why don't you stop trying to put up this pathetic little front that you aren't absolutely addicted to the way I treat you.....and be a good little boy.....and undress for me.....
-long pause-
Either you say the safeword, or you undress.....there are no other options......
-pause-
-hums- Good boy.......
-pause-
Keep your eyes on mine.....I want to see everything.......
You belong to me.....so it only makes sense that I want to see every aspect of your reactions to me treating you like a pet, a plaything.......
-pause-
So....undress.......
-shuffling-
Good boy......
Now.....hoist yourself up onto the table there........and spread your legs.....
I want to see my pussy......
-pause-
-Chuckles softly- Of course you're into this.......
You're my good pet......my good plaything......following orders......
Once you get into the right mindset, you go all doe-eyed and stupid for me......because you're my little slut.....and sluts don't have to do any thinking do they?
All they have to do....is listen to their betters, yes?
-pause- And that's right.....do as they're told......
My good boy......
Now you sit there while I take you in.....keep your legs spread....
-slow, careful walking-
-soft chuckle- I can see from here how much you're trembling.....how desperate you already are for me to start touching you.......I can see you getting more aroused.....I can practically taste your arousal in the air.....
Your pussy is going to start dripping at this rate.......
-walking stops-
-small smack-
I didn't say you could touch me, did I?
-pause-
-sighs softly-
I suppose I'll have to restrain your hands, since you're too cock dumb to remember. It's a good thing I'm a patient Android, and I'm willing to correct you when you're wrong. Aren't I nice for doing that?
-shuffling-
-lowly- I'm going to take your hands, and press them behind your back. I'm going to arch your body towards me......and then, I'm going to start gently.....rubbing your cunt.....starting with your fat little clit here.......
-hums- That's right.......
And I'm going to rub this slutty cunt, make it sopping wet......
I'll bring you so close to orgasm.....and when you're close.....I'm going to spank it, as another reminder.
Your pussy is always so fucking naughty, isn't it? Practically dripping wet and I've hardly even done anything.
-pause-
-lowly- But if you cum without my permission, you won't be allowed to cum again until I say that you can.....and it will be an awfully long time, my little whore....I can guarantee that......
-wet noises-
That's it.....squirm in my grasp....pant and whine and moan and try not to act like this is making your mind drift away and your cunt soaking......
You better not cum.......and if you're about to, you better tell me......
Understand?
-hums- Good slut......
-faster wet noises-
Close aren't you?
I can feel it in your heartbeat.....I can hear it in your breath.......ride that edge.....ride it......
Spanking now.....
-light slaps-
You hold it.......I know you like a little pain with your pleasure, so you better not cum from me spanking your horny cunt......you hear how wet it is, even as I spank it?
-slaps stop-
Oh.....such a good boy.....you held it for so long.....
Take a moment to breathe......because we're going to do it again......
-chuckles- That's right.....and you're going to let me, aren't you?
And why is that?
That's right.......because this? This is all mine......
-fast wet noises-
I don't want you to get too far from the edge, Little Boy.....how else will I be able to see how much you need me to treat you like a plaything?
Did you know that the closer to orgasm you are, the more shameless you get? You couldn't care about anything else in the world, other than me fondling this cunt and reminding you that I own you......
That's right.....more.....more.....thrust your hips into my hand because you just can't stand it.....you need it.....this dripping little whore pussy needs to cum.......
-spank- Naughty pussy!
-spank- You don't get to cum until I tell you. Your orgasm -spank- just like everything else -spank- belongs to me.
-quick spanks-
-hums into a kiss-
Good boy.....my perfect slut held it back.......
-hums-
I just love rubbing your slick across you.....even with light touches you can just hear how wet you are.......
Hm? What's that?
-pause-
Daddy? Well.......
I suppose Daddy will have to keep showing you, won't he? Since you begged so nicely.....
-shuffling- Lay back on the table.....put your arms above your head.
-pause-
-chuckles- Oh no.....I don't get fully naked for toys.....my cock is all I'm going to need......
Daddy is going to pin you down and wreck you.......
-groans-
Oh.....feel how slick you are as I rub my cock between your lips....over your plump clitty....
You keep looking into my eyes. I want the image of me above you, owning your little whore cunt, coming deep inside you and marking you as mine, burned into the inside of your eyelids. So that every time you close your eyes you remember how much I own you.
-hums-
-quick thrusts-
-wet noises-
Stupid sloppy bitch cunt......you honestly get off so hard on me treating you like a little plaything, don't you Baby Boy? Like nothing more than a wanton whore who loved getting his pussy absolutely wrecked. You love belonging to me, you love this, don't you? Tell Daddy how much you love this.
-panting and moaning-
Oh....that's right....Good boy.....Good boy......Oh......your cunt feels so good.....squeezing around my cock like you want to milk the cum right out of me......
-groans-
Beg me.....beg me to cum inside you then send you right back to work where all of the other Androids....where Connor can smell me on you and recognize that you are mine!
-moaning and panting-
That's right, beg for Daddy's cum in your cunt!
-panting-
Watch me, watch me as I mark you as mine, as I cum deep inside this hot little pussy that belongs to me
-harsh groaning and panting-
Beg me......beg me to own you.....give yourself over to me.....give me everything......hold nothing back.....moan.....scream.....let everyone in the station know what I'm doing to you....and how much you love it.
-Moaning and groaning-
Who owns this pussy...? Who owns this cunt....? Tell me.....tell Daddy what you are.......
-pause-
-harsh groan-
That's right, his little pet slut......his little cock and cum obsessed whore.....and don't you fucking forget it!
-panting-
That's right....I'm close......you've been such a good little slut for me......so when you feel me fill you with my cum.....I want you to orgasm.....and not a moment before.....you understand?
-Growls- Yes~!
-Harsh crescendoing pants-
Yes.....yes......yes.....! Going to--going to cum in you.....going to breed you.....going to fill you with so much cum so deep inside you.....that it will never cum all the way out.....I'm going to mark you inside so that you always know what you are.....and who you belong to......
Fuck--Fuck--!
-Growls harshly-
C-cum!
-under his breath, through gritted teeth- Mine, mine, mine~!
-harsh panting-
-panting slows-
-pause-
Well....as much as I hate to admit......Connor and I are not that dissimilar......
-soft kiss-
You.....truly belong to me?
-huffs into another soft kiss-
Allow me to clean you up and help you with your clothes.....it's the....least that I can do after you gave yourself to me.....
-soft shuffling-
You want me to hold you?
Yes....of course, Detective.......
-shuffling-
Like this?
-pause-
-soft sigh-
-mutters- Thank you.....Sweet Pea.......
He could smell you even that far away because you belong to him, and he isn't about to let anyone else take what's his.
Contains: Established Bond/Relationship, Possessive Degradation (My Slut, My Whore, Dumb Slut, Stupid Whore, etc), Feminine Descriptors for Genitals (Pussy, Cunt), A/B/O Dynamics, Heat Sex, Dom/Sub Dynamics, Fingering, Dirty Talk, Praise Kink, Rough Sex, Creampie, Breathplay (Choking), Humiliation, Squirting, Multiple Orgasms, Daddy Kink, Knotting, Breeding Kink, RACK (Risk Aware Consensual Kink), Petnames (Good Boy, Little Boy, Baby Boy, Little Prince)
This was a lovely commission where the commissioner wanted to play with A/B/O dynamics as well as Daddy Kink with a trans male listener! This was a fun one since I don't usually have Raihan being a Hard Dom, and the play of possessive degredation mixed with praise was a fun dichotomy to write and perform! I hope you all enjoy!
NOTE: Please read the tags and/or the script before listening. This audio portrays a trans male listener and uses he/him pronouns and masculine petnames, but also uses feminine words to describe his genitals. If that will trigger you or squick you, I would not listen to this audio!
~Audio Transcript Below~
Raihan: *Door Opens*
*panting*
You........
Look at you......pounding your fingers away at your own pussy.....couldn't even wait for me to get back home could you? My slutty Little Boy......
*scents the air*
I ran all the way back here, because I could smell how desperate you were for my cock......
With the amount of 'fuck me' pheromones pouring off of you and your naughty pussy, you're lucky I was the one that got here first.......
Your hands weren't enough, were they? Your body too hot and your pussy too empty.....in need of my cock and my knot......
*growls softly* Why didn't you tell me you were going into heat so soon, Baby Boy? I would have come home......
*pause*
*sighs* Then again.......I should have remembered how brainless my whore gets when his pussy takes control......
That's right......whine in submission......your Alpha is here.....and he's going to make your heat all better......
He's going to fuck you......to lock his knot inside you.....and pump you full of that come you're so fucking desperate for........
How's that sound?
*pause*
Hm? I'm sorry Little Boy I couldn't quite hear you........
*groans softly*
Oh.....so it's like that, isn't it? It must be bad if you're wailing for your Daddy........
*moans*
F-fuck......don't think I didn't see that, Love......
*lowly*
I saw your cunt tense and leak as if I'm already inside you.....
Such a good little slut......
Don't worry....Daddy will take care of his brainless Little Boy......
After all.....that's what Daddies do best....isn't it?
*hums a chuckle* That's right........
Hands off........
*groans softly*
Good boy.....such a good boy......
Tell Daddy how much you want it. Beg for it.........tell Daddy why he should fuck his Little Whore....
*long pause*
*groans*
Yes......yes.......fuck, Baby Boy........
Daddy's gonna fuck you so fucking good.....
I'm gonna lock my knot inside you and come so hard you'll forget everything but the word, "Daddy".......
*growls softly* Oh I'll make sure of it......
Now, put your hands at your sides and keep them there while I undress.......you've already touched what's mine enough.......
*shuffling*
*pause*
Exactly.....and look where touching my pussy got you......nowhere.......
I'm the only one who can soothe the heat......can sate the burning in your veins........
So it belongs to me.....doesn't it?
*pause*
Say it.
Say "My whore pussy belongs to you, Daddy."
*pause*
*groans* F-fuck, Baby Boy........
Such a good slut for Daddy........
*hums* Two of my fingers, to start.....I want to feel exactly how far gone you are.......
*growls* Hush.....you don't get to tell me how to please what's mine......
*wet, squelching noise*
Oh, f-fuck........Baby Boy.....your pussy is like a fucking furnace......
You're trembling, and your walls are clenching down so much......
So desperate for my knot.....
Listen to you......I haven't even moved them and it's like you're already going to come.......
*pause*
Are you?
*hums*
Well.......since it did take me a bit to get here.....I suppose I can allow you one......to take the edge off.....
*lowly*
But I swear.....that if you come another time without my permission.....I will leave you aching and wanting.....without my knot.....because Good Little Boys do as they're told.......right?
*hums* Right.......Good Boy.....
I'm not going to be gentle either........you don't need gentle......
*fast wet noises*
You need it hard and fast......
You don't need to be made love to......
*lowly*
You need to be bred.
Now come......do as I say and come.
*chuckles*
*wet squirting sound*
*chuckles* Oh....look at you.......you really are so far gone.....squirting just from my fingers.....
Do you understand now? Do you understand how inferior your own fingers are?
Do you see how much you and your pussy belong to me, Baby Boy?
With just two of my fingers, I made you come so hard you squirted.......
*hums* Just another sign of how much I own you......even your cunt knows........
*growls*
What do we say when Daddy gives you something....?
*pause*
*hums, soft kiss* Good Boy.......
It's alright.....I know the heat robs you of your brain........Daddy will make sure to keep reminding you........
Now......hold your legs open........show me what belongs to me......
*groans*
Yes......such a Good Boy......without any hesitation.........
*shuffling*
I bet if I were to kiss down your legs........you'd come by the time I press my tongue into your cunt......
It wouldn't even have to be that hard.......one light little lick.....and I bet you'd squirt all over again......
So keyed up you are.......so owned by your Daddy....
Aren't you, Little Boy?
*hums*
Yes.........
But I won't.......I already gave you one orgasm with my cock outside of you........I'm not going to allow another one........
Keep holding onto your legs.....I want you to keep presenting yourself to me like my good little whore.......
