This is laying a cornerstone of my sexuality on the table, my milf kink. And since I only ever seem to trip over my words during ramblefaps, I thought it'd be easier to fall back on a "one word challenge" guideline.
*note* the listener's breasts are described as "big" or "huge" once or twice.
I have a request for you.
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Performer and all characters depicted are +18. This audio is fantasy made exclusively for adults by adults. This audio should not be re-posted or uploaded to any other platform without explicit consent.
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Original and more on my youtube @ TragedyOfBliss <3
Summary: When your former lover comes to your rescue, things get complicated. And I'm not just talking about the fact that the place is crawling with guards.
Wonderful script by: r/lupinstolemyheart
tags:
#bodyguard #asmrroleplay #asmr #escape #m4a #m4f #asmrrp
"funny friend" "therapist friend" mentally ill autistic younger brother-type boyfriend x listener -- "Adam" --- He finally vents to you for the first time, after he's just gotten out of a mental hospital. And his hyper-fixation is psychology. He's 20.
He's over at your house. He just recently had a fight with his family that he lives with, RIGHT after getting out of a mental hospital, and he finally opens up to you about his problems. He sleeps at your house when he wants to get away. It's implied the listener is older. Could be an older man or an older nonbinary-- it could also be a woman that's about his age (maybe like 4-6 years older) but is more successful, financially.
listener gets jokingly called "mommy" but can be of any gender, as it was in the context of embarrassing the listener and it's implied to be the listener's idea.
listener gets called "girl" but in a gay way so it's gender neutral
There are mature joke moans but they're just jokes meant to deflect and distract and entertain, they're only meant to titillate in the sense that handing a man a pint of beer and putting him in front of the tv is meant to keep him amused so you can do things by yourself.
He just wants to stop thinking for a while......
Contains: Dom/Sub, Subspace, Cock Warming, Oral Sex, Bareback Anal Sex, Begging, Hair Pulling, Dirty Talk, Praise Kink, Servitude Kink, Size Kink, Daddy Kink, Eating Out/Felching, Safewords (Stoplight System), Masculine Listener (Use of the title, 'Sir', 'Daddy'. Listener stated to have a penis), Doggystyle, Holding Down, Probably Butchered Russian
I wanted this to be a more gentle taking control of Bucky and it kind of started out that way, but then it ended, well, my brain went, "but what if Bucky was desperate for dick" and well, this happened lol. I also had fun doing a masculine listener! As much as I like doing Gender Neutral audios, sometimes it's easier/faster when you don't have to avoid gendered language and can be more direct with what's going on. Hope you all enjoy sub Bucky!
~Audio Transcript Below~
Bucky: Y-you're home......
*pause*
I....well....I was just.......I was waiting.....for you......because.....
Can we?
*pause*
Please I......I......I just don't want to have to think anymore....please........
*long pause*
Y-Yes.....Yes...Sir......
I'll....strip.......
*shuffling*
Please......please look at me.......
Y-yes........I'm hard because.....*swallows* because I'm thinking about all the things you can do to me.....and all the things we've done before, Sir........how you've fucked me so well.......how good it felt.....to be used by you.....to be your good pet....to be your good Boy.......
*soft panting*
*whimpers* So eager......
*pause*
Crawl.....yes, Sir......
*shuffling*
Like this?
*pause*
Slower.....yes Sir.....
*sighs softly*
M-may I....may I tell you something, Sir?
*pause*
Whenever......whenever I'm here....at your feet.....I feel this.....wave of calmness fall over me.......like I don't have to worry about anything. Like....this is where I belong.....I know......I know when I'm here.....like this....with you.....you're going to take care of me.....and I'm going to serve you.....and everything is going to be alright......
*moans softly*
Yes.... Boy.......
I'm ready.......
Green is good, yellow is slow down and talk, and red is stop.......three taps....on the skin....if I can't talk.....
Yes.....Yes, Sir.......
*hums*
M-Make your cock hard by.....w-warming it?
*swallows* y-yes, Sir.....
*shuffling*
M-may I lick....and suck....just a little?
*pause*
N-not to start......a-alright....Yes, sir.....
*soft moans*
*soft swallowing*
*licking and sucking*
*moaning and panting*
*gasps as he pulls away*
F-forgive me, Sir....I'll.....I'll try to do better.....please.....let me service your cock....with my mouth......
No hands......yes Sir.......
*moaning, kissing, licking and sucking*
S-so....so good, Sir.....love your cock.......
*soft panting*
Deepthroat?
*swallows*
Yes, Sir.....let me try....please.....let me try.....
*soft moan*
*soft choking noise*
*wet sniffing moans*
*three taps*
*gasps as he's pulled away*
I'm alright....it's alright.......just.....sat wrong in my mouth for a second.....need to breathe......
*swallows several times*
*deliberate breathing*
*pause*
Ok.......Green....*softly* I promise.......
*pause*
I'm sorry....Sir....I'll do better....I promise....please let me......
Y-Yes.....please....anything....anything Sir.....please fuck me......use me.......
*pause*
I.....I already......you don't have to worry about it Sir......I....I prepped myself....
*hisses a gasp* N-no! I--it wasn't....I wasn't trying to do your job, Sir.....I just.....I wanted----as your Boy....I should be ready--*swallows*--prepared for you to take me at your leisure.....
I wanted to be ready and open for you.......*whines softly* I wanted to be good.....
*shudder moans* Your Good Boy.......
*pause*
Y-Yes.....
*spank*
I-I mean.....Yes Sir.....on the bed.....hands and knees.......
*shuffling*
Y-Yes.....I'll......present m-myself.....
*huffing soft moans*
L-Like this, Sir?
*moans*
Y-yes, yes....please.....please use me....please......
