I missed being on top of you. Kissing your pretty lips. Seeing that sexy face looking back at me. My perfect baby. I missed... You. You, you and only you~
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"I want you to know that you are worth so much more than a job. You have so much fire and passion still inside of you for all of those goals you still want to achieve. Your value and worth are not solely based on your job and how much work you can get done for them." ... This is one of many comfort stories written by a dear friend of mine, CrimsonPenguin, who you can find here on Twitter: (). You can also read this story here on Wattpad, where she has all of these and other stories she's written: (). I strongly encourage you to click through and read, as much as I loved giving voice to this, reading it can also be very powerful. ... I now have a google form for anonymous feedback and I would love to hear back about what you like or dislike, or just how much you enjoyed listening to my audios, so please click on the link and let me know your thoughts, or really anything you want to let me know () ... You can find me on Twitter () and for more of my work, both SFW and NSFW here is my subreddit: () and community subreddit: () ... And my own website where I'll be posting my writing: (
You're a little late to a rendezvous with Julian, and he seems.....way more agitated about it that he should be.....
Contains: Yelling, Hurt/Comfort, Insecurities, Confessions
Hooray for hurt Julian! I thought he would be a nice character to experiment with stress as well as a character who bottles their emotions up, for good reasons, and them kind of taking them out on the listener and then talking about it, so hopefully that comes across! But yes, be aware that there is a part where Julian raises his voice for those who are sensitive to that!
~Audio Transcript Below~
Julian: Where have you been? I thought we were going to meet here half an hour ago?
*pause*
Nadia, eh? *under his breath* always fucking her.....
Forget it.....I think that we should reconsider our meeting.....there are some things that I have to----
*pause*
Look....I'm a very busy man and---
*a little snarky* Well....I apologize if I seem a little frazzled and rude but it makes sense considering the circumstances......
Now if you please, let me pass.....
*pause*
*slightly frantic*
What's wrong? *chuckles wrly* What's wrong? I'll tell you what's wrong!
Look, you've been ordered by Nadia to find me and bring me in so that I can be killed for what I've "allegedly" done. You're being backed by what is essentially royalty, and here I am, wondering every second if this is all some sort of elaborate ruse and at any moment guards are going to descend down upon me and I'll be taken and I'll be killed. And now, when we were supposed to have our meeting, you tell me you're late because of Nadia, so forgive me that I might be a little angry and stressed around you!
*pause*
.......Oh, oh gods, I'm.......f-fuck. I'm so sorry I---
*startled noise*
I----with----the......right.....Oh gods....I didn't......
*pause*
I......no I.....I didn't mean to----
*pause*
No....no you're right......that was......that was....incredibly cruel of me......
I....I didn't.....*sighs* There's....not really an excuse.....I...I'm sorry.....that I yelled.....I......
*pause*
Yes.....the.....the things I spoke about.....are true......there are times when.....when we're together.....that a voice in the back of my head is screaming at me that this....this.........comfort I feel when we're......together it.....it's all a lie.....and it's all going to come crashing down around me......
But there.....is another voice that......that reminds me that not everyone in the world is out to get me.....and that voice......is harder to listen to sometimes, when it feels like everything I do is actively being watched, being tested.....and at a moments notice I could be.....well........
I know my apology isn't much, and.....I don't expect you to forgive me, I---
*pause*
What?
N-No....I.....I didn't----mean to.....well that I knew how you'd react....I.......*sighs weakly* gods I'm just.......
I'm just a mess, aren't I?
I apologize.....again......
*long pause*
After everything that's happened, it's.....very hard for me to trust others........and.....you came along.....and........I....... for you and......
*softly*
I'm terrified that something is going to happen, and it'll be like someone shouting, "Haha! You thought you could have some shred of happiness in your life after what you did! You're a fool!" and then taking it all away.......
It just.....feels like I'm constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop......