*hums* That's right.....Daddy's perfect little slut......
*pause*
Yeah.......Daddy's knot is already starting to pop......
*lowly*
That's because you're being such an obedient little Omega.......
*chuckles*
Yeah........
I'm not going to go easy on you.......
I'm going to pound your pussy until you scream and moan loud enough that everyone on the street will know who you belong to.......
*hums into a kiss*
Good boy.....
*harsh thrusting*
*growls*
*through moans*
Ah that's it.......no slow glide in.....no gentle thrusting.....
Just deep.....raw....fucking......
You're going to have bruises on your hips from how hard I'm going to grip them......
I'm going to come so deep inside you that you'll always have part of me inside you.......
*harsh moaning and panting*
Listen.....*chuckles* Listen to you.......listen to how wet and sloppy your pussy already is.......
You'll never be able to hide from me how much you want this.....how much you loves this.....being treated this way.......being Daddy's Little Slut........
You love it, don't you?
*pause*
*groans* Yeah you do......f-fuck yeah you do......
*harsher thrusting and moaning*
*wet squirting sounds*
*thrusts stop*
*growls*
You hush.......
I will squeeze your throat until you can't breathe anymore if that's what it takes you to stop and listen......
*panting*
You just squirted again.......
You remember what I told you earlier.....yes?
*pause*
Was. That. An orgasm?
*pause*
If you're lying.....I will walk away right now......
*pause*
You squirted because you couldn't help it? Because having Daddy pound your pussy felt too good?
*groans* F-fuck.....
Alright.....but this is your last warning.....you do not come until my knot is inside you........
*pause*
What?
Speak up, Baby Boy......
*pause*
You want me to keep my hand on your neck?
You want me to choke you?
*groans sharply and starts thrusting again*
Oh, f-fuck......such a good little whore.....
Of course Daddy will choke you........
*lowly*
Imagine how it will feel when I restrict the blood flow right up until you orgasm on my knot.........
I'd be surprised if you stayed conscious........
*chuckles lowly*
*hard and fast thrusting*
That's it......this is what you needed, isn't it? You've never felt as good as when my cock is fucking into your cunt.....making you wail and your eyes roll back......
Nothing will ever be as good as this, will it?
*growls*
Tell Daddy what you want, Little Boy.......tell him.......
*panting*
*moans sharply, harder thrusts*
Yeah? Is that it? You want Daddy to come in your naughty pussy? You want him to breed you? stretch you with his knot and fill you up with his come?
You want him to mark you as his deep inside? Somewhere no one else can? You want to be his fucked and kept Boy? His Little Prince and his Stupid Whore?
F-fuck.......Daddy will give that to you.......Daddy will give you everything you want.......you're such a Good Boy........f-fuck....sh-shit......your pussy feels so good.......so hot and so fucking wet......f-fuck......I can't wait to stretch you over my knot.....
You feel it? You feel it bumping against you? It's close isn't it? It's so close to being popped into you.....so close to pumping you full of come......
I know you want it......I know you want as much come in there as possible......
I bet you want me to stay locked into you until I'm hard again......and then pump you full over and over and over again.....until it's leaking out of you......
*growls lowly* Maybe I'll flood your cunt enough that it'll make your stomach swell......
Oh~ That's right......I'm going to give that to you.....beg for it......beg for it sweetly enough and I'll finally let you come.......I swear.......I'll make you come harder than you ever have.......
*harsh panting and moaning*
Y-yes.....struggle to tell me while I choke you.....keep going....I want to hear you tell me even though It's hard to speak......hold nothing back.....tell Daddy what you need........
*growls* C-close.....fuck close~
Gonna.....gonna knot you.....n-need to knot your pussy.....breed~! Need to breed you........
*harsh panting*
Alright--fuck--Little Boy.....you have my permission......the second that my knot--oh shit!--finally locks into you is when you can come.....I swear......
Almost there.....almost there.....almost there~!
*harsh growl* Now!
*Heavy moaning growl*
F-fuck, Yes!
*harsh, wet squirting sounds*
Y-yes! Squirt on Daddy's cock while he breeds you.....fuck~!
*harsh panting*
*panting slows*
*grunts softly*
*hushes*
I've got you, Love....I've got you.....I'm not going anywhere.....it's alright......just moving us to a more comfortable position.......
*shifting*
I'm locked in tight.....I promise.....*shudders* I'm not going to leave until you're good and full......
*shuffling on bed*
*deep sigh* There we go.......much more comfortable, eh?
*chuckles*
It's alright.......
*pause*
Did it really come onto you that quickly? I wasn't gone for very long......
*hushes* You don't have to apologize, Baby Boy........it's alright........I'm just sorry I took so long to get back......I bet it felt like you were suffering forever without me.....
*hums*
*soft kiss*
But I've got you, Love.....and I'm not goin' anywhere until your heat is done........
*soft kiss*
Just relax, Sweet Boy, I've got you.......
Hey, little habits cam make all the difference
Contains: Self-Care, Advice, Comfort, Anxiety Aide, Depression Aide
**NOTE**: This is an old Patreon audio that's been released for public audiences! It was created in 2019, so my Guzma voice is a little different, I hope you enjoy regardless!
So this was the script that somehow flew out of my fingers in like 15 minutes. I think Guzma is just a really easy character to talk about Self Care with? So I hope that this audio can help someone in maybe just taking small little things and creating habits for the better! I know it can be hard, but you can do it!
~Audio Transcript Below~
Guzm: Hey, I don’t mean to be like an ass or anything but…...have you….bathed recently? I just know that you…..kinda have been holed up in here for a while…..
Well, I know self care ain’t all “cozy up with your favorite movie and favorite snack and forget the day”. Sure that mentality is nice sometimes, but like that ain’t really realistic? Cause it’s not always after a bad day that you feel terrible. Sometimes there’s no explanation to it, you just feel like you can’t do anything, or that the anything that you could be doing just isn’t worth it. You think “What’s the point?”
I mean, self care can be those frivolous things where after a big hard day you just can’t deal and you want one of two things that make you happy for a while, but sometimes, it’s just basic human care like taking a shower or brushing your teeth or eating something. Things that keep this conglomeration of meat and water functioning. Self care can be….taking into account how not good you’re doing, instead of ignoring everything…..not to say that you are or anything….
Like, that’s the hardest part right? Is to care? Like, ‘Why should I even bother? It’s not going to change anything anyways?”
That’s not really true though. Even the smallest thing can put you on the right path. I think that’s what hangs people up sometimes, is the fact that they have this huge long list in their brains that’s constantly screaming at them about the things they haven’t done yet or need to do, and it’s so loud that they would rather just turn their brain off and just vegetate and do none of it.
I think one of the easiest self cares is brushing your teeth. Like, if you can take care of one thing that’s easy and really beneficial, it’s your teeth. Sure, if you don’t shower or like change your clothes yeah you stink and you can feel kinda worse, but your teeth are expensive fuckers, so taking two minutes or even just a cursory brush can be enough. Little things, little steps. Kinda like, make it your mission to start doing one small thing every day, like brushing your teeth, or at least putting on clean underwear. Then, once you start to feel better, you can add to your list. Like, “Ok, I’ve brushed my teeth every day this week, now I can see if I can drink at least three glasses of water today.” And then move from there.
I know that that might seem like an extreme circumstance and not all people’s depression or whatever causes the lack in care, but that technique, that idea of doing things one day at a time, is helpful no matter what your mental state is. Like I said, bodies unfortunately need a lot of upkeep, and you’d be amazed to find what happens when you start these easy little habits. You’ll feel better.
And if there ever comes a point where you feel like you’ve spiraled into an abyss and you can’t get out or you don’t want to get out, you kinda know where to start? At least…..that’s been my experience.
Talking to people too. Reaching out. Even if it’s not asking for help. You don’t even need to be specific. Just letting someone know, “Hey, I’m having a real rough time right now and I’m trying to get back up on my feet,” can be helpful. It kind of…..I don’t know, holds you accountable? You’re not internalizing all the madness? Well, I guess I shouldn’t call it madness, but the storm thats going on in your brain? It puts you on people’s radar and it makes you feel not quite as alone. I mean, it can also be a place where you can celebrate your victories, even if they feel small and insignificant to you. It’s those little victories that really add up in the long run.
Don’t feel bad if you don’t do everything at once, or like, you fall off the bandwagon or something. We as people ebb and flow. You aren’t always going to be 100% ok, and that’s ok. Take it in stride if you can, and remember that you can do it. You’ve lived through all of your worst days, and you can continue to do so.
And…..you know…..I love you…..and….am proud of you…and really like havin’ you around…...even when you don’t look or well--*chuckles*--smell your best….
*kiss* Love ya, Sweetpea
A surprise visit to Muriel's leads to something you're not quite expecting, but honestly, the situation didn't turn out that bad in the end.
Contains: Werewolf!Muriel, Werewolf Sex, Bareback Sex, Oral Sex, Knotting, Breeding Kink, Slight Cumflation, Felching, Slight Size Kink, Nickname/Petname (Mate)
NOTE: This audio was created in 2020, so the voice for Muriel might not be the same as it is now!
Werewolf Muriel! Out of most of the characters I voice, he's one of the ones where I didn't even like have to think what potential classic monster he'd be, because like.....he's obviously a werewolf lol. I was also thinking that like he has more than one form, like, there's the more humanoid form which he kind of has in the audio, and when he goes to run out/goes to hunt with Inana, he goes full wolf. Anyways, this audio also features my attempts at trying to sound like a dog while recording lol. It led to no small amount of, "Christ what am I doing?" moments in between, but hopefully they sound ok! Hope you enjoy this audio, and be sure, as always, to read the content warnings!
Also please let me know if there are any mistakes or anything. I always try my best but with audios (especially kinds like these) sometimes they slip by! Thank you!
~Audio Transcript Below~
Muriel: *grumbles softly*
Yes, Inana....everything is......*swallows* everything is ready.......
*grunts* I will be out with you as soon as the shift is done......
*growls softly* Go....please......
*dog wuff*
*hums back*
*shuffling*
At least we were more prepared this time.....no having to worry......I'll go out into the forest with Inana, and come morning--*knocking*
*pause*
*knocking again*
*sniffs* N-no.....no--no no no! H-how?
N-no, please d-don't open the--*swallows roughly*
*tightly* Why--Hello....---why, are you here? I thought---
*pause*
A surprise.....*under breath* of all the times to come f-for a surprise.....
*through his teeth* I'm--*groans*--I'm sorry.......I-I have.....I have a-another.....*swallows roughly* prior arrangement that......that I was....just about t-to leave......so I--I can't---
*inhales sharply through teeth* N-No! I'm....I'm fine--I just--*groans and then growls softly* I n-need t-to go........t-this is....this is something I can't--*swallows roughly* I c-can't b-be late for and I---
D-don't! D-don't s-step--*growls* c-closer.....g-god's y-your s-smell.....
I-I mean---p-please! *groans/growls under breath*
*huffing* Y-you need......*almost dog-like whine* T-To, G-go! P-please!!
I'm.....I'm f-fine....I promise....I just.....I need....we both need....*groans sharply* T-to LEAVE
S-stay......stay b-back.......! AHH~!
*through grunts and whimpers* Y-you....you wouldn't.....believe m-me....if I....If I t-told you!
*growls* If.....If I t-tell you.....w-will y-you.....will you please g-go?!
*panting harshly*
I----it's......I'm.....a---*in a half growl/whine* Were-WOLF!
*panting sharply* N-not.....not a lot of....of t-time t-to.....to explain~!
Going....I'm.....*panting* I'm sh-shifting....it's.....it's t-the f-full moon and.....y-you need...t-to get out of h-here....I....I don't know w-what.......I want......y-you......need to s-stay s-safe......
*hisses sharply* GO! F-find.....c-call f-for...InanaAAH~! S-she'll! She'll k-keEEP, y-you s-afe!
*panting* Pl-please! Please GO!
*growling, grunting with transformation noises, screaming*
*harsh growl*
*huffing pants*
You......didn't....leave.....