*panting*
OH~! Haaaaaaaa~
*harsher panting*
A-All the way....inside.....already.......Oh-fuck....S-sir......You're......so th-thick.....inside me......f-fuck....stretching me open.......it....it doesn't matter how much I prepare myself......you always fill me so fucking full......so good....thank you.....thank you.......
*moans*
Y-Yes! Green! Please.....Sir....fuck me! Use my slutty hole for your pleasure......
N-no, Sir....n-no touching......I won't touch....what isn't mine......
*moaning and panting*
Use me.....Y-yes! Please......thank you.....oh fuck....so good......
*through pants and moans*
Y-Yes.....yes...I'm yours....I'm your boy.....I'm your good boy....I'll be good.......
Shit--oh shit! Y-yes......f-fuck......ahh!! I-I'm sorry....I'll....I'll bend back more.....f-fuck....pull--*swallows* pull on my hair more, please.......put me just.....how you want me.....please Sir....I want....I want you to feel as good---as good as I feel when you fuck me.....
*panting*
It....it feels so good......I've never.....I've never had a cock this good.....You......you cock presses against all the right places.....fills me up and stretches me.....just on the side of too much but it's so good.....you never hurt me but isn't enough to remember the next day.....it.....God--fuck....it makes me hard all over again to have the sting in my ass, thinking about how good you fucked me the day before.......and makes me....makes me want to serve you again.....
*moans sharply* Y-Yes....yes I guess......I suppose it's a little selfish....b-but....but I can't help it when you treat me so nice......use me just how I ask....just how you want.....it's perfect, Sir.....it's so fucking perfect....
*through pants and moans*
Ah--Ah! Please! Oh God, Oh please....Sir.....please......please let me come....please.....come....inside....Ah~
*panting*
I.....I don't know.....yes....both....I.....I want to come....and.....and I want you to come inside me......want you....want you to mark me.....please.....please....
I....I.....oh.......oh f-fuck.......
Y-Yes......Yes Sir.....
*hisses and moans*
I---I mean.......*whines softly* Y-yes....Daddy......
*spank*
AH! I-I.....*louder* Y-Yes....Daddy......
*softly* Still Green.......
*pause*
*gasps*
AH! Y--es! That's it....thank you.....thank you--f-fuck! Your cock.....so good....f-fuck......
Harder! Please.....harder....D-daddy.....
*keens a moan* OH!
P-Push me---push me down and make me take it....p-please......*keens* Daddy please?
*thump*
*through muffled moans and pants*
Oh~~! Haaaaa! Y-Yes! Oh-OH FUCK! Ahhh....Daddy......It's.....so good.....I....I feel so fucking good.....I can't.....I can't focus on anything more than your cock pounding into me.....it feels so good.....thank you---oh fuck---thank you~
*panting and moaning*
*gasps* Ah~! There! There~! Please---more.....Oh God~ Gonna come....please.....Daddy please.....let me come......пожалуйста! (pozhaluysta) {Please!!}
пожалуйста--Daddy--Я буду хорошим. клянусь! (pozhaluysta--Daddy-- YA budu khoroshim. Klyanus'!) {Please--Daddy--I'll be good. I swear!}
*through pants and moans*
Y-Yes....I--*swallows*--I think I can---I think I can come like this.....please....harder.....please....just like that....just there....and I'll come without a hand on me.......I'll come just like a good little boy--клянусь! (Klyanus'!) {I promise!}
*panting and moaning*
Oh! Y-yes! There...more....please....almost.....oh God! Please....come inside....so close.....Y-yes! Oh! Daddy....Daddy, Daddy, Daddy..... Yes--yes---yes! Daddy!
*gasps* AH~!! OH! *shaking* Y-esss....oh! Thank you~! Daddddyyyy~ Oh thank you.....for filling me up.....ohhhh~
*harsh panting*
*panting subsides*
*moans softly*
Don't.....wanna move......
*groans*
but new sheets if you don't make me move.....
Mmmmmm......
*pause*
It's uh.....it's leaking out......
Hm?
*gasps* Oh! F-fuck.....Христос! (Khristos!) {Christ!}
S-still....r-really sensitive....f-fuck.......oh-oh~
*chuckles softly* Y-You can't just.....just eat a guy out after you fuck the hell outta himMMmmm~! *panting softly* t-that's.....not fair......
*shifting*
Well....at least we don't have to worry about cleaning the sheets up....well.....as much.......
I think I just laid down in the wet spot.....
*pause*
Ok no.....if we're gonna place blame..... were the one who wanted me to come untouched, so that's on you, Pal.......
*hums* C'mere?
I want you to lay on top of me......with your whole weight.
*hums* *a little muffled* Perfect........
Thank you........for everything......
*shuffling*
Hm? Well.....yeah I guess, but I mean.....my mouth was on your cock and you just ate me out so I figure it's pretty much even.......
*kiss* Yeah......it was perfect......*yawns* Can we talk about it later?.....sleep time now.....
Nope.....don't want you to move.....stay on top of me......
*pause*
You won't crush me, I promise.......
*deep breath, then hums a sigh* Sleepy time now......Daddy.......
*chuckles into a kiss*
You're a little late to a rendezvous with Julian, and he seems.....way more agitated about it that he should be.....
Contains: Yelling, Hurt/Comfort, Insecurities, Confessions
Hooray for hurt Julian! I thought he would be a nice character to experiment with stress as well as a character who bottles their emotions up, for good reasons, and them kind of taking them out on the listener and then talking about it, so hopefully that comes across! But yes, be aware that there is a part where Julian raises his voice for those who are sensitive to that!
~Audio Transcript Below~
Julian: Where have you been? I thought we were going to meet here half an hour ago?
*pause*
Nadia, eh? *under his breath* always fucking her.....
