This one is for all you confused goonettes and female porn addicts out there, caught between the shame of your cravings and the acceptance you secretly desire. You’ll be dragged deep into the guilt and filth of your porn-filled world—scolded, shamed, and reminded just how worthless you feel when you give in to that endless need for more. But just when you think you’ve sunk too far, I’ll pull you back up. You’ll learn to embrace your addiction, accept your desires, and find strength in them. This is a rollercoaster of raw emotions—filthy, depraved, and intense, but with a tender, sweet release that leaves you feeling valued.
Get ready to edge, to give in, and to come out on the other side.
Podcasturbation #08-1010: Shame on you, part 2
Our first experiences of self-gratification are often mixed with shame. For some of us, the shame and enjoyment of masturbation cyclically reinforce each other to the extent that they become inseparably bound. The early imprinting lasts a lifetime, and shame remains our constant familiar when we masturbate. But the shame also becomes eroticized, intensifying and animating our masturbatory pleasures.
This continues the essay, taking us from adolescence through the shame of adult masturbation addiction. I apologize for inferior audio quality due to technical reasons.
Produced by Onania.Org/asm
Our first experiences of self-gratification are often mixed with shame. For some of us, the shame and enjoyment of masturbation cyclically reinforce each other to the extent that they become inseparably bound. The early imprinting lasts a lifetime, and shame remains our constant familiar when we masturbate. But the shame also becomes eroticized, intensifying and animating our masturbatory pleasures.
Not all masturbators feel thus. Many are "proud masturbators" and have little understanding an less sympathy for those who remain "shameful masturbators". But if you are one of those with conflicted feelings about your masturbation addiction, who find a perverse excitement in your sense of shameful indulgence, this podcasturbation is for you. Join me and let's experience the pains and pleasures of our secret shameful habit.
This first part deals with our first introduction to masturbation and the shame that teenage boys instinctively feel about their secret discovery.
Produced by Onania.Org/asm
Nearly every masturbator has at sometime encountered the shroud of shame that often surrounds the act of masturbation. In the teasing of teenagers, jokes in books or movies, disapproval of parents or religious figures, prohibition by athletic coaches and scout leaders, casual insults equating masturbation with ineffectualness (what a jerk-off!), etc. Even if the masturbator has never or no longer feels a personal shame for his habit, he can not escape being touched at some point by societies opprobrium. This podcasturbation is dedicated to that aspect of our vocation, and even revels in the naughtiness of it all.
This piece is intended to help men from sexually repressed backgrounds reconcile their shame programming and natural sex drive (and hopefully it will make everybody cum!). It is not intended to diagnose or treat any mental health condition.
So, come join me as we fully embrace the perverts we are....
Podcasturbation-2023-1102: Shame on My Good Boy --
You are my special good boy and it's only natural for good boys to be ashamed.
Hey honey. You're back so soon. What's wrong? Wait....what'd he say to you? ...He used what word? Sweetie no. We don't use that word. Real men don't body shame. God! What's it gonna take for these losers to realize that beautiful sexy women like you are literally everywhere? And all it really takes is to be able to love you for who you are. Like you don't need a cheat code to get at your heart. You're just full of love, and all that love needs to be loved you know? *kiss*. Woah....What're you doing with my lips? ..... Are....Are you sure you wanna... *kiss*. Oh fuck! Baby! You have no idea how long I've waited for this. Get that ass over here so I can show you how a real man loves ;)
Podcasturbation #16-1121A: Jerk-Shaming the Chronic Masturbator
In this enlightened and politically correct era, we know not to shame people. No fat-shaming, body-shaming, queer-shaming, etc. But some people are still fair game for the shaming-bullies: chronic masturbator jerk-offs like you..
Produced by Onania.Org/asm
Hey honey. You're back so soon. What's wrong? Wait....what'd he say to you? ...He used what word? Sweetie no. We don't use that word. Real men don't body shame. God! What's it gonna take for these losers to realize that beautiful sexy women like you are literally everywhere? And all it really takes is to be able to love you for who you are. Like you don't need a cheat code to get at your heart. You're just full of love, and all that love needs to be loved you know? *kiss*. Woah....What're you doing with my lips? ..... Are....Are you sure you wanna... *kiss*. Oh fuck! Baby! You have no idea how long I've waited for this. Get that ass over here so I can show you how a real man loves ;)
You got together with an old friend and had a weekend together, just like the old times. You both felt so trusting and warm toward each other that you decided to share your life stories. After hearing yours, your friend holds you close and comforts you, and you realize they finally understand who you are and what you've been through. Relieved and at peace, you decide to be very vulnerable and share your deepest, darkest secrets. Your friend gently coaches you through the shame and into a peaceful, happy, hopeful state of mind.
I'm thankful to have you in my life.
Mommy picks you up from practice and instead of heading straight home she pulls over on a quiet street to "have a chat". The things she says may not even be true... she sure doesn't seem to have an issue with it. Mommy's desperate to get her face close to all your bits, and inhale your very essence. She's not above humiliating you to get what she wants. Mommy's such a perv! Lol :-)
No, I wasn’t running away from you!
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Performer and all characters depicted are +18. This audio is fantasy made exclusively for adults by adults. This audio should not be re-posted or uploaded to any other platform without explicit consent.
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so Mentions
Script by /u/daliaofolia
*This becomes quite dark towards the ending
A conflicted young woman seeks counseling with the young, new senior-member of her Church/commune as she can't shake the insidious thoughts put into her head by her only friend outside of the community. The thoughts... that might have lead to more.
Full tags:
This is an erotic hypno story in which I take you to a party to be used as a publicly humiliated fuck toy. You get hypnotised and then taken by multiple men who use you however they please and leave you as a sloppy mess on the floor when they are done with you.
After which I pick you up and give you some nice aftercare :)
It's hard and dark and rough and probably not for beginners, I have a beginners trance file on here if that would be more appropriate.
Hope you enjoy it!
I'm no sinner... right?
Amazing script by /u/av3-maria on Reddit
Script link:
You Needy Little Whore
script by u/InkOfFilth
Script writer notes: The script includes strong emotional sadism undertones, with no aftercare. For the majority of listeners, this is unlikely to be your thing. Please mind the tags and not read/listen if this is not your thing.
VA notes: I'm sorry that I don't have any aftercare recordings, but please go find some after you listen to this and know that I would love to say all the sweetest things to you if I could...!
Speaker summary: In high school, I was one of the mean girls. I was cruel. Sadistic, even. I mean, I shoved you in a locker, who even actually does that? No, don’t tell me it was okay. It wasn’t okay!
You ‘wanted’ it? Oh, honey, no. Don’t say that. You were the victim. It wasn’t your fault.
WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU LIKED IT?
This is the pussy version.
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