*pause*
Can.....still....speak.....it....harder.......
....Instincts.....t-take o-over......mostly......
*huffs* S-smell.....g-good......smell.....mate....
*whines* N-no....must----under-understand, now? M-must......g-go.....f-full....m-moon......n-not s-safe......must k-keep safe.....
*growls* M-must....need.....mate
*pause*
*whines* D-don't....don't say.....*growls*
Don't want....to hurt.....will hurt....if stay.......
*huffs*
Go!
*pause*
GO!
*groans*
I.....make.....feel safe?
*whuffs softly*
N-no....closer.....you......
*huffs a sigh and bays softly*
Hand.....p-pets.....s-so....nice......never petted......like th-this......*whines softly* O-only.....p-pain......anger.....hurt
*whimpers* You make.....feel safe.....too*snuffs* Smell good......smell safe........like home......like......*groans* M-mate.......
*whines* N-not.....always......you....here.....t-trigger.....*sniffs deeply* r-rut.......
*pause*
*distressed noise* N-No! M-must g-go....w-will.....hurt.......
*Groans* W-want.....f-fuck.....but.......n-no......don't want--
*pulls away panting*
*swallows and groans* D-don't.....don't s-say.....unless....unless y-you m-mean.....
*whimpers* You mean?
*huffs*
No lie.......no lies.......
*sniffing*
......Mate?
*happy bay* Mate.
*ripping/shuffling noises*
Only fair.....you bare too.......
*wuffs happily* Mate......
*sniffs* smell so nice.....feel so nice......mate......s-so small.....but so good......
*pause*
L-Lay down.......*grunts affirmative*
*wuffing and baying softly*
Mate......
*pause*
How.....how do?
Oh! Will prepare.......
*shuffling*
*huffs* With....tongue.....
*harsh licking and groaning/growling*
*panting and moaning while licking*
*grunts lowly* mmmmm--Mate.....good....sm-smell......taste......
*deep inhale*
M-mate.....need......
*pause*
Stretch....tongue?
*whuffs* So....not.....hurt........understand.....
*groans and moans*
*bays while pulling away*
S-so.....w-wet......want....want me....?
Mate?
Y-yes.......
*whuffs*
L-like this......will......work....better.....
*bays* Over you......keep you......safe......
*groans* T-try.....to be gentle......
R-relax.....am.....b-big......
*Shudders and whines* S-low.....at first.....will.....t-try......
*groans/growls* S-so....h-hot....t-tight......
*panting*
*wuffs* c-can feel......c-cock.....
b-bump.....r-right here......you feel?
*groans* Can feel inside and outside.......
*huffing softly*
Ready....t-to....move?
T-trying.....self....control....hard.......feel....s-so....g-good.......
*panting and moaning*
N-noises---*wuffs* S-so....nice......
*panting and moaning*
*through grunts and whuffs* S-so....good....mate....good.....can't.....dream? This....dream?
*snuffs* Here....you're here......mate.....mine......mate~
*faster panting and moaning*
N-need.....need faster....n-need....m-more....p-please....m-mate....please!
*huffing*
Yes....yes...b-breed......
*harsher panting and moaning*
Breed....need....breed.....breed mate.......mate.....mine......
*grunting/growling and moaning*
*through whuffs and grunts* M-mate~! N-need......knot....knot.....breed......*groans* knot....p-please......can.... knot?
K-knot....stretch....l-lock....inside....b-breeeed~
*panting*
P-push....r-relax.......
*moans/whines* G-good.....m-mate......s-so...good....
C-can't m-more....t-tight~! N-need....c-come....m-mate....c-come....f-fuck~!
*moaning and grunting and panting*
*through grunting and panting* Mate s-sounds.....good.....need...mate....c-come.....come......need...fill....
Y-Yes~! C-Come....need---breeed~
GrRAaahAAh~! M-mate......t-tight......g-good......mate.....feel good....need......come....need.....breed~!
*growls, bays, huffingl*
*huffing and panting*
*soft wuff* Mate......belly....f-full.....mate.....good......*hums*
M-more....need.....mate....belly f-full.....*bays softly* Breed.......
*soft wuffing* Smell....good.......
Mate g-good....f-filled.......
*bays* Mine......
*long pause*
*Whines* Knot.....will go....down....soon....
*snuffs* M-mate.....smells.....mine......
*whuffs* M-Mate.....mine?
*pause*
*happy grunt and whuffs* Mine......
*long pause*
Think....knot can......come out n-now......
*grunts/growls softly*
*huffs* Seed......coming out....s-so much......s-so good......
*bays* Will clean......move mate......?
*soft licking*
You still....tremble.....feel good?
*whuffs* Good......*huffs happily* mate......
*soft licking*
There.....for now......clean.....
*wuffs* Mate.....alright?
*grunts*
*huffing* Need......g-go.......
*pause*
Hunt.......f-food....f-for mate......
*pause*
*whines* N-no hunt?
*pause*
Stay? *huffs several times*
S-stay....w-with....mate.......keep......keep mate safe......
*shuffling*
*grunts softly* hold mate.......protect mate.....sleep......keep mate safe.....
*bays softly* Mate safe.......
They've been so careful they're whole lives, and now they're trapped while on the run. Neither Steve nor Bucky are happy about it, but it'll all work out in the end.
Contains: A/B/O Dynamics, Breeding Kink, Knotting, Biting (Bonding), Daddy Kink, Bondage, Hair Pulling, Light Pain Kink, Spanking, Multiple Orgasms, Crying, Confessions, Desperate Sex, Rough Sex, Hurt/Comfort, Slight Angst, Blowjobs, Rimming, Squirting (A/B/O Slick)
A super fun commission! I always love me some A/B/O Dynamics and some Daddy Kink, so this one was the perfect combo! It had all my favorite tropes so it was just great to write and perform all the way through. Note that this does go *heavy* into the tropes, just so you know! Otherwise, I hope you all enjoy!!
~Audio Transcript Below~
*sound of furniture scraping across the floor*
Bucky: Has Natasha reported back yet?
*pause*
I know it's only been five minutes, but a lot can fucking happen in five minutes.
*groans*
*softly* No, now this needs to be over here.....
*furniture moving across the floor*
Why the hell hasn't she reported back yet!?
*pause*
*furniture movement*
Yeah, I’m fucking irritated, what was your first clue, Steve?
We've been so fucking careful our entire goddamn lives about our cycles and now this, this happens. Christ on a fucking bicycle!
*pause*
*through gritted teeth* Sam taught it to me, now get up, I have to move the chair you're sitting in.
*pause*
Steve.
*groans sharply* Fine.
*pacing sounds*
*tightly* Yours is the only chair I need to move, and if you won't let me move it I'm just gonna walk around.
*pause*
I can't stay still, Steve.....I feel like I'm about to claw my own fucking skin off and if I stop moving, I can't be positive I won't start trying, so you're just gonna have to deal with it, or you could call Natasha again and get us out of this God forsaken safe house!
*pause*
Then let me pace in peace……
*pacing continues*
*chair movement*
Steve, what the hell—*gasps and whimpers softly*
*grunts sharply* Let me go.
*whimpers louder*
*through gritted teeth* I.....I.......Steve you fucking meat head, let me go!
Whatever it is you're thinking or you’re smelling or your body is telling you, is just your f-fucking instincts taking over......
W-we've been in close proximity for too fucking long.......and you know the---*swallows*--the serums make our cycles......stronger......s-so......so of course you'd be interested in me.....it's only—
*thump against a wall*
*loud shaky whimper*
*moans softly*
S-steve.....don’t….don’t say shit like that…….
That.....that's just your Rut talking.....I....it....both of us.....I.....my slick....it....you're an Alpha and my body d-doesn't care who you are.......just like your body doesn't care—
*whimpers loudly*
*soft panting*
Y-you......you've wanted me this entire goddamn time?
*pause*
A-and......*swallows roughly* When I was......I......smelled wrong.....when I......came back.......
B-But now?
*panting*
*hushed* You promised yourself you'd......never lose me again?
*soft panting*
*starting to cry softly* Y-you fucking asshole~
*pause*
Of course I love you, you goddamn disaster!
*pause*
*hushed* No matter what.....it's always been you........
*whimpers softly*
I........
It....should be.....no problem......
No, I'm.....I'm not on suppressants......
*wryly, slightly wobbling* But Hydra sterilized me............
Didn't want their Asset to accidentally get pregnant.....after all.......
*gasps sharply into kiss*
*pulls away, panting*
S-such a goddamn boy scout........
Yeah it's what I want........
*kisses*
*moans softly, a little out of it* Daddy, please......
*gasps sharply into kiss*
*whimpering moans and kisses*
*panting*
Y-you.......you wanna suck me? Steve, I—*moans*
Ok....ok.....yeah.......
*shuffling*
Yeah......I....I'll help you with my pants......
*chuckles softly, a little dreamy* You're one to talk......you got all those belts and latches and shit too.......
*shudders a breath* Oh f-fuck, Steve.......
*swallows* I-I.....I mean......*hushed* Daddy.......
*keening moan*
Oh~ Oh fuck, Daddy~
*panting and moaning*
Oh, I’ve……fuck I’ve dreamt about your mouth for—for fuck, what feels like my entire fucking life……..
*panting*
Ah.....fuck.....fuck I'm so fucking wet, Daddy.....please....I need.....I need—
*panting*
I don't--I don't know....I just....Daddy—Please.......
*pause*
T-turn around?
*moans sharply*
Daddy~
Please.....please eat me out Daddy........I'm so wet.....you've made me so wet......f-fuck~
*shifting*
All for you.....all for you.....no one has ever made me as wet as you, Steve.......
*wails*
AH~ Daaadddyy~
*harsh panting and moaning*
It's so good, f-fuck.....s-so good.......
Mnnnnnnngghhh~
*panting*
Daddy~
*gasps sharply*
Oh~!
Ah, y-your finger.....f-fuck......oh fuck......
*wails*
P-please....please fuck me.....fuck me Daddy, please~
*moaning*
*under his breath* fuck me, fuck me, fuck me.........
*spank*
*gasps* Haaah~
*moaning* Y-yes....spank me.....spank me while you finger me, oh f-fuck, Steve, even your fingers are so fucking big, oh--fuck!
*panting and moaning interspersed with spanks*
*slightly out of it* Huh~?
*sharp hiss* Ah~ my hair~
*panting*
W-what I want?
*whines*
Please......please breed me, Daddy......k-knot me and fill me up, please~
*whines*
N-No!.....Inside....please....I need you.....Daddy please, something....I need you inside me.....
*moans*
*gasps*
Steve! P-put me down~
*little spank*
*moans*
*panting* O-okay.....*muffled* F-fuck......
*lands on bed*
Steve, I.......
*moans*
D-daddy.......
*pause*
Strip.....strip.....yeah.....yeah I can do that.....
*hurried shuffling*
*soft gasp*
Oh.....fuck, Stevie......
I......
T-this is the first time I've seen you hard.....since the serum.....
*pause*
Y-your knot.....it's already.....
*whimpers*
Please......please let me suck it.....please Daddy I'll do such a good job.....please....I need you in my mouth......please.....please.....I wanna......I need.....I need to get it ready to fuck me.....I need it....please....please Daddy.....
My mouth will feel so good—need it.....need to feel it stretch my jaw wide.....it's so big....so thick......
F-fuck, Steve.....you're gonna ruin me......I need it....please....please~
*moans* f-fuck, thank you Daddy.......
*moaning and sucking sounds*
*pulls away, moaning*
P-please, pull my hair, Daddy~
*hisses* Ah~ Y-yes.....just like that.....thank you.....thank you
*through moans, sucks and kisses*
S-so good, Daddy.....taste so good.......so fucking big......can't—*harsh sucking kiss*—can't wait to feel you stretching me out........need it.....need to feel your big Alpha cock filling me, Daddy.......need to stretch on your knot.......feel it lock inside me—*kiss*—and fill me with your come......
I'm so fucking wet for it......Daddy~
*moaning sucks*
*hisses and pulls away with a keening moan*
Yes....yes! Please....please fuck me now....I need it......oh Daddy I need it......