Forget it.....I think that we should reconsider our meeting.....there are some things that I have to----
*pause*
Look....I'm a very busy man and---
*a little snarky* Well....I apologize if I seem a little frazzled and rude but it makes sense considering the circumstances......
Now if you please, let me pass.....
*pause*
*slightly frantic*
What's wrong? *chuckles wrly* What's wrong? I'll tell you what's wrong!
Look, you've been ordered by Nadia to find me and bring me in so that I can be killed for what I've "allegedly" done. You're being backed by what is essentially royalty, and here I am, wondering every second if this is all some sort of elaborate ruse and at any moment guards are going to descend down upon me and I'll be taken and I'll be killed. And now, when we were supposed to have our meeting, you tell me you're late because of Nadia, so forgive me that I might be a little angry and stressed around you!
*pause*
.......Oh, oh gods, I'm.......f-fuck. I'm so sorry I---
*startled noise*
I----with----the......right.....Oh gods....I didn't......
*pause*
I......no I.....I didn't mean to----
*pause*
No....no you're right......that was......that was....incredibly cruel of me......
I....I didn't.....*sighs* There's....not really an excuse.....I...I'm sorry.....that I yelled.....I......
*pause*
Yes.....the.....the things I spoke about.....are true......there are times when.....when we're together.....that a voice in the back of my head is screaming at me that this....this.........comfort I feel when we're......together it.....it's all a lie.....and it's all going to come crashing down around me......
But there.....is another voice that......that reminds me that not everyone in the world is out to get me.....and that voice......is harder to listen to sometimes, when it feels like everything I do is actively being watched, being tested.....and at a moments notice I could be.....well........
I know my apology isn't much, and.....I don't expect you to forgive me, I---
*pause*
What?
N-No....I.....I didn't----mean to.....well that I knew how you'd react....I.......*sighs weakly* gods I'm just.......
I'm just a mess, aren't I?
I apologize.....again......
*long pause*
After everything that's happened, it's.....very hard for me to trust others........and.....you came along.....and........I....... for you and......
*softly*
I'm terrified that something is going to happen, and it'll be like someone shouting, "Haha! You thought you could have some shred of happiness in your life after what you did! You're a fool!" and then taking it all away.......
It just.....feels like I'm constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop......
*sighs*
Gods I can't imagine how stressful this is for you either.......having to work for Nadia.....having to decide whether or not been telling the truth to you this entire time.....whether or not worth risking yourself over.....it.....*sighs* gods I'm such an idiot......
*pause*
*chuckles softly* thank you for the confirmation.......
*sighs* Me yelling at you for something you really didn't have a choice in doesn't look very good on my part....to say the least.......I......can only really say that I apologize again......I don't have.....much to offer better than that......
*pause*
You're.....glad that I told you? You can't possibly----
The yelling part? T-that's all you had......problems with?
.....and the blaming you part.....right....yes......I apolo---
*clears throat* I.....well....that....might be difficult to maintain....the....not apologizing.....but I will try my best......
So.....you don't mind that I......said how I've been feeling?
*pause*
That is.....*exhales* Not what I expected......
*pause*
Well.....for so long.....anything I had to tell anyone that wasn't positive was......used against me.....so I got used to just.....bottling it up inside and dealing with it myself.....or......not dealing with it.....as you saw earlier......
I got so.....angry because.......
I told you before how much I care......and.....you've returned the sentiment.......but like I said there's this voice that screams to me that this is all too good to be true.....that I'm not deserving of someone.....like you.....and.....*sighs*
*pause*
I know....it's....not particularly healthy to keep all those feelings inside.....but you must understand.....you......have been really the only person as of late in my life that even cared to hear my side of things, who ever really cared about and....not about my work....not about what happened.......
I'm to make things right.....you must understand.....but it's......not as easy as it might sound.....there are.....so many things in the works around here that not even know what they all are and what they stand for.......
I honestly can't imagine what.....it must be like for you.....with....your memories and-----
*sighs*
......there's.....the voice is screaming now that I've ruined everything......and that the only positive thing in my life now is going to leave due to my own misgivings and my own faults......
*pause*
You know as well as I do that thinking positively is much, harder than it seems......easier said than done........
*pause*
'It doesn't mean that we shouldn't still fight for it.....'
*sighs* gods....you're right.....as always I.......
Thank you for.....for always helping me and.......for putting up with me and.....for.....caring about me......
I promise that......I will do my best to never lash out at you again.......I don't know if I can promise to do it again.....because I'm not sure that that will be true.....but what I can promise it to try with all my might to not do so because.....you mean quite a lot to me.....and I don't know what I would do if I truly hurt you.......and I don't want to lie to you either.....in this moment.....that's how I truly feel.......
*chuckles ruefully* I suppose....that is all we can ask for now......
And......thank you......for being here.......
*pause*
Well.....if you're still of a mind......I know that a certain baker has a special on bread today........
The fact that it's become too much has hit you all at once, and you've hidden yourself in the one place you know people won't come looking.
Contains: Confessions, Comfort, Emotions, Cuddling
Muriel comfort! I know he's not that good with words, but he tries, damnit. But yes, people wanted the big mountain man to cuddle and hold them, and I tried to deliver with some comfort and encouragement! I had fun with this script because Muriel is my favorite in Arcana lol. I hope you all enjoy!
~Audio Transcript Below~
Muriel:
*door opens*
I'm back Inanna.
*pause*
Inanna? Did you leave somehow?
*slightly louder*
Inanna?
*dog whine*
W-what?
Inanna....what--- what's going on?
Are they--? Are you......are you alright? What happened? Are you hurt, are you--?
*gasps softly*
I--I don't---where....where does it hurt?
*pause*
*swallows*
Y-you're.....you're not injured.....then why are you?
Oh.....please.....here....please....d-don't cry....I.......here......let me........will.....I mean.....do you....want to be.....touched......if you'd rather I not I can.....I can leave and.....