*sighs*
Gods I can't imagine how stressful this is for you either.......having to work for Nadia.....having to decide whether or not been telling the truth to you this entire time.....whether or not worth risking yourself over.....it.....*sighs* gods I'm such an idiot......
*pause*
*chuckles softly* thank you for the confirmation.......
*sighs* Me yelling at you for something you really didn't have a choice in doesn't look very good on my part....to say the least.......I......can only really say that I apologize again......I don't have.....much to offer better than that......
*pause*
You're.....glad that I told you? You can't possibly----
The yelling part? T-that's all you had......problems with?
.....and the blaming you part.....right....yes......I apolo---
*clears throat* I.....well....that....might be difficult to maintain....the....not apologizing.....but I will try my best......
So.....you don't mind that I......said how I've been feeling?
*pause*
That is.....*exhales* Not what I expected......
*pause*
Well.....for so long.....anything I had to tell anyone that wasn't positive was......used against me.....so I got used to just.....bottling it up inside and dealing with it myself.....or......not dealing with it.....as you saw earlier......
I got so.....angry because.......
I told you before how much I care......and.....you've returned the sentiment.......but like I said there's this voice that screams to me that this is all too good to be true.....that I'm not deserving of someone.....like you.....and.....*sighs*
*pause*
I know....it's....not particularly healthy to keep all those feelings inside.....but you must understand.....you......have been really the only person as of late in my life that even cared to hear my side of things, who ever really cared about and....not about my work....not about what happened.......
I'm to make things right.....you must understand.....but it's......not as easy as it might sound.....there are.....so many things in the works around here that not even know what they all are and what they stand for.......
I honestly can't imagine what.....it must be like for you.....with....your memories and-----
*sighs*
......there's.....the voice is screaming now that I've ruined everything......and that the only positive thing in my life now is going to leave due to my own misgivings and my own faults......
*pause*
You know as well as I do that thinking positively is much, harder than it seems......easier said than done........
*pause*
'It doesn't mean that we shouldn't still fight for it.....'
*sighs* gods....you're right.....as always I.......
Thank you for.....for always helping me and.......for putting up with me and.....for.....caring about me......
I promise that......I will do my best to never lash out at you again.......I don't know if I can promise to do it again.....because I'm not sure that that will be true.....but what I can promise it to try with all my might to not do so because.....you mean quite a lot to me.....and I don't know what I would do if I truly hurt you.......and I don't want to lie to you either.....in this moment.....that's how I truly feel.......
*chuckles ruefully* I suppose....that is all we can ask for now......
And......thank you......for being here.......
*pause*
Well.....if you're still of a mind......I know that a certain baker has a special on bread today........
Have you guessed my favorite word yet?
As requested by a listener of mine, here's this scenario. A boy at home and his dad's friend, a much much older man comes knocking at his door. Well, the older gentleman is pleased to know this boy is alone and he gets handsy and quite forceful. Apparently the boy's dad said something? Is it true? The boy refuses to believe his own father would ever say that. But could it be true?
ok this one is.. pretty pathetic (｡>\\<)..
You "just cant help it"..
so you climb on top of me while im sleeping.. and hold me down.. just in case i squirm while you play with me.. i wake up so full and worked up with a vibrator pressed on me..
its too much (｡>\\<) i ask you to slow down.. but youre not done....
you come back again to *toy* with me.. but this time you want to see if its really too much.. (｡>\\<)
this one is very.. whiny and.. desperate? lots of overstim.. (,,>﹏<,,) im kind of embarrassed by how broken i sound by the end....
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We have a free use deal but.. today you just can't seem to stop.. you've already used me so much today that this time it's almost too much..
You decide to stop my whining by being 'nice' and getting me off too.. it's so quick and rough.. but i still say thank you....
(｡>\\<) this one has some implied context, so i hope it comes across okay.. ive just been in a free use mood if you can tell.....
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The fact that it's become too much has hit you all at once, and you've hidden yourself in the one place you know people won't come looking.