*shifting on bed*
W-what? What do you mean, 'not like that'...?
*pause*
*softly*
Y-you.....you wanna see my face? *swallows* You....need to see my face?
*sniffs sharply*
Steve.....
*shuddering breath* Please.....please breed me.....breed me hard....I need it....please, please please~!
*harsh kisses*
*panting*
Inside, inside—yes—Daddy, please fuck me
*harsh panting*
N-no, no slow.....just inside, inside~ I'm wet enough, Daddy I promise~!
Nnnhnnnggh~!
*wheezing exhale*
*panting*
D-don't stop, don't stop, j-just a—*swallows*—just a dry orgasm, Daddy, oh......your cock is so good....rubbed me in all the right ways......just.....just set it off.....please.....please start fucking me....I need it......f-fuck I need it more than I've ever needed anything......
*thrusts start*
*keening moan* Oh yes Daddy~
*moaning and panting*
Yes--yes--yes--Daddy....oh~
Harder....harder.....f-fuck—Steve....
*harder keening moans*
Oh, f-fuck.....y-your cock......p-perfect fit......shit! N-never......never felt anything so fucking good.......oh~
I--fuck~--I f-feel a-again........*keens* S-so good......g-gonna.....g-gonna make me come again~
*gasps into kiss*
*moaning kisses*
*breaks away with keening moan* AH~
C-coming~ D-daddy!
Hnnnnngh~!
D-dont stop, don't stop~ Fuck me harder~!
*Gasps sharply* O-oh f-fuck!
Right there~ Oh fuck, right there Daddy~!
Breed me, breed me, breed me~
More.....more....harder....please......more
*sharp panting*
I--I can't....I can't st-stop squirming....I need...Stevie please.....more....more please~
*whines softly*
My neck? I—
*sharp gasp*
Haaaaaaaa~!
*panting*
It's ok~ It's ok.....it's just.....it's just my slick......oh f-fuck~
*chuckles sharply* S'like squirting........*moan* You made me squirt, Daddy~
*keening moan*
Yes~ Hold me down, fuck me Daddy, really give it to me....I need it, your Omega needs it~
*panting*
That's right.....that's right........I'm your Omega.....and you're my Alpha.....breed me.......
*sharp moan*
Y-yes~!
*moans and pants, interspersed with 'Daddy'*
Daddy....Daddy, more, please.....more....give me everything........*moans* Y-you won't....you won't hurt me—I swear.....please.....please....let it all out.....
I'm—Ah~!—I'm the only person—oh fuck—in the world who can take your full Rut....I swear.......don't hold back Stevie.......please
*shudders* Oh~ Daddy~
*panting and keening moans*
Oh—S-shit......knot....your knot....I can feel it......It's so fucking big—oh~
Knot me.....Knot me please Daddy~
I need it.....I need you to breed me....I need to stretch over your knot~
I need it to lock inside me.....I need your come inside me......it's so hot.....it's so much......fuck....fuck~!
*harsh panting and moaning*
So big, Daddy.....knot me good.....make me yours......please.......mark me, fill me......Daddy make me yours.....I need it......need it~!
*moans interspersed with 'breed me' and 'Daddy'*
I want it~ I want it so fucking bad......Stevie—*swallows roughly*—Steve, please~
Love you.....I love you so fucking much~ Fuck~! S-so good....please......please Steve.....I need you.....love you.......love you~!
*harsh panting*
*hushed* Bite me~
*huge keening whine*
OH~! Daddy~! F-fuck!
C-coming~!
*Sharp moans and long groan*
P-please, Please Daddy, let me bite you back.....please......please....need to bond.....I love you, I love you, I love you, please~!
*harsh panting*
yes~!
*harsh groan*
*growls softly* Breed me full, Daddy......make me swell~
*harsh gasp* Oh, Oh fuck~ Oh my God, Daddy~!
*whining moan* S-so fucking b-big.....h-how......oh fuck.....it's so good.....lock inside me.....come.....come Daddy....give it all to me....I need it....I need it....fuck....fuck!
*harsh panting*
*panting slows*
F-fuck....Stevie........
*groans* N-no.....don't move.........
*sighs* alright.....just......careful.....you're fucking huge, you know........
*shifting and soft gorans*
*shudders softly and moans*
Christ.....you really did pump me full......fuck.......
*long pause*
*sleepily* If you're worried about something back there.......don't be.....I'm not talking cause you just wrung like......four orgasms outta me, one of which was the biggest one I've ever had in my fucking life so......forgive me if it's taking me a second to get my brain back together......
*twitches* Nhhhnnnngg......plus....you're still tied to me.....a-and you’re still coming sporadically….fuck~
*chuckles* How's a guy supposed to focus?
*hums softly* I'd kiss you, Stevie, but you turned me all around on your dick so we could spoon......
*pause*
*softly* I love you, dumbass......and that's not just the heat talking.........
Even though we just bonded.....which I don't regret now.....and I'm sure as hell not going to regret later........I told you........
It's always been you......
*pause*
Yeah.......we've actually always belonged together......this......this was just the final piece sliding into place........
Remember?
“I’m with you, till the end of the line”
*pause*
*chuckles* We're both dumbasses.......
*long pause*
*very sleepily* Oh no.....Natasha knew exactly what she was doing......she probably had enough of us being lovestruck idiots who can't or won't communicate, so she decided to give us a little 'help'.
I don't mind......since this was the result........but I am gonna give her hell over her lack of tact when this…… is all over........
*pause*
Yeah.....short nap sounds nice......before the second wave hits both of us........
*soft gasp* Oh......
*snickers* You're gonna fucking wreck me, Stevie............
NOTE: This is an old Patreon Exclusive audio that's been released for the public. This audio was created over 2 years ago so the microphone quality will not be the same as it is now.
An apology? After all that's happened, he's come back with an apology?
Contains: Apologies, Confession, Ambiguous Mentions of Past Abuse/Manipulation
The whole concept I came up for in this script was that during this time of year, the transition between winter and spring is seen as a new beginning, and so its the idea of Loki kind of coming back from the events that happened in Thor: Ragnarok with a new perspective on how much of an asshole he was before lol. There's a lot of unspoken history implied in this audio, but I feel like maybe everyone listening might have a different idea of what that betrayal and using might look like. Also, I wanted to leave the ending open ended, like the listener could decide for themselves whether or not they forgive him. Sorry this is more of a character/scenario exploration rather than a cute romance audio, but I hope you all enjoy regardless!
~Audio Transcript Below~
Loki: Have you ever had the suspicion that someone is talking about you when you're not around?
*pause*
*hums* Yes Darling......it's me......
*punch*
OOF--!
*wheezes slightly, then through teeth*
Alright.....yes, I do believe I deserved that one......
*hisses a breath through teeth and clears throat*
Now--
*slap*
Ah! Alright, yes, and that one----Would you--! *sighs* Would you kindly please stop hitting me while I'm trying to apologize!
*pause*
*sighs* Yes......that's why I'm here........
*pause*
There are......many reasons why it's taken as long as it has however.....I can share them in detail with you after I've done what I've come here to do......which I mentioned......is apologize
.....have you ever known me to sincerely apologize where it does not benefit my personal wellbeing to do so?
*sighs* I thought you'd be more surprised....is all.....
*pause*
Right, right.....no more injuries please, I'll get to it......
I'm not expecting forgiveness, or that....everything will change once I've done it.....or....you won't immediately try to break me in half, but in the passage of time between our last.....meeting.....many things have happened.....and I've.....realized....that......I was not a good person....to you.....to say the least and......
*pause*
---Yes I'm stalling because believe it or not, I'm nervous.....
*sighs* Yes......incredibly so.......my time away was not spent....entirely on myself......
I.....you have heard....of Thor's time on Sakaar? And....what happened to Asgard? And our......father....and sister?
He was not the only one who was....there.....when it all happened.......
He told you......yes....right then.....well.....he and I......during that time.....reconciled.......
I......at first tried to do what I always do....and....it didn't work out well for me--big surprise, as it usually doesn't--and I realized that.....I've.....been an arse.....for most of my life.....through good reason.....however that isn't the point.......the point is......is that Thor and I ......reconciled......
.....and if I can reconcile with.....Thor of all people.......then it's only fair and right that I attempt to reconcile with someone who meant more to me than him.....even at my most...--
---Arse-hole-ness......yes.
*pause*
To be perfectly honest......no.......I don't regret all of the bad things that I did. I don't regret being a bad---well.....evil person, really. Those things can't be changed.....and even if I could change them, I wouldn't......because those events led me to you......
And I know....that my word could.....and probably should be taken with a grain of salt.....that changed actions speak louder than an apology and promises.....however.....
One thing I do regret.....is.....hurting you.....taking you for granted.....using you.....for my own gain in the end......
I was.....frightened.....about how much I cared.....and I thought....or....it got into my head somehow that caring would make me weaker......would make it so that I couldn't accomplish my goals.....that caring wouldn't make me happy...but.......I was wrong......I was very wrong......it doesn't justify how I treated you....and....then I just......left.......
That's why......it's taken so long for this to....happen in the first place......I was afraid of your rejection....afraid......of what would come of it......but then I realized that once again.....I was thinking about myself......and that......if anything......at the very least......you deserve an apology from me......
So....I'm sorry.....I'm....incredibly sorry......I am.....the most sorry about mistreating you than I have been about.....pretty much anything else in my life......
I didn't come here expecting everything to be perfectly fine....and for you to take me back without any questions asked or any trouble........I genuinely care for you......and......I want to try to be better.....for you.....for us.......
And if this conversation ends with you walking away......with you....condemning me and our relationship.....if it ends with you....trying to do me in because of the frankly horrendous way I treated you.....then so be it.....I deserve nothing less.......
*pause*
My want.....my, hope really......is that you will grant me.....one sliver of trust that I may build upon.......I know I've done nothing to warrant it......but I still yearn for it.......yearn for you.....
In truth......you are the best thing that ever happened to me.......and I have to accept that I might've been the that ever happened to you.......
But I'm here......and for the first time.....I'm willing to accept the consequences of my actions.......
*pause*
Wait....before you answer.....one more thing.....and....I'm not trying to say this to....manipulate you into anything.....I just want to state the truth.....and say something that I don't believe I ever said enough.........
*swallows* I love you........
While everyone else is partaking in celebrations in Lake Town, you find yourself excusing yourself to be alone. Thorin seems to have similar ideas.
Contains: Hobbit! Listener, Gender Neutral Listener (no gendered language used), Injuries, Apologies, Interruptions, Confessions, Comedy, Kissing, Body Worship, Dirty Talk, Praise, Slight Size Kink, Mutual Masturbation, Bareback Sex, Rough-ish Sex, Creampie, Petnames (Umral: "Lover", 'ibinê: "My Gem")
A fun Thorin commission from last year! I really like having like deep emotional connections and confessions along with some humor, especially since that seemed to be in line with a lot of what Tolkien wrote. There's a little surprise at the end, but it was really fun to do, and I hope you all enjoy as well!
~Audio Transcript Below~
Thorin: *sighs deeply* Finally, a quiet place where I can hear my own---
Ah....you're here as well......
Forgive me for the intrusion, I--
*pause*
I prefer the term 'escape' rather than, 'retreat', but I understand the sentiment......
Even I can only take so much of the Master's pandering under the guise of revelry......
With your.....injury I only assume you are of the same mind?
*pause*
*huffs softly* You should have told me, we could have escaped together......
*tense silence*
How.....are you?
Your......injury.......
Had I the time......I would have.....shown more concern.....in the moment.....
*pause*
Yes, hand injuries bleed quite a bit...... *shuffles* but you can move everything alright?
A good sign......
Oin knows his craft......
*tense silence*
*sighs*
You and Bilbo.....without you both.....we would still be under the clutches of that--
--Of the Woodland Realm. Both yours and Bilbo's swift feet and.....surprising bravery.....
*pause*
May I sit.....?
*shifts to sit down*
*pause*
Speaking of.....Master Baggins....you......knew each other.....from....the Shire?