*dog bruff*
Yes....right....alright......here......let me.....
*huffs a breath*
Oh.....I......hey now.....uh.......shhhh....shh......it's......it's alright.....let it--let it out......take your time.....
*long pause*
So you're sure you're not injured anywhere.....?
*swallows*
Alright....yes....forgive me....I'll just......hold....you......
*long pause*
Do you.....wish to.....talk about....what's going on.....? If---if you don't you don't have to, I simply......
*pause*
I.....I see.......
*longer pause*
Well.....d-do you wish to know.....what I think?
I....I know that from the looks of everything that.....everything is all....resting on your shoudlers.......but you do know that.....you don't have to endure it all alone? You have Nadia.....you have Asra....when he is around and.....Faust and......well......
*swallows*
You have.....me......
*dog bruff?*
Yes, and Inanna.......she's been taking care of for.....who knows how long.....
That's just it though......I know it's hard to remember and it feels like you're alone, but you're not.....you have....a support system.......some who are ready....and willing.....to....die....for you.......
If need be......
*pause*
*breathes*
*softly* I.....I don't know what I would do if I lost you either.....
That's why....I'm willing.....to help keep you safe.....to help you keep this world safe......
I'm not going to give less of myself to you than I have to anything else in my life.....
*pause*
...Especially the gladiator games......
You......you've given me more purpose.......more..... than anything else......you.....*swallows* You make me nervous....and embarrassed....and sad....and worried.....but also....happy and....content....and---
For the longest time....before you.....I was content with living with everyone forgetting me.....with everyone leaving me alone......
*pause*
But that's the thing.....you......inserted yourself into my life.....you showed me.......kindness and softness that wasn't pity.....you've.....you've never feared me despite.....how I look....you.....also asserted yourself without fear.....you've talked back to me, you've talked me out of doing things that weren't smart.....you......treated me like I was.....someone who was....who was......worthwhile.....who was.....worthy....of your attention......even outside of.......
*pause*
Well.....to me....it seems....it felt.....it like you.....you want to spend time with me.....not because it's convenient for you or......you just using me because I'm useful it......
It feels like you come to me because you genuinely enjoy my company and that you like me and trust me and.......I..... to you......
And....and I haven't felt that way.....in a long time......
I've been used to feeling useful....and only that.....but......
No....what I......what you.....when I'm with you....I don't think I've ever felt.....what I feel when you're here.....when you're around.....
Seeing you hurt.....even....emotionally......perhaps......especially emotionally....fills me with sadness and worry and....some dread.....because.....if you're physically injured....I feel as though....there is at least that I can do to help you....
Emotionally.....I'm afraid I'm terrible at emotional things......and....I never know what to say......or how to say it.....and......I don't feel like I can......adequately.....provide help.......
*pause*
I.....I am? You think.......I do?
*pause*
I....I think Asra said that to me once.....that....for someone who seems as though I don't care.....I care immensely.....
I....I do....for those.....who are close to me.....for those who matter to me.....I....I care.....
......
I wish I could ease your mind.....and completely lift this....this weight off your shoulders.......but at the very least.....I can help make it.....at least a little more bearable.....for you....
*pause*
I....I am....helping?
*huffs a soft laugh* I....well....I'm glad....that......being here....for you.....helps......and know that........you....you matter....to me.....so....so very much and.......I would do........to help you.....
I mean it.......anything.......
Even if it's just for me to hold you.....even if it's for this place to be somewhere where you can escape and not worry for a while......I'll be here.....and......I'll do my best to help you........any way you need......
*pause*
You're going to do it......I know you are.....there's.....something about you....whenever I see you......when I see the amazing things that you do.....as well as.....well the no so incredible things......I think....."They're different.....there's something about them that.......that makes me believe that......everything is going to be alright in the end....."
You.....you may not believe in yourself......but......do you believe in me?
*pause*
Then....believe in me.....who believes in you.......you can do it.......I know it.......
Loki of all people shows up at a dinner/cocktail party that your family forced you to attend, all because your family have connections with the Avengers or something stupid like that. More than that, the god seems to want to....talk.....to you?
Contains: Music, Comfort, Advice
This audio didn't quite end up how I imagined it when I started writing it, but I actually really like it! I like sassy Loki showing up where he's not wanted, and I feel like maybe he would relate to a listener who hates going to family functions during the holidays? Now, I wouldn't say that Loki gives the most sound advice here lol, but maybe some things that you can take to heart this Holiday season?
~Audio Transcript Below~
Loki: I wonder......why are you all huddled up here alone in the corner....when a grand spectacle of a party takes place around you.....
Well....there must be a reason....
*pause*
Well.....if you ask me, it's because this party is the last place you want to be.
And you're here without anyone else to make it at least the smallest bit more enjoyable, aren't you?
*pause*
Because you are not alone in that fact.
*pause*
Family? *scoffs* Please.....even if any of my family were left besides Thor and they were at a party I was forced to attend I would stay away from them as well......
*pause*
The reason why here?
As much as I am a man who enjoys talking about himself, that's not what we're doing here.
*sighs*
Alright, if you're so keen on knowing....I'm here because I don't like them......and I'm better than them.....and it's fun for me to remind them so.....
*pause*
Spite is a perfectly good reason for doing things.....
*sighs* Oh please.....don't act like you're better just because you don't act upon petty and spiteful feelings and thoughts. You still the thoughts and feelings......the only difference between you and I.....is that I'm allowing myself to have fun.....since there's no other way I'm going to get it here....
I told you I don't like them......do you really need me to spell it out further?
Can I tell you a secret? Nothing feels better to me, than showing up in a place where I'm not wanted.....and knocking everyone there down a peg. They're not better than me, and this helps remind them so.
*pause*
Own yourself and show those who would want you gone that they have no power over you.
