I'm having an existential crisis...
In tonight's episode: I talk about edging myself before hand, I have a pair of leggings that I tear up in the exploration of science. I have 2 orgasms and then going for the third make myself all flustered and nervous and giggly...And so no third orgasm.
This is recorded on my phone which means the sound quality varies. Please be careful with your tender ears towards the end when my laughter gets louder.
Orgasms around minute 8 or so?
Here I am.
enjoy me or don't. I'm not the boss of you. :)
Afraidofruin Erotic Audio Sex Stories 1
Chrismas Joy...
In this episode: I decided it would be one where I can't stop recording. There is a minor interruption from Mimi but it's early in. I talk about the thread of desire and moving through emotions. I also equate my desire to Schrodinger cat. So follow that train of thought if you can. I also try and talk about anal but the thought doesn't stick around.
Orgasm party starts around minute 12.
As ever, this is recorded on my phone so the quality is what it is.
here I am.
Enjoy me or don't.
I'm certainly not the boss of you.
Much Better than Doom Scrolling.
In tonight's episode: I had nothing clever on my mind, so we pretty much jump straight to the touching myself. I have to swap toys halfway through.
Orgasm is around minute 10? I dunno.
Here I am.
enjoy me or don't. I'm not the boss of you.
I want softness
In tonight's episode: I tried to get the ball rolling several times. This is what we ended up with. The first four minutes the microphone was against the blanket so there is major rustling and it is difficult to hear. By the time I figured it out I was too close.
Don't worry the orgasm is nice and clear, it's around at about minut 5?? I do also briefly mention cramps so if that's icky it's around the first minute.
Here I am.
enjoy me or don't. I am **not** the boss of you. :)
Reflection Ramble
A short reflection about my connection to vulnerability, insecurity, and depression. I also briefly talk about my period, we hear Mimi for a minute.
bit more like a journal entry than a ramble.
As ever, enjoy me or don't.
I'm not the boss of you.
Please be advised if you decide to listen to this it is very heavy discussion if eating disorder and body image.
This is the first reflection I did tonight with the focus mostly on a trigger that came up for me. This audio, is again a bit like a journal entry in its format.
As ever if you choose to listen
Here I am
Recorded on the same night, but I changed focus to the idea of being able to recover love. This also contains heavy discussions about self worth.
I explore several events in my life looking for an answer. (Patience seems to be the answer)
as ever here I am.
enjoy me or don't. I'm not the boss of you
Vat do you vant...
In tonight's episode: I do a little warming up and then I got interrupted by Mimi my cat, thought I hit pause, used a very badly done accent, and left it in because I laughed on the relisten. Once I get my thruster toy inside me (no struggle this time) I get pretty foggy.
So here I am.
enjoy me or don't. I'm not the boss of you.
Quick
I lost the audio where I tried to play with my rope. Id been horny all day.
I've had a couple of drinks in this audio. I come. I chat.
I also said "I'm not done yet" And that was true. But I didn't record anything else.
Short chat from Friday. No orgasms.
We will get to the Porn Soon.
In tonight's episode: Many rustling is had. What I mean is that while I have my sweater on you can hear it. I talk about my day, what I want to do, downloading and deleting an app, and of course, how I am touching myself.
I whip out the toys around minute 15 and come pretty short after.
Here I am.
And remember,
I'm not the boss of you.
Really this Is a bit more like a diary entry than writing or anything creative. but I felt like being chatty and all my friends were busy so I decided to chat with myself. I feel like future self will definitely enjoy this.
that being said, if you do listen as ever
enjoy me or don't. I'm not the boss of you
Reflection Ramble
Please be advised that I talk about a lot of intimate subjects, including love, I reflect on past experiences, and I read my own tarot.
I've been processing and pondering over something I said a few nights ago. "There is no knight in shining armor coming to save you." I felt like there was more for me to unearth. This audio is that exploration.
This is mostly for my records,
And as always.
enjoy me or don't.
I'm not the boss of you.
It's the Witching Hour
In tonight's episode: I woke up during the witching hour and decided I really needed to come.
I don't use any toys so it's really quiet and I yawn lot. I was stilly mostly sleepy. I talk quite a bit. My orgasms are very quite and soft this morning. Which fits for the timing of it well.
If your looking for the orgasm try around minute ten.
Sound quality is iffy and scratchy as I move around.
Enjoy me or don't.
I'm not the boss of you.
Must have been a good dream
In this episode: Be aware the sound quality is fuzzy becaUse you spent half the time in my mighty. So.
I just needed to get off. And I did. Around 7 minutes you can find the orgasm.
I didn't take long or much.
Here I am
And as always Enjoy me or don't.
I'm not the boss of you.
Off we get
In this episode: I am once again roused before my alarm and want to get off. It's short, sleepy, quiet, and successful.
It's short so I'll let you find the orgasm on your own.
As ever, here I am.
enjoy me or don't.
I'm not the boss of you.
Just for the followers: I have a fantasy but you can't be weird about it
Fifthteenth time is the charm right? So much rambles.
Orgasm around minute 47 ....ish. I don't know how anyone can tell when I'm orgasming. All my moans sound the same
Morning Effort made. And failed
I promise I'll make a normal freaking Ramblefap again soon.
I did give it a try and instead. You get ten sleepy, yawn filled, minutes of me rambling. I recorded this first thing upon waking. So my voice is a bit rougher.
So enjoy spending some rambly morning time with me. Sadly without orgasm.
Enjoy me or don't. I'm not the boss of you.
Writing Ramble 4 Once more chatting to write my 1000 words. Which I did. Little bit of a rocky start though.
As ever this is more for my personal records.
If you chose to listen, well.
enjoy me or don't.
I'm not the boss of you.
All over the place
In tonight's episode: I'm feeling some type of way. I jump all over the place with my thoughts. I talk about my feelings, my mood, how I'm touching my body, and then I ramble while touching myself.
There are some occasional interruptions from my cat.
sound quality is as it ever is. Recorded on my phone.
The orgasm is around
Here I am.
Enjoy me or don't. I'm not the boss of you.