I--of course. I mean.....did you....interact with one another....much?
*pause*
I see......Gandalf said something.....similar......*under his breath* Baggins'.....
*swallows*
*pause*
I said before.......that.....I was mistaken.....when I believed you two to be.....a burden.....Hobbits.....I thought there was.....no use for them.....at least....in our quest.....our journey.....
I want to....apologize again.....you both....continue to prove me wrong......take the conceptions I had for your people.....and....turn them on their ear......
You....so soft.....and kind a people.....yet....with so much untouched fire and strength in you.....that it's not a wonder why you stay in the shire......for if you were to travel the wide breadth of this world......there could be not a single thing that you couldn't accomplish.....
Loyal to a dwarf who in the beginning did nothing but reprimand you, and speak to you with derision.....
From the bottom of my heart, by the grace of Mahal......I am sorry.....and may you forgive me......
And even if you do not......even after all of this is over, however it may end for us.....know that I hold you.....in the highest regard......
*long pause*
*shuffles quickly to stand*
May Mahal or.....whomever you believe in bless you........
*shifts to leave*
*pause*
Yes?
I.....do not wish to darken your door.....obviously you were looking for respite and I.....intruded on that space, forgive me--
*pause*
Are you.....sure? That I'm not intruding.......
Yes......of course....
*shifts to sit down again*
*long pause*
Thank you.....for your kind words.......
They are---*exhales* more than I deserve......
*pause*
Yes?
*soft kiss*
You........
*exhales shakily* You are a far braver being than I.....
How did you--?
*pause*
*chuckles breathlessly* I suppose.....traveling with us....with me.....has allowed you to read between the lines.....when direct words.....fail me.....
Once again.....you show fierceness......and your golden heart.......
*softly* And there are few things in this world.....I covet more than gold......
*soft kisses*
There's.....a bedroom....through there?
But you are--
*pause*
*swallows* Of course.....if that's what you wish......
*soft kiss*
*breathes out shakily* It is......my wish......as well......
*huffs a soft laugh* Then lead away......my fair Hobbit......
*pause*
The....bed is quite a lot more.......
*pause*
I was thinking ostentatious........
Clearly meant for the likes of men......
But I suppose we can use it for our own purposes now......
*shuffling onto bed*
Careful.....
I've got you......
Look at you......a sight.....
*pause*
As am I.....but you enjoy the look of my in my 'dirty' adventuring clothing do you not?
*hums*
Then we are of the same mind......
*soft kiss*
There is a part of me that wants to hurry.....but there is a more prevalent force that implores me to......for us....to take our time......
I fear that we may not get the chance to be.....as extravagant as this......and I do not want to squander the opportunity......
*soft kiss*
I don't know if anyone has ever called me.....romantic before.......
*pause*
Not many......and none like you......
*softly, with a small smile* You needn't worry........
*soft kisses and shuffling*
*pulls away, panting softly*
I.....are you sure.....?
The idea of injuring your further does not give me pleasure......
*pause*
I know that you are injured beyond just that of your hand......bruising is just as much an injury as anything else......
*soft kiss*
May I undress you?
*soft, slow shuffling of clothing*
I told you......I do not wish to hurt you......it would cause me great distress.....especially if you were to keep it from me simply because you wanted to continue......
I want to savor this.....savor you......keep you safe.....keep you comfortable.....remove you from your clothing.....as if unearthing the most wondrous gem in this world......
Umral (lover)......
*soft kiss*
Please....allow me this.....allow me the pleasure of undressing you like this......to touch you with kindness.......with reverence.....
*softly* It is what you deserve........
*soft kisses and shuffling of fabric*
*exhales softly*
You are......there would not be a sliver of darkness that you could not bring light to......that your heart could not touch.....
A gem.....in the most magnificent setting.......
*soft kiss*
*under his breath* Amrâlizi (I love you).......
*shuddered exhale* It....it.....
Would you like to undress me.....as well? Together?
*kiss* I will......I will tell you.....just.....give me time.....please......
*kiss*
Thank you....
*shuffling of clothing*
*hisses softly* Ah....I am alright...... But.....see....just because I am a king......does not mean that I am invulnerable......
I am mortal.....but Mahal willing it will be many, many years before my time to return to the stone will come......
*pause*
*exhales shakily* But enough of that talk......please.....let us bare ourselves to one another.....so that our bodies may entwine in pleasure.....
*soft kisses and shuffled clothing*
*breaks apart, panting slightly*
Look at you.....*swallows* Gorgeous........
*huffs a laugh* I suppose.....
*soft kiss* Thank you......it is....odd....to hear it from someone.....where I am sure that it's not....to purposefully gain my favor......
*pause*
When I was young.......it....it doesn't matter......what matters, is that we are here together now......
May I, touch you?......Prepare you, for me.....if that is what you want......
*kiss*
Alright......
*soft kisses and wet noises*
*breathes* Oh....the sounds you make.......
*hisses a soft breath* Ah~ me....as well.....y-you......
*kisses and soft moans*
*breaks apart, panting softly*
Please.....I.....I don't---
*pause*
*swallows roughly* R-ravish you?
*hushed* Are you sure?
*pause*
*harsh kiss*
*panting*
I have yearned for you.....longer than I care to admit......restraint......is unfortunately not one of my virtues.....but for you.....I would do anything.......
So I will ravish you.....as you request.....
Here.....place your legs around my hips......or at least....on either side of my hips.....
Here......lift your hips?
*shuffles*
A pillow, to help support your back.....I still do not wish you injured.....
*swallows*
.....look into my eyes?
I want to see the look on your face when.....when I enter you for the first time......and vice versa.......
*soft kiss*
I have you....I have you.....
Now breathe......I am......bigger.....than you might be used to......
*shuddering breath*
Oh.....Umral (lover)........
Y-yes.....oh....Mahal.....you take me so well.....ah~
Cling to me......I will keep you grounded.....I will keep you here....with me.....
*soft kiss*
The look of pleasure.....of surprise.....of.....*swallows* Affection upon your face.....I will keep it with me for the rest of my days.......
*pause*
*chuckles lowly* Of course.....I'll get to the ravishing you part now.....seeing as you're so impatient......
*moaning and thrusting*
Ah~ s-so.......hot inside you......f-fuck......
*panting and moaning*
I--*swallows*---I.......swear to me.....swear to me if I fuck into you harder....if I truly ravish you.....that you will tell me if I'm hurting you......
*pause*
*hushed but sharp* Please.
*harsh kiss*
*harsh kisses and moans*
Y-you! S-so good......you.....everything about you.....I.....Mahal--!
Your sounds......your screams of pleasure......your hands....clinging to me.......here.....please....give me your injured hand......
*shuffling*
*soft kiss*
I know you say you do not as much protecting as one may think.....but....I cannot help but want you to be safe.....to be unharmed......to be held......to be thought of as precious.....as indispensable......as......my everything........
I would not wish my touch to give you pain.....even in the throws of pleasure.....
*gasps into kiss*
*groans and pants*
Yes.....Yes.....I am---Mahal!--I am close as well.....
Together.....together......
*harsher pants and moans*
I've got you.....I've got you......and by Mahal I will keep you......for as long as you wish to keep me......
Ah-ah-ah~
*hushed* 'ibinê (my Gem).......
*hisses* Tight~!
Ah!
With me.....together~Together!
*hissed gasp and harsh growling moan*
Ah--Yes!
*panting*
*panting subsides*
*sighs softly*
You........
*shuffling*
Kili: Uncle~! Bilbo says he saw you coming this way and I heard noises from outside, are you alright---*gasp*
Thorin: *growls* Kili!
Kili: HA! I knew it! Fili! We were right!
Fili: Right about what? Oh! *starts to laugh*
Thorin: Both of you, get out!
Kili: (while Thorin is talking) I'm pretty sure that means we win the pool, right? I don't think anyone else bet it to happen within this week!
Fili: We'll have to check with Gloin, but I'm fairly certain you're right...
Thorin: Wait, what do you mean, 'pool?'
Kili:Thank you so much, honorable Hobbit, because of you--
Fili:---and probably not Uncle's thickheaded-ness--
Thorin: Hey!
Kili:--we are considerably richer dwarves!
Thorin: A betting pool!?
Kili: Come, brother! Let's go find Gloin so we can double check!
Fili: *To Thorin and Listener* We're happy for you.....*trailing after Kili* Brother! The rest of the company is going to want to verify! No one is going to believe it just because we said so! *turns to Thorin and Listener* I'd put on trousers at least.....just in case.....
*pause*
Thorin: *harsh sigh*
*pause*
*groans* What? You're laughing now too? *groans* Mahal give me strength....
*pause*
Ah....but I do......I do.....love you.......
*kiss*
Marâlmizi..... (I love you, with every fiber of my being......)
*chuckles out of kiss* Shoe is on the other foot now, isn't it?
*exhales* We should at least get modest, for I fear the whole company will be upon us......betting pool....honestly.....
*chuckles softly into kiss*
Being shot on patrol was not part of your plan, and you can't help but panic through the pain.
Contains: Injury (Shot by Archer), Previously Established Relationship, Hurt/Comfort, Petnames (Darling, Love)
I really wanted to do some Hurt/Comfort with Trevor, and then the hurt turned literal lol. I do feel like it's realistic to the Castlevania world though, and I love a good, 'my partner protects me and tries to nurse me back to health as much as they can before we can escape and get real help' story, so I hope you all enjoy as well! Also, as a side note, the thing about not removing an arrow is completely true. If you find yourself stabbed with any sharp implement be it arrow or knife or whatever, keep it inside, and keep it as stable as possible!
~Audio Transcript Below~
Trevor: Love.....it's not necessarily.......pretty......we're going to have to leave it and I'm not going to lie to you.....it's going to hurt a lot.......
*pause*
We can’t do that……..
*sighs* If I remove the arrow, it's going to cause more damage rather than help you, especially since we're sort of ‘in the field’, as it were.......
It's going to cause you to lose a lot more blood, and it's going to attract an awful lot more vampires and that's the last thing we want, yes?
It will be cumbersome.......
*pause*
I can try to break the arrow-shaft, but it might jostle the arrow too much and hurt you more.......
I know.....I know you can't really move right with an arrow in your shoulder........
*sighs*
Alright, I will......try........
*shuffling*
Here, take this strip of leather to bite down on.......
*pause*
I don't want you to bite through your tongue or your lip if it hurts too much.......
One try......and then we move forward, alright?
Deep breath.....are you ready?
*cracking wood*
Fuck......it's done......I left enough so that we can get it out safely........
*hushes* I know.....I know it hurts Darling.......you did so well.....
Breathe with me....?
*intentional deep inhales and exhales*
We need to get to a safer place......then you can cry and complain about the pain all you want, alright?
*pause*
I'll carry you if I need........
*lowly* Nothing more is going to happen to you as long as I draw breath.......I won't let them hurt you any more........
Let's go......
*Fade Out*
*Fade In*
Unfortunately.....this isn't the safest place......but it should work until morning comes, then we'll be able to get back to a healer and all will be well......
Your body might develop a fever from the shock and everything, but we're going to get out of here safely, I swear.......
*pause*
How are you feeling now?
*pause*
*exhales*
I'm not surprised........let me see if I have anything in my pack to ease the pain.......
*pause*
Darling.....it's not your fault.......we didn't even know they had archers.........
How can you conceivably think it's your fault that they shot you with an arrow?
*pause*
*hushes* You did everything correctly, Love......this was outside of our expectations.....we can't fault ourselves for that........
*pause*
Darling.....you're spiraling........even though we fervently wish it wasn't true......it is impossible to plan for everything........
We'd go mad otherwise........
All we can do is react to the circumstances we're left with.........
It won't be long until dawn......
Now here......drink this........and this poultice—well it's a paste more than anything—should help stop early infection since we're not in the cleanest environments......
*pause*
*half wry chuckle* Trust me.....when you travel on your own and it's through the wilderness most of the time, you get good at identifying plants that will help you and ones that will kill you.........