You cannot live your life forever under the shadows and the ridicule of those who claim to care and love you but do not.
You will not live....
*sighs*
Have you ever heard of the phrase, "Don't let others make you feel inferior without your consent?"
Perhaps it's something that you should take to heart.
Take it from someone who was also the black sheep of their family.
*pause*
Well, my situation might have been different, but you're missing the point.
Family, regardless of blood or not, shouldn't make you feel the way that you are currently. It's unfortunate that you've allowed them to continue to treat you so poorly.
*sighs*
I know that smiting them all or enacting revenge upon them isn't an option for everyone, especially when you're a Midgardian, but you understand what I mean, yes?
I forget sometimes that there are repercussions that I can avoid that others cannot. Most cannot throw tasteful but scathing comments at family or stand up for themselves without being punished. Most wouldn't be able to survive being on their own without any aid, so I recognize my privilege there. There is something to think about however.....
You have those who enjoy your company yes, that provide relief from the world, that give you hope, that give you joy?
Then why are you not instead of here?
*pause*
As I said, here because this is fun for me, causing mischief, being a relative ass as some people call me. You're here, and it's not. I daresay that it's relative to torture for you.
You should go where you are celebrated, not where you are merely tolerated.
Even if you can't avoid parties like this, or family events, it's important to be with those who raise you up, not put you down.
*pause*
*scoffs*
I, better than anyone, know the difference. Just because your family or friends are 'Nice' as you say, doesn't mean that they're, 'Good'.
Everyone pretends during this time of year that they're wonderful, kind, gentle people who want nothing more than peace and goodwill on this Earth.
And yet, these are the people who in the same breath can cast out their families, their friends, even people they do not even know because they are percieved as different, and therefore--in their eyes--wrong.
*chuckles softly* Perhaps.....but I don't perform as much villianry as I used to. Reformed I'm told.....practically a Saint.....
*chuckles*
Well....I still the god of mischief. I wouldn't do to ruin that part of my reputation.
*pause*
Now.....I suggest, that you, at your earliest convenience, gather together with those who actually treat you well and forget this night ever happened. It'll be good for you.....
*pause*
*laughs* And who would ever believe that? A god of mischief treating you better than the hundreds of people here.....including your own family?
*pause*
*sighs* I suppose you're welcome. Now stop moping and take my advice already?
Now if you'll excuse me, I have more Midgardians to torment.......Which ones did you say were your family again?
*chuckles*
Excellent.
Really, you couldn't tell from moment one that this was a date?
Contains: Dates, Comfort, Confessions, Kissing, Flower Crowns
And the new character I decided to try out was Raihan! Ever since I started playing Sword I was like, "Hello yes, Dragon Boy is my type," and I thought it would be fun to try him out! Now, for the explanation for his accent lol. Hammerlocke is believed to be modeled after Birmingham, and so I tried to emulate that a little bit, but mixed with some slightly lazy Chav that I think that Raihan would have when he's just chilling/normal and not in a battle. He get's a little more articulate I think when he's battling, due to his rage lol. But anyways, I hope you all like this and maybe I'll do more Raihan audios in the future! (Also, I may or may not draw another picture for the thumbnail, who knows? lol)
WARNING: THERE ARE SPOILERS FOR THE POST GAME OF SWORD AND SHIELD. IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENS AND DON'T WANT TO GET SPOILED BE WARY.
~Audio Transcript Below~
Raihan: Wait......when you agreed to come with me to the park, alone....you didn't know?
You honestly thought that after everything....after all the time we spent together outside of your challenge....the.....flirting we did back and forth.....that.....this wasn't a date?
*pause*
Didn't want to get your hopes up? Why wouldn't you want to get your hopes up?
*pause*
*laughs* Yeah....I may be Raihan, the Dragon Leader of the Hammerlocke Gym Challenge.....but you're......you're the Champion of the Entire Galar Region....you the Galar region......If anything..... the one who's out of your league.....
*chuckles* It's all coming together now, isn't it? I can tell by the look on your face that you're piecing everything.....thinking about all the times we've spent time together......
Wait.....are you telling me that all the times you flirted with me, you weren't doing it on purpose? You genuinely didn't know you were doing it and that I was doing it back?
*laughs* Oh, that's rich! What a fucking pair we make......Obvious and Oblivious.....
Look....as much as I do love social media and stuff, and....bein' in the lime light and bein' a gym leader and such.....there are a lot of times where I just wanna sit down and.....be somewhere where I don't have to be 100% all the time.....yeah? And....be with someone who makes me feel like I don't have to be.....
*pause*
Yeah.....you make me feel I'm just normal....that I'm just Raihan.....not Raihan, the Dragon Leader of the Hammerlocke Gym Challenge.....
That's why I think we work.....you and I.....
Cause you......*chuckles softly* Don't think I haven't noticed how much the whole, "Being the Champion of Galar" has affected you.....
I know you wanted it, I mean....you wouldn't have participated if you didn't......but you do know that you don't have to be in it 100% of the time, don't you?
*pause*
*scoffs* Don't try to be like Leon. I love the guy, I really do, think he's aces and all, but there's only two things in the world that Leon cares about and it good at. Pokemon, and snapbacks.
Oh yeah, there's an entire wall in his room dedicated to them.
*laughs*
*pause*
So don't try to keep yourself up to the standards of Leon. Sure, there are people who will think that you're not as good, and that you don't spark the same joy with viewers as he does and that you dont--
Sorry, getting off track there, sorry, but......you won the hearts of the viewers when you literally saved all of Galar.....and that's something, no one else has done since the Darkest Day.....you are a literal hero.....and there was just as many--if not more people cheering for , than cheering for Leon. I know I was.....
But regardless, I know that your entire life isn't about Pokemon or Gym Challenges....that you....like me....sometimes just want to be a person....