Contains: Confessions, Comfort, Emotions, Cuddling
Muriel comfort! I know he's not that good with words, but he tries, damnit. But yes, people wanted the big mountain man to cuddle and hold them, and I tried to deliver with some comfort and encouragement! I had fun with this script because Muriel is my favorite in Arcana lol. I hope you all enjoy!
~Audio Transcript Below~
Muriel:
*door opens*
I'm back Inanna.
*pause*
Inanna? Did you leave somehow?
*slightly louder*
Inanna?
*dog whine*
W-what?
Inanna....what--- what's going on?
Are they--? Are you......are you alright? What happened? Are you hurt, are you--?
*gasps softly*
I--I don't---where....where does it hurt?
*pause*
*swallows*
Y-you're.....you're not injured.....then why are you?
Oh.....please.....here....please....d-don't cry....I.......here......let me........will.....I mean.....do you....want to be.....touched......if you'd rather I not I can.....I can leave and.....
*dog bruff*
Yes....right....alright......here......let me.....
*huffs a breath*
Oh.....I......hey now.....uh.......shhhh....shh......it's......it's alright.....let it--let it out......take your time.....
*long pause*
So you're sure you're not injured anywhere.....?
*swallows*
Alright....yes....forgive me....I'll just......hold....you......
*long pause*
Do you.....wish to.....talk about....what's going on.....? If---if you don't you don't have to, I simply......
*pause*
I.....I see.......
*longer pause*
Well.....d-do you wish to know.....what I think?
I....I know that from the looks of everything that.....everything is all....resting on your shoudlers.......but you do know that.....you don't have to endure it all alone? You have Nadia.....you have Asra....when he is around and.....Faust and......well......
*swallows*
You have.....me......
*dog bruff?*
Yes, and Inanna.......she's been taking care of for.....who knows how long.....
That's just it though......I know it's hard to remember and it feels like you're alone, but you're not.....you have....a support system.......some who are ready....and willing.....to....die....for you.......
If need be......
*pause*
*breathes*
*softly* I.....I don't know what I would do if I lost you either.....
That's why....I'm willing.....to help keep you safe.....to help you keep this world safe......
I'm not going to give less of myself to you than I have to anything else in my life.....
*pause*
...Especially the gladiator games......
You......you've given me more purpose.......more..... than anything else......you.....*swallows* You make me nervous....and embarrassed....and sad....and worried.....but also....happy and....content....and---
For the longest time....before you.....I was content with living with everyone forgetting me.....with everyone leaving me alone......
*pause*
But that's the thing.....you......inserted yourself into my life.....you showed me.......kindness and softness that wasn't pity.....you've.....you've never feared me despite.....how I look....you.....also asserted yourself without fear.....you've talked back to me, you've talked me out of doing things that weren't smart.....you......treated me like I was.....someone who was....who was......worthwhile.....who was.....worthy....of your attention......even outside of.......
*pause*
Well.....to me....it seems....it felt.....it like you.....you want to spend time with me.....not because it's convenient for you or......you just using me because I'm useful it......
It feels like you come to me because you genuinely enjoy my company and that you like me and trust me and.......I..... to you......
And....and I haven't felt that way.....in a long time......
I've been used to feeling useful....and only that.....but......
No....what I......what you.....when I'm with you....I don't think I've ever felt.....what I feel when you're here.....when you're around.....
Seeing you hurt.....even....emotionally......perhaps......especially emotionally....fills me with sadness and worry and....some dread.....because.....if you're physically injured....I feel as though....there is at least that I can do to help you....
Emotionally.....I'm afraid I'm terrible at emotional things......and....I never know what to say......or how to say it.....and......I don't feel like I can......adequately.....provide help.......
*pause*
I.....I am? You think.......I do?
*pause*
I....I think Asra said that to me once.....that....for someone who seems as though I don't care.....I care immensely.....
I....I do....for those.....who are close to me.....for those who matter to me.....I....I care.....
......