Now down that and I'll spread the paste around your wound.......
I'll be careful, I promise......
*chuckles*
Yeah, I purposefully didn't tell you it was going to taste bad because then I knew you wouldn't want it.......
*pause*
I know you, you would suffer through the pain and try to play it off as not a big deal……
Both you and I are terrible patients…….
*pause*
There.....that should do for now.....I'm not really going to wrap it......not much of a point when you've still got half the shaft sticking out........
*pause*
Hey........Shhh.....shhh.....it's over now......I've got you and everything is going to be ok......
*pause*
I think it might be best for you to lie down......
Here....I'll help you......
*shuffling*
There we are.....nice and slow.......
Perfect.......
Comfortable? Well.....as comfortable as you can be?
*hushes*
Go ahead, Darling.....it's alright to cry.....I know it hurts......and you're scared........
*hushes*
You don't have to be embarrassed......a lot has happened in a very short period of time.....and your body and mind are trying to catch up......and they're also probably scrambling a little from all the.....stimulus from the wound.......
*pause*
Just close your eyes, Love.....I'll still be here when you open them again.........
Once you wake up, we'll get you to a healer, and everything will be right as rain........
*soft kiss*
Of course I'll hold your hand, Love.......
*pause*
It's alright.....I'm not going to let go.......
Goodnight, Love……I’ll wake you when it’s dawn……..
*soft kiss*
With Steve, the trading of pleasure is easy. He likes being fucked almost as much as he likes fucking you.....
Contains: Light Dom/Sub, Pegging, Kissing, Begging, Bareback Sex, Coming Inside, Petnames (Doll, Sweetheart, Baby, Babe, Good Girl,)
A nice short one this week! This was a lovely commission with a provided scrupt from a while back, but I thought you all would appreciate some nice down home Steve fucking lol. Hope you all enjoy!
~Audio Transcript Below~
Steve: *soft kissing, little gasps interspersed*
*pulls back, slightly out of breath from the kissing* Sweetheart? ….Doll? *shifting to sit up, gives a breathless little chuckle* N-No, the harness looks good on you, just...Do you need help with the straps? C’mere… Let me know if I pull too tight. Heh, yeah, it’s uh...it looks really good on you. Always does.
You ready? …*huffs a laugh* I’m ready, yes. I went and...well, prepped before you even got here. All the kissing just made me...well, ha-hard, too. Not that I’m complaining, anyway-- Here, you’ll need the lube for that one. It’s bigger than last time. *slick sounds, a quiet sigh as he watches*
Yeah, I’ll let you know if it hurts...but I know you’ll take good care of me, doll. Y’always do. *chuckles into a kiss, shifting into position before pulling away*
Y-Yeah, ready when you are. *takes a few breaths, each slowing a little more than the last as he relaxes* *sucks in through his teeth* A-Ah! Y..You’re fine, it feels..feels good. S-S-So good, oh. *soft thrusts with groans interspersed*
Mm, you’re--*gasps at a harder thrust, laughs breathlessly as he teases* You’re...better at this than last time, have you been practicing? A-Ah, fuck, baby...hah, harder. Harder. *soft panting and moaning, the sound only growing more whiny the longer it goes*
*between pants and moans* Doll--baby, b-babe I need you….N-No, well--this is nice, I promise--a-ah!--I-I.. My cock, sweetheart, n-need you on my cock. P-Please, please. *whines as thrusts continue, like he’s heard something he didn’t want to hear*
Can’t *pants a breath*, can’t wait, sweetheart, I-I...wanna be i-inside you, now, wanna come in you--please? We can...we can do more of this later, just…?
O-Oh, thank you, th-thank--*gasps as he shifts, shuddering breaths as he calms down some* Here...Here, let me help you out of that thing, c’mere… *harness unbuckles, letting out little sounds between intense kisses* You f-feel--oh, God up your thighs, y-you’re dripping for me, sweetheart, *gives a breathless chuckle, fingers beginning to move* does fucking me really turn you on that much? *groans* You barely need my fingers to get ready--look at you, taking two at a time already… g-good girl.
*shifting, soft kisses throughout* Lay back, sweetheart, I’ve got you--spread, a little more… *sucks a breath through his teeth with a keening moan, thrusting desperately* O-Oh, so good, sweetheart, s-so good, *between pants and moans* N-Not gonna last, not gonna--mm, hah… t-touch yourself, too, please...
Y-You’re gorgeous like this, doll--*grunts, thrusts speeding up as he stammers* P-Please, touch yourse--*not finishing his sentence, pants* need it, need to feel you come around me, doll…. fffuck! *gasps and groans low, breathing heavily between quiet moans*
*soft kiss* That good? *huffs a laugh, kissing again* G-Good for me, too. Great, even. Where’d you say you got that one..? *breathes easier, laughing* Right. Mine’s home grown--nooo, I have to make the joke, doll, it’s funny. *soft kisses, chuckling now and then* You love me. You do--and I love you, sweetheart. C’mon, we should clean up… *chuckles and sighs in content, kissing once more* Fine, in the morning.
Come here, I wanna kiss you goodnight a few more times. *laughter and kissing as it fades out*
You're finally home from the hospital after being shot in the thigh, and Connor is still with you, but how he reacted is still stuck in your mind......
Contains: Deviant Connor, Confessions, Comfort, Injury Recovery (gunshot)
So many people wanted a continuation from this previous Commission I had done, so I've finally done it! I hope you all enjoy a lot of Connor feelings! Also, you don't necessarily need to listen to the previous audio to understand the story, but I feel like it would be an enriching experience!
Previous Audio—
~Audio Transcript Below~
Connor: Alright Detective....just through here and you can sit......
I know it hurts Detective....I'd carry you again if you'd let me.......
*pause*
Come now, you're almost there.
*pause*
Here.....let me take your crutches......
I'll put them right here next to the couch so you can get them if you need them........
*pause*
Is there anything I can help you get, some water? Some food? Is the temperature in here alright? I can —
Sorry, the fussing probably isn't helping.......
Why don't you tell me if there's anything you want........
*pause*
Pain medication.....yes....of course......let me get some water to do with it.......
*pause*
The directions on the bottle say to take one every 8 hours......
Here you are.........
*pause*
Forgive me, is me standing here watching bothering you?
I can sit........
*shuffling*
What do we need to talk about, are you alright? Here, let me get you a pillow so you can elevate your leg, the nurse mentioned keeping it—
*pause*
*shaky sigh*
You want to talk about how I reacted to you getting shot.........
*pause*
I......apologize for the unprofessional way I acted, Detective.......I let the suspect get away.........
*pause*
What? You....don't care about that?
How can you not care? He shot you in the thigh? You're on medical leave......you can't even walk without crutches.......you almost..........
*swallows*
You were very severely injured.........
*pause*
I did the right thing? No.....No I didn't do the right thing. The right thing would have been to stop the suspect.....Lieutenant Anderson was right behind me, he would have seen you! Could have gotten emergency services there while I apprehended the shooter, I—*groans*
*soft panting*
My......feelings got in the way.......and because of that......the man who shot you is still out there!
*pause*
This was so much easier when I wasn't a Deviant!
*panting*
Even though I'm an Android.....that doesn't mean I'm a machine......?
*pause*
I don't even know if I can suppress my feelings anymore.....it's like......once the cage was open........there's no way I could possibly go back........
*pause*
In that moment......the only thing that mattered to me was making sure that you lived........
You don't know how much blood you had lost at that point.......you.......
*hushed* You don't know how severely injured you really were.......
*pause*
I couldn't just let you lose your leg or......worse......I just......
*long pause*
I.....care about you......quite a lot Detective......probably more than is......wise.......
I understand if you want me transferred to another department once your medical leave is over, I'll give the Captain a notice when I return to the precinct—
Wait, What—? What are you doing? Don't stand up, please, Detective—!
*gasps*
Detective!
*pause*
Alright.....I won't leave......I won't.....just.......
*hushed*
Please, please don't hurt yourself more because of me......
*pause*
Let me.......here.......
We can sit on the couch.....and you......keep your leg elevated on my lap.....ok? That way.....I....I can't try to leave again without disturbing you.......
*shuffling*
Is that alright? Do you need another pillow?
*pause*
Alright........
*long pause*
I....I know......I.....please give me a few more moments to gather my thoughts......
*pause*
What?
You......also care about me more than.....what's probably wise?
I.......
*pause*
I honestly didn't think.....that would be what you would say......
*pause*
Yes....that was....wrong of me......please forgive me for not giving you time to speak your own thoughts.....or to answer me.......
*pause*
I thought.......I perhaps had an inkling.......but....I believe that I convinced myself that I was projecting.......I thought that maybe I was reading into it wrong.........my......these emotions are so new and........there are times where I can't quite name what I'm feeling still.......so I didn't want to be wrong......I didn't want to confess only to find out that I confused something platonic......
But the more that time passed.........I.......the feelings didn't go away.......
And then you got shot........
You were the only thing that mattered to me then.......I couldn't care less about catching the suspect then..........
*pause*
But....I.....I wasn't reading it wrong then.........you......care about me too?
*pause*
*hushed* Please detective......I.......how can I say that it's.....love if I've never known what that is......and how that feels to me?
How can I know that I'm not lying......that what I feel for you is love in a romantic sense?
All I can do is experience the feelings.....and do with that as I will?
It's all so confusing.....*wry laugh* How do you humans do it?
*pause*
I......I don't want to.....lead you on..........
*pause*
But what if—
*hushed* I've never been so scared of being wrong before........
*pause*
No......no.....this doesn't feel wrong.........
*long pause*
*whisper* I think I'm in love with you.........
*shudders a breath*
It feels.......good.....frightening.......but.......good.......
*pause*
*chuckles* You think so?
*pause*
You don't have to say it back........unless.....you really mean it.....please don't say it just for the sake of my pride or.....to not hurt my feelings.......
*pause*
*shuddering exhale*
Thank you..........
*pause*
Detective.......if there was a way that I could go back and do it all over again.....I would come for you......every single time.......
And if you want me to.....I'll be here with you while you heal......and help you every step of the way.........
You mean that much to me.........
*whisper* I love you.........
Netflix and chill, that's what it's called, right?
Contains: Bottom!Robert, Kissing, Dirty Talk, Heavy Daddy Kink, Bareback Sex, Fingering, Half Clothed Sex, Breeding Kink, Rimming, Felching, Slight Come Kink, Under Negotiated Kink, Honorifics (Daddy)
This was a lovely commission that I got a while back, wanting Robert to be the bottom for once and some lovely Daddy Kink. That's right up my alley, and I had a lot of fun making this audio! I do want to say. the Under Negotiated Kink tag is there because Robert does sort of spring the Daddy Kink and the Breeding Kink onto the listener, but he does apologize for springing it on them and they talk about it by the end of the audio. Regardless, I hope you all enjoy!
~Audio Transcript Below~
Robert: Thanks for watching that with me........and another thank you for not talking through the whole thing......tried to watch a movie with Hugo once and all he could talk about how thin the plot structure was and I reminded him that he likes Pro-wrestling for God's sake and it was this whole big stupid thing, never again.
*pause*
Gotta admit though.....didn't actually expect to watch the entire thing.......
*chuckles* Oh you know.....what do 'the young folk' call it again? "Netflix and chill?"
*laughs* Right? Not to sound like the old man that I am, it used to be called, "Coming inside for coffee".......
I'm just rather surprised you didn't try anything.......
*pause*
*sly* Oh, so you were thinking about it the entire time? Dirty....
But, to be perfectly fair I did sort of try to goad you into trying something.
You know, leaning against you, putting my hand on your knee, making small comments right in your ear? It wasn't all coincidence......
So how do you feel about moving on to the 'chilling' part?
*chuckles* Good.......
Lemme kiss you?
*soft kiss*
*Lowly* C'mon, just cause I'm old doesn't mean I'm gonna break
*gasps into kiss*
*moans in between kisses* Yeah, that's it......
*Kissing*
*soft sigh* Oh, Daddy.......