It doesn't mean that you're a bad Champion.....and it doesn't mean that you don't love and respect your Pokemon and the battling they do. If you didn't, you wouldn't be where you are right now.....
So give yourself a break, alright?
*pause*
*chuckles* Sorry, yeah....sometimes it's even hard for me to get outta the mindset of teaching people.....goes with the territory.....like I said.....
C'mon, wanna walk around for a bit?
*long pause*
From what I remember......one of the times we hung out you said the the park reminded you of home....and how you missed it.....
*pause*
Hey.....I have an idea......why don't we go there now?
*chuckles* Yeah, flyin' taxi and all....you do have one back in....Postwick, was it?
*snort laughs*
Yeah yeah.....alright alright......C'mon....let's go....
*Fade Out*
*Fade In*
Wow this......this is beautiful........
I mean.....the rest of your town is nice but......this......the Slumbering Weald you've had this here your whole life?
*pause*
I bet you spent a lot of time here.......I mean who wouldn't?
*pause*
Really? I didn't think that you'd let something like superstitions keep you from doing anything.....
*laughs*
I suppose....Mums are like that though.....
So.....this is where you and Hop met Zacian and Zamazenta.......it makes sense that Pokemon like them would be here......
You know.....you honestly never cease to amaze me.......you....from such a small town where no one really gave you a chance.....or said that you were walking in Leon's shadow.......we really shouldn't underestimate people.....should we?
This place is gorgeous.....
*pause*
Is this the first time you've been back here since....well since those idiot knob brothers tried to take Zacian and Zamazenta for their own, huh?
What? You battled Hop, out here???
*pause*
Wanted to test his strength one last time.....right here, eh?
*chuckles*
Just like his brother.....
*pause*
Hey....why don't we settle down right here?
Seems as good a place as any, yeah?
*pause*
Again, as much as I know you love Pokemon and fighting.....how about we make a memory here where it's not all about battling, yeah?
*shuffling*
Oh.....I uh.....I brought a blanket for us to sit down on......in case we wanted to......
*chuckles* Yeah....that was my original intent with the park but this.....this is much nicer......no real big chance of anyone bothering us......
*long pause*
See.....this is what I mean.......nothing but our own wants demanding out attention.....it's just you and me......
I know that this....was probably a weird date....especially with you not really getting the drift and all......so......why don't we try again some other time.....if you're up for it? And....I make it more clear that it actually a date......
And don't be afraid to tell me off, yeah? If you're not interested?
*through a smile* Good....that's good......
*pause*
*chuckles* Can't say I've ever made a flower crown before, no.
*amused* show me how?
*long pause*
Oh, I see.....that makes it so it all fits together......yeah....that never made sense to me how they didn't all just fall apart immediately.....
I'd love to wear it......
There, how does it look? Does it look like one of those ChatSnap filters?
Yeah, c'mere.....let's take a selfie......
Aaaand......there!
Oh yeah, it really does! *chuckles*
*breathes*
*softly* Can I kiss you?
I'd rather ask....then be wrong and make you uncomfortable.....
*chuckles softly* Thank you....
*soft kiss*
Thanks for entertaining my idea to come out here.....I know it was spur of the moment but......it's nice.....this has been really nice.....
*pause*
I'd love to.......
*another kiss*
Bucky knows guilt, so if there's one person who can talk about it with you, it would be him.
Contains: Talking about Guilt, Mentions of Gaslighting, Mentions of Anxiety, Mentions of Bucky's Past, Reassurance, Comfort
I was feeling some guilt in the past week or so, and I think that it's not something we talk about often, especially those of us who have lived through trauma or have anxiety, so I thought that Bucky would be a good vehicle to talk about it, considering his past. Keep an eye out on those content warnings. It's nothing super explicit, but it could be potentially triggering. Hope everyone enjoys!
~Audio Transcript Below~
Bucky: Guilt has been one of the biggest things I've had to get over....
Because for the most part, I'm becoming aware of the things that I did. For such a long time.....even now still everything feels like one of those dreams where you're almost watching yourself from outside yourself? You can see yourself doing these horrible, evil things, and no matter how much you scream on the inside, nothing helps.
When they were happening, I didn't have much....regular conscience.....I suppose you could call it.....but now....now that it's hindsight....well....you know how the saying goes.....
I've been trying to reconcile with the idea that everything that happened....wasn't my fault.....Yes, I did those terrible things, it was physically me......but it wasn't mentally me.....
I guess what I'm trying to say is that......yes, you can feel guilty....that's a given.....but if you really take a look back at the situation that you're agonizing over with as clear and....well as objective eyes as you can....and ask yourself.....was it really your fault.....or are you taking on the guilt because you think it's what you need to do?
I know my situation is.....probably vastly different.....but the.....sentiment I guess is the same.
And if you don't think that you can look upon it with an objective mind.....someone who wasn't involved in the situation at all may be able to give some sort of insight....
You can talk to me if you want......God knows that I've talked your ear off about all my shit......seems only fair that I do the same for you.....
And--before you say anything, I'm not doing this to pity you or anything, or because I feel like I need to return the favor.....I'm offering because I genuinely care and want to help you......the thing....I said before.....wasn't helpful......sorry.....
So.....what's the thing you're nervous or....feeling guilty about?
*long pause*
Well.....If you really want my opinion....I don't think that you should feel as guilty as you probably should.....
You can feel guilt for what happened......the fact that it happened at all.....that's alright.....but I don't think you were as involved as you say that you were......the fact that you couldn't do anything to change it or to stop it in the moment---
Hey....but remember....you're thinking about it with the hindsight of it going to happen anyways.....the knowledge you have after the fact....isn't going to help you now that it's already over.......
So there really was you could do......
