You can't sleep, or more like, you don't want to sleep. You didn't really expect much when you went to find Muriel, but unexpectedly, he does indeed help.
Contains: Comfort, Anxiety Aide, Nightmares
Muriel! I know there were people who were looking for maybe some sleep audios, as well as some nightmare comfort, and a commission I had done in my last round was perfect! The commissioner thought that Muriel would be good at comforting a listener who has nightmares, considering he struggles with that himself, and I thought it was a nice idea! I hope you all enjoy!
~Audio Transcript Below~
Muriel: What.....what are you doing here?
Y-you.....you couldn't sleep? You.....came all the way out here because you......you couldn't sleep? I---
*clears throat* Here.....come in....I.....
I wasn't.....expecting you and--*gasps softly*
Is everything.....? No....of course not.....forgive me for even asking but.....
Do you......want me to.....do you want to.....sit? Or?
*pause*
Hold you....I can.....*clears throat* I can do that.......
*pause*
So.....will you tell me......what brought you out here? You seem.....fairly out of it.....outside of....not being able to sleep.....is it.....are you?
*pause*
.....Nightmares? You've been.....having nightmares?
*pause*
I know that......sometimes.....it feels...... to just.......stay up....trying to avoid....everything.....working yourself into a stupor or.......working yourself so hard that you simply pass out.....in order to prevent or.....escape from.....nightmares.....
I should be the last person to tell you that it isn't healthy because.....I know.....I where you're coming from......but.....it's easier to give advice than to take it, isn't it?
So...know that......you're not the only one who has nightmares.....who......is afraid to close their eyes at night......who is afraid of their past and how it will manifest for their future......you're not alone......
I know it's easy.....to focus on the bad things....especially when you're sleep deprived and it feels like everything is against you......but.....if you have someone to think about.....or someone to talk about, that makes you feel safe......then that can help.....
You.....you've helped me......when I'm....overwhelmed by......everything......I turn to.....thoughts of you......of your smile.....of your laugh.....of how you look at me and......you don't see all of my past.....or if you do.....you think that.....it doesn't matter.......it calms me.....but also reminds me that I'm not alone....that.....you're important to me.....and it....puts it into clarity how......even though I cannot change the past.......I can learn from it....and I can grow from it.....and I can...use that knowledge to....protect those who.....matter to me.......
I know it's frightening.....believe me......I understand......you won't be doing yourself any favors if you just allow yourself to.....wither away.......or to be controlled by that fear.....some days are harder than others......but....sometimes a way to get over nightmares is to confront them....to try to work out in the waking hours what they might mean.....or what they might represent.....because.....dreams are a gateway into what your mind is trying to work through.......
There was a long time where I dreamt of the arena near constantly, where I saw and relived everything I did there.....and it was....agonizing for a long while. I did everything I could to avoid having to dream, because I knew I would be right back there.....but eventually Asra......and.....you......helped me....friendship.....and......*clears throat* having good relationships that are simply positive can help keep the monsters of your dreams away, or help them seem less stark. And they can also help you work through what it is that might be bothering you.....what and where the nightmares stem from.....Sometimes.....just having an ear.....or having someone.....be there.....to help protect you from them.....even if it's just a physical presence to wake up to, to remind you that everything was a dream....and that.....in the real world....you're alright....you're still living....you're still fighting.....and......gods this....I.....I'm not too great at this.....I'm trying to be soothing but not coddling and.....
I just want you to know that.......I'm here for you.....and if you need someone to.....to talk to or to.....*softly* to hold you and talk nonsense until your mind falls away then......I will do my best to provide that.....because.....your health.....not just physically it.....it matters to me....and I want you to be as happy as possible.....because I.......care....about you.....very much.....If my presence can give you even a few hours of safety and of peace.....then I will help you......I will.....be here for you......
You're safe with me....here....now......and you don't have to worry about anything.......nothing will hurt you as long as you're in my arms......and if.....by chance....something does hurt you in your dreams.....I will be here.....when you wake up.....and I will help you.....to the best of my ability....
Go on now......of to sleep.....you're safe......you're safe.....I'm here for you.....and you're safe.......
*soft breathing*
You have dinner reservations with Bucky, but are they really all that necessary?