*pause*
Ah--...well....Uh....that.....that's a thing....I guess I'm into.....and like....your energy is just--*swallows*--you radiate that.....at least to me......*chuckles*
Sorry if it kinda weirds you out, we don't have to--*moans into a kiss*
*pulls away panting slightly*
*chuckles* Ok....I take it it's not a bad thing?
*Pause*
Y-yeah....let's try it out.....sure *laughs* Why the hell not? I'm not getting any younger......
*kisses*
*shuffling*
*moans out of kiss*
C'mon, please, don't go anywhere Daddy......
*pause*
*chuckles* Yeah.....that's what I'm sayin.....I want you to fuck me bare.....
*kiss*
You're clean and I'm clean, just.....just get inside me Daddy.....please......
*pause*
Yeah, yeah....like this.....'sides....the arm of the couch will give me something good to grip on.....and the cushions shouldn't be too hard on my knees.
*chuckles into a kiss*
Just 'cause I'm your boy doesn't mean that I'm not still an older man.....my knees aren't what they used to be......
*lowly* But that doesn't mean that I'm not still just as good if not better with my mouth......let me show it to you again some time.....jog your memory.....
But for now....please pound my ass Daddy?
Yeah I figured wiggling it at you would finally get you to--*moans sharply*
Oh, that's it Daddy, f-fuck......
Where did you??
*chuckles* Lube in the couch.....of course.....
*moans* Oh your fingers are so good, f-fuck......
*through moans*
N-no.....don't take it all off.....I like it like this......
*pause*
I don't know, something about how.....quick and dirty it feels? How needy....…
But what I do know--fuck, Daddy right there--is that the idea really turns me on.....
*moans* Ah-good......glad we're of a mind.....
Another Daddy.....please......
*moans* Yeah....yeah.....
*moaning and panting*
I'm--I'm ready Daddy......go on....please.....f-fuck me......fuck me with your big bare dick....I can't....I can't wait to feel the difference.....how big and hot you bare inside me is gonna feel......God it's gonna be so fucking good.....I just know it.......
*chuckles* I know.....I'm talking like this one: because it's how I feel.....and two: to get you inside me and yet you still insist on--
*shuddering moan*
Oh! Yeah! Yeah Daddy there it is....f-fuuuuuck~
It’s---shit--Daddy it’s just like I thought it would be…..so fucking hot…..it’s so good……
God you’re fucking throbbing.....
Fuck me….please….fuck me….I’m ok…..don’t need to wait….just please….please start fucking me…..
*moans* Ah~ Yeah…….that’s it….Daddy~
*moaning and panting*
Oh yeah....you're my Daddy....and I'm your boy....oh fuck....
It’s so good….your cock feel so good throbbing inside me…..oh I--fuck--I never thought that bareback would be this good but--it is!
*breathless* It fucking is……
*pants and moans*
*shuddering gasp* D-daddy! F-fuck~! D-don’t….don’t jack me w-while you--fuck!--while you f-fuck me….Oh fuck!
*through teeth* Hardest I’ve been in a goddamn while and I--fuck it’s so good…..your hand on my cock….your cock in my ass…..I’m right where I’m meant to be….
Daddy, fuck~
*panting* That’s right…..your boy…..*almost a whisper* Your boy……
Harder, Daddy, harder….please--
*groans* Ohhh~ That’s it….that’s it….really give it to me…..pound into me Daddy…..make me never forget the feeling of your bare cock stretching and fucking me so good…..goddamn!
*harsher panting*
AH! There! That angle….that angle please….more there! Daddy! Oh it’s God I can’t ge over how hot you fucking feel inside me, fuck!
*moans and groans*
F-fuck….God…..close Daddy…..I’m so fucking close….you’re fucking me so good…..f-fuck!
*harsh moans and pants*
Please....p-lease Daddy come inside me.....b-breed me.....I need you to breed me good.....f-fuck~
*sharp gasp through teeth*
Oh! Fuck yes....that's it-! Deep, Daddy....deep! Oh-oh-oh!
Breed your good boy deep, please!
It's so good ,Daddy.....so good....please....
Fill me, fill me!
*Harsh groan* Yes! Yes Daddy! Like that! Oh f-fuck~ Breed Daddy, so hot....so fucking hot....I can feel it.....breeding me up good Daddy, Fuck!
*shuddering moan*
Good.....so good..…
*panting slows*
*moans softly*
Sorry I kinda made a mess of your hand…..haven’t come like that in a--*exhales*--in a long while…..
*pause*
*swallows* Clean it up?
*a little breathless* Yeah, yeah Daddy……
*soft licks and moans*
There we go….all clean……well…at least you are…..
*moans softly* Do you think you could clean me up too? Don’t wanna be a bad boy and leak all over the couch……
*pause*
Y-yeah….I’ll hold myself open for you…….
*shuffling*
Like this?
*shuddering moan*
Oh, yeah Daddy~ Clean up your boy…..
*soft panting moans*
It’s almost a shame…..maybe…maybe we can get a plug s-so….so next time….we can keep it--oh!--keep it inside…..
Your tongue feels so good on my hole Daddy….everything you do to it feels so fucking good……
*soft moaning*
*keens* Ah~ p-pushing your tongue inside….oh f-fuck….
Oh tongue fuck me, Daddy, please….push some….push some back inside…shit! I want some still inside….
*moaning*
Daddy…..yes, Daddy…….
*panting*
*a little dreamy* Yeah…..all cleaned now…..fuck……
*chuckles* Unfortunately, I’m not as young as I used to be. The spirit is willing, but the body still needs some time…….
*pause*
Yeah, yeah…..I know…..I’ll move so I’m more comfortable……just kinda….basking in everything for a second……
*shuffling*
*deep exhale*
God, I feel like I need a smoke…..
* long pause*
So.....I think it.....should suffice to say that that was a success?
*chuckles* Yeah uh--sorry I kinda sprung that all on you....including like the......uh....breeding part.....
*snorts*
Ok yeah.....the fact that you gripped my hips and basically pounded into me and came like no tomorrow after I asked for it is a pretty good indicator that you did in fact like it, but you know....good etiquette and all that......
*kiss*
Yeah, I definitely enjoyed myself....
Well....if you're of a mind to do this again…I’m game....*soft kiss*
*lowly* Daddy........
You wake up in a hospital bed, with Cassidy reading out loud by your side
Contains: Established Relationship, Reading, Comfort, Injuries, Petnames (Sweetheart, Darlin')
This is a soft continuation of the Cassidy audio I did where he got hurt himself! I asked twitter what they'd like to hear, and an overwhelming amount of people wanted to hear the flip side of Cassidy being with the listener after they were injured, plus some people wanted him reading to the listener, so I combined the two! I hope you all enjoy!
~Audio Transcript Below~
Cassidy: *reading an excerpt out of the Wizard of Oz*
*gasps softly*
Holy shit, don’t~
*sighs shakily*
Thank God you’re awake……shit……
*pause*
To be perfectly honest, Darlin’........it is taking all of my willpower not to jump up and hug the ever livin’ daylights outta you……but…..you ain’t outta the woods just yet……..
*pause*
Yeah…..you got injured while you were in the field……
Not really sure the extent of the injuries just yet………more concerned with the fact that you weren’t wakin’ up right away……
*pause*
You were admitted last night…….so about……twelve hours ago?
*pause*
Naw, I haven’t been here that long……was on a job and didn’t find out until afterwards……..
I’ve been here about…….six of those twelve hours?
*pause*
*chuckles ruefully, but slightly wet* Now I understand why you got so gotdamn angry at me when I was injured before……..
It’s…..God it’s terrifying………
*pause*
I will say that your hospital stay is quite a bit more serious than mine was…….
But it’s not really the time to talk about that either…….
More than anything…..I’m just……..*exhales* I’m glad you’re at least awake now…….
It’s a real good sign……..
Plus the fact that you’re talking with me…..and……seems like you’re pretty coherent? That’s……that’s a relief…..
*pause*
I know I say it a lot……and it’s not like it’s a secret or anything, Darlin’......but I love you…
You are…..the light of my life…….and this has been……very hard for me……..
Every time one of us gets injured…….it reminds me that what we have is special…..and precious…….
And as much as I would love to not have you go out into the field…..I know that’s where you want to be…..that’s where you feel like you’re doing the best work you can…..in helping the world…..and I can’t pull you away from that just because I’m being selfish……
*pause*
All we can do as be as careful and professional as we can…….and then if accidents or injuries happen……we just have to….work through them…….
*chuckles softly*
But if there’s ever a time you want us to retire, I’ll be right there with you……
*pause*
Hm? Oh…….well….to pass the time….I was readin’ out loud.......
*pause*
Also to maybe……..in case you were able to hear…..I wanted you to hear a voice that you were used to……the voice of someone you love…..so maybe you wouldn’t feel so alone or......scared.........
Or maybe you’d wake up faster…….
*self deprecating laugh* But that’s just the romantic in me, I think…….
*hushes softly* Don’t move too much Sweetheart……..
*pause*
You need to rest……..you’re on the road to recovery…..but I think this one is gonna be a longer trip……….
*hushes* It’s alright, I ain’t going nowhere…..’sides…..someone’s gotta tell Angela that you’ve woken up…….even if you do fall back asleep before she comes back around…….
So just rest Darlin’..... I love you so goddamn much……you’re gonna be ok……..
*pause*
You want me to keep readin’ to ya? *chuckles* Of course I will……..
*continues reading Wizard of Oz where he left off*
He got that upgrade?
Contains: Feminine Listener, Direct Mention of Genitals (Pussy), Use of the word "Mother" and "Mommy", Kissing, Begging, Dirty Talk, Hair Pulling, Praise Kink, Oral Sex (Cunnilingus), Bareback Sex, Impregnation Sex, Heavy Breeding and Impregnation Kink, Mating Press Position, Edging, Multiple Orgasms, Slight Come Kink, Come as Lube, Service Top Connor, Honorifics (M'am)
This is a wonderful commission that I did a while ago where Connor gets an upgrade where Androids and Humans can have biological children, and he and the listener just go to town. This one was fun to write, especially with Connor being more in a Sub position but also being the one doing the penetrating and the breeding. This one is pretty direct as to having a Feminine Listener with a Vagina, however I still could potentially consider it as compatible with some Transfeminine people simply for the fact that this takes place in the future where Trans healthcare allows for Transwomen to be able to carry a child. Regardless, I hope you all enjoy!
~Audio Transcript Below~
Connor: Oh, Hello, welcome home!
I wasn't expecting you for at least several hours...
*pause*
An extra long weekend then.....how nice!
*pause*
I suppose nothing really, I was....waiting for you.....
Well......do you recall....when we were talking together about the....possibility of us....raising a child together......?
Well....Cyberlife has been offering an....upgrade of sorts that....essentially allows Android and Human couples to....procreate together.....and have a biological child.....
*pause*
You've heard of it?? That is....advantageous then.....
*laughs softly* I....decided to download....said upgrade......
*chuckles louder* It's been a little bit of a struggle to keep it from you until it was finished yes, it takes several days and well.....reporting back to Cyberlife to make sure everything is all correct and......that's where I went this morning......
And now....it's finished....and ready.......
*pause*
Yes....I did....time it around your....ovulation.....purposefully.......to give us the best chances for success.....in impregnation.....
*swallows softly* And since.......you have a long weekend from work.....it all seems to have worked out in our favor.......
I.....believe both of us would very much enjoy......if you allowed me to come inside you.....and get you pregnant....for real.......
*shudders a breath* Oh~ Your heart rate.....and the heat of your body.....would that please you?
Have I.....done a good thing?
*pause*
*moans softly* Oh yes.....please......please let me b-breed you.......
*pause*
Y-yes.....whatever you say........
*keens softly into a kiss*
*Fade Out*
*Fade In*
Ah.....y-you look s-so....beautiful....s-spread out like this.....r-ready to take me......w-wanting me to give you the s-sperm you need to be--oh~--bred.......
*swallows*
*whispers* Please use me......
*whines into kisses*
*pause*
Y-Yes....I'll....I'll get you wet.......