*pause*
Even if you're the one who takes the brunt of the aftermath, it doesn't necessarily mean it's your fault either. That's thing that I had to deal with too....
People are always trying to place blame on other people, for everything.....it's never fault, it's always fault.....because people don't want to take the consequences for their actions....
I'm a special circumstance, but you know what I mean.....
*pause*
I'm sorry you're feeling guilty, and just having a hard time....I don't know if I said that to you already.....and--before you say, "it's not your fault"....I know.....but I can be empathetic and sympathetic to your situation.....it's more a, "sorry you're feeling that way" instead of treating it like did something.
*pause*
*chuckles softly* I knew you were gonna say something like that because that was something Steve practically had to do everything short of punch outta me....
'Cause when everyone decides you're the one that's guilty.....and they tell you that over, and over and over again.....you start to believe it......because how could so many people be wrong instead of just me being wrong...."I probably thought wrong, or I'm misremembering..." it's another tactic that assholes use to shift the blame on someone else......
So.....in my opinion.....it wasn't your fault.....there as nothing you could've done differently in that scenario....you handled it with as much grace and tact as you could have.....and well.......I'm proud of you.....
*pause*
Of course I'm proud of you....not just with the fact that I actually think it could've gone a lot worse were it not for you.....but that you're willing to talk about it with me......that you recognize this guilt that you're feeling.....and you recognize that there's something off about it.....Not everyone is willing to speak and question and talk through their feelings. I know I wasn't for a.....well....for a really long time.....
Being able to recognize your feelings and put them into words is something that not everyone is good at.....being....vulnerable is not something that a lot of people are good at.....or hell....even to do......
But I think that being vulnerable.....and trying to be as in touch with our feelings.....and as open about our feelings as we can.....can help us parse through them....and get to the bottom of why we may be feeling the way that we are.....can give us a deeper understanding of the type of person we are.....and can give us an opportunity to be able to work through the bad things.....and celebrate the good things......
*pause*
Oh no....I didn't come up with all that myself.....a lot of it comes from counselling.....and also Steve....and you......the combination of you three are forces to be reckoned with *chuckles*
But that doesn't make what I said any less true......it took me a while to understand it.....to come to grips with what I was feeling.....and allowing myself to have those feelings in the first place. Hell....in the beginning.....I didn't even think that it was right of me to even guilty......
Enough about me though......I'm still proud of you.....and I'm glad and honored that you're willing to share with me......
And....if you're worried about....whether or not you're a good person.......I want you to remember.....that bad people don't care about being better......they don't care about the feelings of others.....they don't feel guilt.......
You're not a bad person.....I promise......as someone who......*sighs* thought he was irredeemably bad......you are a very...very good person......and I can't tell you how much I appreciate you.....and appreciate having you in my life.......
You're going to be alright.......things are going to turn out for the better.......It's something we've got to believe in......because otherwise.....what's the point?
Sorry.....that might be a little morbid but.....I think there's some truth to it. If we don't keep fighting, keep trying....keep believing.....nothing is going to get better......
I believe in you.....just as much as I know that you believe in me.......We can do this......together......
“I know that I’ve said I like hurting you, but what really turns me on is your fear, the feeling of dread when you don’t know what’s coming next. I want you to know that I’m coming for you.”
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I was requested to do this script () by the fantastically talented u/ravishagirl a few weeks ago, and when I saved it to my queue I had no idea what I was in for. This sweet slavegirl was so easy to step inside that I found myself believing every single promise she makes to her Master.
"*The first time you TOOK me, I came almost the moment you entered me, almost the moment I felt the warmth of your cock FILLING me. Do you remember, Master? You had wooed me ... and pursued me ... and you were so patient ... and so certain you would HAVE me. And when you finally had me naked, when I finally undressed and was trembling and warm in your arms, you teased me ... and edged me ... for hours. Until I was sobbing with my need to be fucked. With my need to be fucked by YOU. And when you took me, I squeezed your cock and I came, I came, I came screaming a word I had never said to ANY man before. Never dreamed I COULD ever say to a man.
I came screaming, "Master!*"
You own me: May I please wear your collar, Master?
This beautifully twisted and sinfully straight-forward script was written by my friend u/ShadowedScripts a few months ago and I have been very eager to fill it ever since. This piece of writing was a mix of many things I personally like best: noncon, elements of the supernatural, electricity, and some motherfucking FILTHY dirty talk!
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*"What? Say I surrender my body? Why? Oh god, what's going on? Why am I acting like this? This isn't me! I can't... Oh god, my cunt is aching for that cock. No! I can't! I can't think of anything but getting fucked like a whore. No! I... oh fuck. Oh fuck, I surrender. I surrender my body."*
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**Timestamps (by popular request):**
- 00m:21s – “Ah! Fuck! A shock collar?”
- 00m:55s – “I’m too much of a bitch to break.”
- 01m:52s – “Did you drug me? I can't stop talking. Don't laugh! What did you do to me?”
- 03m:05s – “I don't know what you've done, but I don't like it. I don't like how wet I am right now.”
- 03m:53s – “What's going on? No, I don't believe in demons. It's gotta be drugs.”
- 04m:55s – “Come on, take that cock out for me.”
- 06m:09s – “I promise I'll be a good little cocksleeve.”
- 06m:48s – “Oh fuck, I surrender. I surrender my body.”
- 07m:49s – 08m:21s – Binaural Blowjob
- 09m:09s – “There's a voice in my head saying you need to fuck me, master. Make me a dirty little creampie!”
- 11m:12s – 11m:50s – Orgasm
- 12m:24s – “This is a good body, human. She's mine...”