Contains: Kissing, Russian, Petnames (Doll, Sweetheart, Hon), Eating Out, Doggy Style Sex, Couch Sex, Bareback Sex, Dirty Talk, Mild Voice Kink, Mild Temperature Kink
Woo! Date Night with Bucky.....that just ends in sex lol, but that's fine! This was a lovely commission that I actually had a lot of fun with, especially thinking/coming up with what I think Bucky would do when it comes to a date in the 21st Century and how things have changed and stuff! Also, more attempts at Russian lol. Hope you all enjoy!
~Audio Transcript Below~
Bucky: *take a deep breath and exhales*
*Lowly, to self* Don't fuck it up, Barnes.
*knocking on door*
*door opens*
.....Hi......
It's good to see you....
*pause*
Yes, I uh.....got you these......flowers....
*pause*
I don't know is this even something people do anymore? Buy flowers for their partners? Foor good reasons I mean......I used to get flowers all the time back...before...and it was normal....like of course a guy like me would get flowers for his partner, now....the lady at the shop just joked that I must be trying to make up for something, like I did something to anger you and was just trying to appease you. Is what flowers signify now?
Иисус Христос (Iisus Khristos) {Jesus Christ} I've been thinking about it the whole way over whether or not I should even give them to you, but they're actually real nice and they would go to waste if I didn't and--
*kiss*
*pause*
Oh......I'm glad....
Sorry......
*pause*
Yeah.....go ahead.....Got all the time in the world......
*mumbles to self* Way to go, idiot.
*sighs* Sit down…..breathe…...get it together…..
*purposefully inhaling and exhaling*
*pause*
Yeah I'm just.....
When I went to the shop, it really hit me with how many times I had done it before. I really used to like giving flowers to people and....it.....well it reminded me how..... all this....the relationship thing.....used to be.....
*pause*
Yeah, maybe I did have a proclivity of not staying with those relationships for long but.....it was so much to be in them and.....get them. I knew what to do and was never unsure about.....anything.....
I couldn't be any further from that man than I am now and.......God I miss it.....there are some days I miss it so damn much....
*pause*
I know I shouldnt cling to the past, so many people have told me that but......my past was taken away from me.....almost permanently, so whenever I do get glimpses of it back I.....I can't help but want to keep a stranglehold on them, in case the possibility of them getting taken away happens again......*lowly* damn fucking Hydra.....
I'm sorry.....this is.....this is a terrible way to start a date.....all over some fucking flowers.......
*pause*
What?
*pause*
I mean yes....I....I did tell you about it.....what’s your point?
*pause*
Well.....yeah there was....I guess there was a time where I didn't before......back in the beginning.....when....when I was still more Him than I was me......
I don't mean for you to be a sounding board or anything it's.....you're easy to talk to......and you......*sighs through his teeth* You make more sense than anyone else sometimes......
If I ever start talking or complaining about things and you don’t want to hear them…..tell me to shut my mug, ok?
*soft kiss*
*pause*
I love you…..you do know that, right?
*chuckles* Sometimes I forget...literally…..so, I guess that’s why I say it so much, I’m afraid that I don’t tell you enough, and that you don’t know how much you really mean to me.
*breathes*
You smell nice……
No you….you smell like you and….that helps…..distinct smells and sounds and tastes help me anchor myself to the present to who I am now and where I am now…...and who with….
*soft kiss*
*breathes out a soft chuckle*
A shiver….just from that?
I forget sometimes how sensitive your neck is…..
*sighs softly* I wish we could stay just like this…..
*pause*
Well….we have dinner reservations and--
*pause*
We don’t have to stay here just because of me…..
*pause*
You wanna stay?
The flush on your neck leads me to believe that you do…...for some specific reason….
*lowly* Am I right to assume that, Doll?
*pause*
*chuckles* Well…...you only needed to say so…
I’m serious if you are…...I would never pass up an opportunity to fool around with you if that’s what you want…..
I don’t know if you honestly realize how crazy attractive you are to me, возлюбленная (vozlyublennaya) {beloved}.....
So come on…..why don’t we get undressed, and forget the whole dinner thing…..
*chuckles into a kiss*
That’s my Sweetheart….