*chuckles softly* Can't exactly use my orgasms.....just for lubrication anymore can we? It's--*swallows and moans softly*--it's the 'real deal' isn't it?
*moans*
Y-yes......We can....we can still use it as lubricant.......of course....we need to.....need to make sure that you get pregnant.....
*moans*
W-Will y-you....will you pull my hair....p-please?
*whines softly* T-thank you......
*hisses softly* Ah~
Y-yes....forgive me.....
Please......may I eat our your pussy.....to get you wet for my cock?
*moans* Thank you.....
*licks and moans*
*pulls away, panting softly* I can--oh~ I can almost taste how ready you are......how fertile.....
Yes~
*sucking kisses and licks*
Y-yes....g-good.....your good boy......yes~
*harsh sucks and kisses*
Come....come on my mouth....please.....please use me to orgasm.....I want nothing more than for you to orgasm as many times as possible.....
I'll be good....so good....I promise......
*harsh kisses, licks and sucking*
*mumbling* Come--come....please....use me.....use me--*hisses* Ah~ M-my hair~
Yes!
*Panting with his tongue out*
Thank you.....thank you f-for using me t-to come.......
*swallows*
*pause*
Anything.....I'll do anything for you.......
*keens softly*
I-if it's what you want.......p-please....please touch me......
*shuddering gasp* Oh~
Your hand....f-feels so good.....I can.....I can only imagine.....*softly, almost timidly* how your pussy will feel......
*moans tightly* I'll wait....I'll be good......just how you want....however you want.....
*moans and groans*
S-so much pre-come.....just....imagine.....how much it will be......when I actually---actually orgasm.....m-maybe....maybe it will b-be so much....that....that I'll have to p-push it back inside....w-with my cock....or my f-fingers.......to be sure....none of it is wasted.....
*pants and moans*
Oh....I.....I've been waiting.....thinking about this f-for days......and t-then....waiting for you to come home.....s-so so I could tell you.....I.....I've been so hard.....b-but I've been good.....haven't t-touched myself at all.....because it's not just lubricant anymore.....it's seed.....s-seed to....t-to.......*a whisper* to knock you up......
Ah~!
I.....c-close......close......p-please~!
*panting*
Y-you want to get me as.....as keyed up as--*swallows*--as possible....s-so I let out.....a big....l-load of come.......
Y-yes......we want.....we want the best p-possible chances for b-breeding.....
*moans and pants*
I-I c-close....C-close!
I- I don't want t-to c-come!
Ah~ I-I won't....I won't......I'll be good.....I'll be good......
*panting*
R-ride the edge? I....I--I don't know---
*whines into kiss*
*gasping pants*
Y-Yes.....y-yes.....Please~
*harsh panting*
I....I--!
*hisses sharply*
*anguished moan*
*shuddering pants*
N-no---*swallows*--Didn't.....didn't come........
*panting*
Y-yes....thank you....thank you.....
*kisses*
*panting softens*
Whatever you need.....I will do my best to provide......
*pause*
*swallows* Yes, M'am......
*shuffling*
H-how do you want me?
*panting softly*
L-like this?
H-how....?
*swallows roughly*
It's called.....mating press?
*moans softly*
Y-yes.....that.....that is what we're doing....isn't it....?
*moans* Mating......
Ah.....look at y-you.....p-pussy so wet......p-please.....may I put my....my dick inside you now? Please........W-we both.....we both need it......I.....need it.....p-please.....
*moans into a kiss*
*pulls away panting*
*softly* I want nothing more than to shoot all my come inside you.......
*soft moans*
*gasping shudder*
Oh~
S-so warm....inside~!
Haaaaaa~
I.....I won't.....I won't move.....n-not.....not until y-you say I can.....I'll wait....I'll be good......
*soft, shuddering moans*
Th-this.......it's the s-same....oh! And yet also different.....I-I don't k-know.....something about it....s-seems more....more real?
*moans* This.....you......this is the most.....human I've ever....physically felt.....t-the the idea that if I orgasm inside you....f-fill you with my sperm......we'll have a child together.....and I could be a father.....watch and feel the child grow inside y-you.....Oh~
*gasp* Oh~ Clenching.........
Pl-please......may I move now.....may I---*swallows* May I fuck into you?
*moans*
Oh thank you.....thank you!
*wet thrusting*
*moaning and panting*
S-so good.....so good......t-this p-position....oh~
Oh f-fuck~
*pants and moans*
Ah~ I'll.....I'll move however y-you w-wish.....
F-faster.....yes.....a-and harder.....yes!
*keening moans*
Ah~ I-I won't c-come before you.....I swear.....I w-won't.......a-at.....y-your command.....as.....as you wish.....
*panting and moaning*
S-so w-warm inside......you're so.....I can sense it......as I....as I said before....so fertile......so r-ready to be f-filled......your body.....w-wanting to b-be b-bred......f-filled......by me.....
T-the s-sounds.....s-so....wet......y-you....a-and.....my....pre-come.......Oh~
*moans and panting*
Please.....please......k-kiss m-me? A-and p-pull my hair?
*hisses* Ah! Y-es! I'll be g-good....w-won't c-come until you say........
*whimpers* E-even though I-I want to impregnate you s-so badly......yes!
*kisses and moans*
*through kisses*
This--mating....mating press....y-yes.....mate....mate.....f-fuck.....n-need......want to--want to be good.....b-but....need.....need to come....need to b-breed you.....just like you want......please~!
*panting*
Ah~ Harder! Y-yes~ More.....more~!
*keening moans*
Need--Fuck!--Need t-to come....please soon.....please let me make you a mommy soon....I'll do s-so good.....I promise.....it's....it's all I can think about.....is filling you up......finally being able to give us what we both want......
Oh--Oh please....I....I....it's coming....I can....I can f-feel it....please.....let me come.....let me come inside you.....let me make you pregnant.....let me make you a mother.......you would.......look so good......bred full.....Oh~
*moans into kiss*
*panting and moaning*
Please....let me fill you......It'll be so good....I'll fill you so full.....be sure to impregnate you--*hisses* Ah~--to b-breed you.....p-please....I'm so close.....please let me let it out......ah~
I d-do.....I want to be a father.....t-to our child.....I want to come inside....please let me come inside......I promise.....I'll get you pregnant....so pregnant.....please!
Want nothing more than to please you......to give you what you ask for....what you need.......
*moaning and panting*
It's.....it's oh~ It feels.....it's almost....it's building....it's so much.....it feels.....I can't---It's so much.......so much more than b-before....I.....Oh~!
Please let me come in you~!
*gasps a moan*
Yes, yes! Thank you! Thank you!
*in between harsh panting*
Oh, Oh....yes....yes!!
*gulping gaps* Ah~ W-what's h-happening? It's....t-the wave o-of o-orgasm....it's....it's so m-much st-stronger.....oH~!
*Gasping whimpering moan*
Oh~ H-here it is~ My-my come....inside you.....take it! P-please take it~
F-fill you up~!
Y-you're cl-clenching s-so hard! T-tight!
*sharp gasp*
What's???! Oh, Oh OH~
*Harsh keening moan* C-coming, again!?
Ah~ Ah! So full.....Pumping you so full of come.....oh~ C-coming~
Your good boy....just l-like I said.....m-making sure.....you get....pregnant......s-so w-wet....w-with my....seed.....n-not just lubricant anymore.....my--oh--actual....seed........
*harsh panting*
*panting subsides*
*kiss*
Oh.......I.....I've never....t-that w-was......thank you.......thank you....*kiss*
It felt.....I cannot even....incredible.....astronomical enough t-to.....to make me come twice......
*pause*
I....perhaps t-to.....ensure insemination......*shudders* Oh.....you're so w-wet inside......
*pause*
I....I am....still h-half hard.....aren't I?
*swallows* W-well.....s-since.....we have the long weekend.....we should......perhaps have more sex and......I should orgasm inside you......at least a couple more times.....j-just to be sure......shouldn't we?
*kiss*
*breathlessly* Y-Yes.....just to be sure........
He's gonna get you out of this situation, everything is going to be ok.
Contains: Crowds, Panic Attack, Panic Attack Aid (54321 Method), Headaches, Pain Comfort, Snuggling, Kissing, Encouragement, Petnames (Doll, Hon, Sweetheart), Singing
I took some of the wants/prompts from Twitter and basically combined them into this audio! People have been wanting some serious comfort from Bucky for a while, so hopefully I accomplished that! I also tried to make the setting and what was going on slightly vague so that it can potentially be interpreted in various ways, and if someone wants to actually use it to help them calm down from a panic attack, then they can do that! I hope you all enjoy!
~Audio Transcript Below~
Bucky: I'm sorry, Doll.....if I had known that it was this crowded today I would've suggested something else.......
I thought that a weekday was going to be fine, but I guess there must be some event or something that's drawing the crowd........
Hey.....hey......you've gone real quiet, are you alright?
*pause*
*sighs softly* Oh Sweetheart.....we.....we can't really get out of here quickly.....we'd have to go through a lot of people to try to get by.......
*swears under his breath*
Ok Doll......it's alright....we'll get outta here......we just gotta take it slow......
Focus on me......everything's gonna be ok........
We're gonna start moving....take my hand.....I've got you.....
*pause*
What? No....Doll, no.....you're not ruining anything.....
God....I would never want you to try to force yourself into staying in a situation that's literally giving you a panic attack......
*chuckles a little ruefully* Hon, this is something you literally can't control.........you're talking to a guy with PTSD....I know.....I know how you feel but I promise you....you're not killing the mood.......
*hushes* You can squeeze my hand as hard as you need to, you're not gonna hurt me........
Slowly.....I've got you.....let's move.......
*pause*
Hey.....hey.....with me.....I've got you......Can you do something for me?
Yeah......look around....and name 5 things that you can see......it can be anything......go on......
*long pause*
Good......good.......
Now.....four things you could touch.......
*pause*
*chuckles softly*
My hand absolutely counts........
*long pause*
Now three things you can hear........
*pause*
My voice is also perfectly acceptable to count........
*long pause*
How about now, two things you can smell, really focus......
*pause*
*chuckles* That's real sweet of you, Doll.....I'm glad you think I smell nice.......one more thing.....
*pause*
And one more thing......one thing you can or could possibly taste.......
*pause*
Good.....so fucking good, Doll.......are you feeling at least a little better?
*pause*
Alright, I'll get you out of here........I've got you.......
*Fade Out*
*Fade In*
Yeah.....sometimes huge rushes of adrenaline caused by panic can cause headaches when all that adrenaline goes away.....trust me....I know.....
Here.....take this medicine.........
*pause*
*softly* It's ok, Doll.....you don't have to be brave for anyone.....you don't have to suffer through it just to prove that you can......just.....take the pain meds.......
*pause*
*soft kiss* Thank you......
Now settle back......I'm gonna turn all the lights off....that'll help.......
*pause*
Now scootch, I'm gonna lay down with you.......
*shifting*
*chuckles* Now I'm not a scientist......but in my personal opinion......cuddles do in fact make headaches better......
*pause*
*hums* I just wanna say, Doll..... I'm really proud of you......
*pause*
Yeah, sure....you had a panic attack......but the fact that you communicated to me that you were having one and that you wanted to leave.....that takes guts......advocating for your needs when you're used to them being pushed aside out of fear of "ruining the fun" is so fucking hard.......
You did it though, and I'm so proud of you.....besides.....I still think that spending time with you, no matter how it's spent......is good......
I'm just as content with laying with you here than I would be if we were out doing anything .......
*pause*
Besides......I like taking care of you.......
*soft kiss* Always.......
*pause*
Do you want me to run my fingers through your hair? I'll be really gentle..........
*soft kiss* Absolutely......
Alright....I'll stop nagging you now.....
*pause* I know......just talking might not be the best thing for your head..........We'll just settle down and let the medicine do it's job......
*long pause*
*softly singing*
Another bride, another June
Another sunny honeymoon
Another season, another reason
For makin' whoopee
A lot of shoes, a lot of rice
The groom is nervous, he answers twice
It's really killin' that he's so willin'
To make whoopee