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***This script may have been adapted, redacted, modified or interpreted from the original with author permission. I consider myself your collaborator and I am grateful for your efforts. This is a fantasy by adults, for adults, and about adults.***
Well, that was my very first ramblefap, and holy shit does it take a lot of stress out of finding a script that doesn't have like, non-con in it. Not entirely sure how well I vocalized it, but that was an i n t e n s e orgasm, I actually don't think I could get up from my chair if I wanted to, and it feels amazing, honestly. I don't think I ever cum quite as hard as when I'm recording it for here, but holy fuck bro-I was seeing stars, and I couldn't tell which way was up, it was incredible.
I will say, I did start a good like, 12 minutes in to me already going at it, because I figured there wasn't much need for all the beginning fluff, I don't want you guys to get bored of me THAT quickly. That all being said, I do still think there was a lot of space where I could've cut it out, but fuggidude, y'know?
I've been wanting to make audios with and for a lot of my mates recently, so I might post a lot here real soon, keep an eye out ;) And of course, I take any requests <3
That all being said, here's the audio I know you've probably been waiting for, enjoy, Loves <3
don't know why
You think that you could hold me
When you couldn't get by by yourself
And I don't know who
Would ever want to tear the seam of someone's dream
Baby, it's fine, you said that we should just be friends
While I came up with that line and I'm sure
That it's for the best
If you ever change your mind, don't hold your breath
'Cause you may not believe
That baby, I'm relieved, hmm
When you said goodbye, my whole world shines
Hey hey hey
It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling
If we're drinking, then I'm buying
And I know there's no denying
It's a beautiful day, the sun is up, the music's playing
And even if it started raining
You won't hear this boy complaining
'Cause I'm glad that you're the one who got away
It's a beautiful day
It's my turn to fly, so girls, get in line
'Cause I'm easy, no playing this guy like a fool
Now I'm alright
Might've had me caged before, but not tonight
And you may not believe, hmm
That baby, I'm relieved
This fire inside, it burns too bright
I don't want to say "So long", I just want to say "Goodbye"
It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling
If we're drinking, then I'm buying
And I know there's no denying
That it's a beautiful day, the sun is up, the music's playing
And even if it started raining
You won't hear this boy complaining
'Cause I'm glad that you're the one who got away, hmm
'Cause if you ever think I'll take up
My time with thinking of our break-up
Then, you've got another thing coming your way
'Cause it's a beautiful day
Beautiful day
Oh, baby, any day that you're gone away
It's a beautiful day
"Hey, I want to have a talk tonight, tonight, tonight for me anyways, and yeah I'll be up a little late, but that's fine, I just want to talk about something is all."
So, I'm not super comfortable with comfort audios, go figure there, but I wanted to try and do something, especially since I know right now is a tough time and that a lot of people are being hard on themselves, and if your listening to this and it's not long enough (one of my concerns) then feel free to rewind and let me know it needs to be longer, I'm flying blind here really. I hope this helps, I really do, the story is true by the way, and there's more about my story on Twitter and soon to be more on my website. I hope everyone's doing all right, and I hope your all staying safe, take care please.
If you want to give me feedback anonymously, I know have this google form, so feel free to use it, for anything, not just feedback, I'll never know who sent the message unless you tell me in the message: ()
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Also but then you you're certainly of a long day at work so you finally are home to you on me at some point, also also mentions of sometimes and being called and certainly I certainly was in or something because I felt I sounded so childish when I edited, so certainly but I didn't said anything about that so maybe not, also asking because I
You come home after a long day at work, that is usually enough for make you have to make the stress out in a certain way, and you come home when your girlfriend is playing piano.
She don't often plays as it mostly triggers her dyspraxia, so when you come by you stopped by the door slightly opened and you watched your love rambling on the keyboard, you appreciated this little moment because you really think she plays nicely enough and should not be self conscious about it.
She didn't heard you coming by, but then she is too shy to continue. You asked her to play a little something for her and she complied.
Turns out that kind of thing will certainly help her forget about any sadness of her life. You really are a sweetheart...
I tried to not mention body parts too much, just said touching I think, I just said I had sensitive nipples so maybe I have breasts, but I could be whatever you want anyway.
i always get kinda nervous posting ones where i talk a lot.. i think im just shy but.. this idea was too.... i just had to do it.. (,,>﹏<,,)
An Orc Lord has me as a pet and plaything to dress up in fine fabrics and beautiful jewelry/collars but.. i refuse to acknowledge this because i have yet to be marked as his.. so i will continue to be a brat
that is until he decides to prove i am his.. and mark me.. from the inside..
i continue to struggle and attempt to throw insults to make him work for it.. but in the end hes just so much bigger than me that he's easily able to pin me in place..
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Back to being beggy and.. a little pathetic....
you come back to the room and find me lounging around.. naked.. you said i could but you cant help but.. take advantage of the.... easy access (ó﹏ò｡)
i havent been bad but.. you just love the way it feels to spank me.. and breed me....
but I'm a good toy and i promise to take it all.. i promise ill be good.. so you wont stop even though its so much.... (｡>\\<) i promise i can take it....
i.. dirty talked.. more in this one than normal i think....kinda makes me flustered (,,>﹏<,,)..plus i posted an extra audio this week.. so i felt a little brave this week i guess....
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Additional tags:
I get stuffed full of cock and cum by two rapists who breed me for the good of humanity. Sure, that’s the reason.
I quiver with fear (excitement?) talking about a more risqué fantasy of mine. I give a lot of useless (no, world-building?) details. I trip over myself a lot and fuck up my words but that’s what you get when I’m shaking all over from pleasure.
I’m so turned on that I try to hurt myself and can’t >.< yeesh
I don’t really cry because I’m in a really good mood during this one – but I do in my fantasy so TW.
Trigger Warning in general – my mind goes to dark places. MIND THE TAGS. Treat yourself to some after care if you need it for realsies.
I blushed writing the tags.
This is a fantasy by an 18+ performer for an 18+ audience. MDNI.