I wish I could ease your mind.....and completely lift this....this weight off your shoulders.......but at the very least.....I can help make it.....at least a little more bearable.....for you....
*pause*
I....I am....helping?
*huffs a soft laugh* I....well....I'm glad....that......being here....for you.....helps......and know that........you....you matter....to me.....so....so very much and.......I would do........to help you.....
I mean it.......anything.......
Even if it's just for me to hold you.....even if it's for this place to be somewhere where you can escape and not worry for a while......I'll be here.....and......I'll do my best to help you........any way you need......
*pause*
You're going to do it......I know you are.....there's.....something about you....whenever I see you......when I see the amazing things that you do.....as well as.....well the no so incredible things......I think....."They're different.....there's something about them that.......that makes me believe that......everything is going to be alright in the end....."
You.....you may not believe in yourself......but......do you believe in me?
*pause*
Then....believe in me.....who believes in you.......you can do it.......I know it.......
After a long hard day, when my love gets home, I like to show her how much she means to me. To help her relax. And so, I do the thing I love best for her: going down on her and letting her cum on my face and tongue as much as she wants. For as long as she wants. After all, my baby deserves it!
After a long hard day, when my love gets home, I like to show her how much she means to me. To help her relax. And so, I do the thing I love best for her: going down on her and letting her cum on my face and tongue as much as she wants. For as long as she wants. After all, my baby deserves it!
Mondays Aren't So Bad if You Ramblefap
Performed by: Scarlett Blush
Not much talking. This is significantly more fap than ramble. I don't know why I get so horny Monday mornings; but, I hope it makes your Monday a little bit better! I had to cut around the sound of a buzz saw toward the end. Unfortunately, the construction workers outside my house didn't know that I was trying to masturbate! Hopefully it's still alright!
A tiny bit of and talk
(Gifts) Pt 1
Hey. Hi. Hello. It’s Monday! Again….Yayyyyy….Said with much sarcasm and much more sleepiness.
My weekend insomnia is out of control. Sunday morning I fell asleep a little after 2:30, but then my body, at jus after 7 was like, “Hey, is that the fucking sun?! We need to see this.” So, there I was, wide awake. So what’s a girl to do early on a Sunday morning? Find inspiration. Listen to it. Use it.
And then share it with you.
As always, let me know what you think. Please don’t download or share my content anywhere else.
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Like, WOW! I knew I type too much, but it turns out I talk too much too, this is 22 minutes!
I'm actually quiet excited
In tonight's episode: Featuring much talk of being in a sex shop with my friend. I purchased a new toy which I very very much enjoyed. There is an interruption of the Mimi kind, literally in the middle of my orgasm. Still came tho.
12 ish minutes, and if your looking for the orgasm hit around minute 9.
As ever, here I am.
Enjoy me or don't. I'm not the boss of you.
" Wait you love me? I mean I'd be lying if I said I never thought of you that way"
Hope ya'll enjoyed it as much as I enjoyed making it!
Have a great day Cuties :3
Hello,
I hope this email finds you well today. I'd like to bring your attention to something I find a bit concerning, but for privacy reasons I've recorded my concerns, and what I think might help resolve them... verbally.
Please make sure you are wearing headphones, you wouldn't want any of our co-workers to hear.
I'm watching you right now. I can't wait to watch as you listen. Just make sure you keep a straight face. Make sure you don't squirm too much. I don't think anyone else will be watching you as closely as I am- only I know what you are going to be listening to after all-but still. This is a professional workplace environment.
And I don't want anyone else knowing what a slut I am for you.
This file was scripted and offered by u/Givingscriptsatry, he tried very hard and made things very naughty. Let's see if you can handle me bringing it to life.
In a lovely turn of events, I had a sweet boy help take some of my load off, and edit this file. Thank you Crimson, you've made me very happy.
/u/CanadianScribe and /u/sassmastah77 banter their way through the "Just Because Questionnaire" for GWABackstage!