*Fade Out*
*Fade In*
Here…...get down on your hands and knees, it’ll be more comfortable…..
Yeah…..like that, use the armrest for your forearms…..
*pause*
Иисус Христос (Iisus Khristos) {Jesus Christ}You look…..you’re a fuckin’ vision……
*pause*
*chuckles* You’d be surprised…..not everyone in the ‘40’s were as prim and proper as you seem to think that they were…..*kiss* I mean…..take me for example…...you think I learned how to fuck recently?
*chuckles* thought not……
Here…..grab onto the couch for a second……
*sucking kiss*
*chuckles* *lowly* Yeah, so I can do that…..
*kissing, licking and sucking*
*chuckles* You’re shaking already…...almost makes me think that you’ve been wanting something like this real badly…...I can tell by the blush that’s all the way down your body too…...looks real sweet…..*kiss* could just eat you up…..
*pause*
So, how do you wanna do this, Sweetheart? Do you wanna lay back or--?
*chuckles, a little dirty* Well…..look at you….just like this? *lowly* So I can drape myself over your back and whisper dirty things in your ear? And you can feel as much of my body over yours as possible? I think I can handle that just fine…..
Doll, hey, listen for a second….I don’t have a condom…..are you ok with that or do you want me to--
*pause*
*chuckles* Ok…..roger, comin’ in loud and clear…...I’m not goin’ anywhere…..
*swallows*
Raise your hips, just a little bit more…..There…..
That feel alright?
If it starts to not, tell me, ok?
*kiss*
Good……
Deep breath…….
*shuddering moan*
T-There we go…..Jesus…...hardly even a stutter…..you--*chuckles* You’re really keyed up, aren’t you?
*chuckles*
Roger that……
*panting and moaning with thrusts*
*through moans and pants*
You’re…..you’re kind of amazing, you know that, right? You don’t expect me to be normal…..you don’t figure that I should be ‘better’ after ‘all this time’ like some other people seem to think. They just want me to move on so that I’m more acceptable….but you……
*lowly* You genuinely care about me and…...Боже, это невероятно (Bozhe, eto neveroyatno) {God, that’s incredible).
*more pointed thrusting, with pants and moans*
*lowly, almost whispering*
Is this what you wanted, Doll? Me draped over your body as I fucked you from behind? I can see the flush on your face, and how your eyes are squeezed shut, like you can’t even help the pleasure you’re feeling. I can get real good and deep like this, Sweetheart, nice. And. Hard.
*chuckles, then a kiss*
You make such nice noises, Hon. I’d love to hear more…..
*pause*
That’s it…..say my name…..
*panting and moaning*
You’re----you’re squeezin’ on me awful hard down here sweetheart…..you close to coming?
*chuckles*
Good…...how about…..just a little more to get you there…..
That’s right…...with the metal hand…..I know how much you like it……right here…...just enough to drive you crazy. Don’t hold back, Doll…..give me everything you got…..
*panting and moaning*
кончи моя любовь (konchi moya lyubov') {come, my love}
Yes….yes…..f-fuck……дерьмо (der'mo) {shit}
Haaaa---aahhhhhh~!
*groans loudly*
*panting*
Here…...relax…..just a second……..
*moans softly*
There……
Here…...flip over….let me……
*shifts*
There…...that’s much more comfortable, isn’t it?
*chuckles*
I’m basically a super soldier, Doll, you layin’ on me ain’t heavy at all…..
*panting subsides*
Well…..we’re definitely gonna miss our dinner reservations……
*chuckles* yeah, that’s fair…..this was far more fun…...although usually I do this after the date…...just so you know…..
*kiss* Yes…...I feel better…..how about you? Not sore anywhere?
*kiss* Good…..I’m glad……
*pause*
I did…..usually left before they woke up though……
*hushes* You don’t got anythin’ to worry about, Doll…..I’m not going anywhere……
*kiss* I’ll stay as long as you want me to……
люблю вас... (lyublyu vas...) {love you…}
You are a typical adventurer seeking treasure when suddenly a Dragon appears in the skies above you. You quickly dive into a nearby cave to hide, but it turns out this particular cave already has a resident. Unfortunately for you, that happens to be the very dragon you were trying to hide from!
